What if I spoke w/ complete honest-ness 如果我讲瓦特/完全诚实的烦躁

What if told you that I've broken some promises 如果告诉你，我已经打破了一些承诺

I dealt with pride ever since a little kid 我处理的骄傲，自从一个小孩子

I've comprised and I've doubted like Thomas did 我已经和包括我怀疑像托马斯那样

I can't hide though he sees the way I live 我不能隐藏，虽然他看到我生活的方式

Every single time I told every little fib 每一次我告诉每一个小谎

I can't deny cause he's already knowing this 我不能否认的原因，他已经知道了这个

But to my wife I regret the time that I've missed 但是我的妻子我很遗憾，我已经错过了时间

I've been on the road when I really should've been home 我一直在路上时，我真的应该已经回家

Been on the phone and took calls I should've left alone 已通电话，把电话我应该单独留在家中

I shouldn't have done that see I want you to know 我不应该这样做，是看我想让你知道

I should've been with you then out trying to get dough 我已经跟你再出来试图让面团

I still got issues that's hard to let go 我仍然有问题，这是难以割舍

Still got some bitter situations with a few folks 仍然得到了一些人的一些苦涩情况

Still got a temper that I work hard to control 仍然有我努力的控制脾气

I gotta remember your standard that's the goal 我要记住你的标准，是我们的目标

   

Can I be honest? 我说实话？

Can I be real? 我可以是真实的吗？

Would they still just to how I feel? 难道他们还只是我怎么感觉？

But if I was honest ? 但是，如果我是诚实的？

If I was real? 如果我是真实的吗？

Would they even care about how I feel? 他们会更在乎我的感受？

   

I've wanted to get back at those who tried to doubt me 我想找回那些谁试图怀疑我

I've wanted to hit back every time they tried to clown me 我想让每一个他们试图小丑我时间予以还击

I've said some things about those that tried to down me 我已经说过一些关于那些试图降低我

I've been too hard on some people that's been around me 我已经太辛苦一些人一直在我身边

I'm a workaholic addicted to the game 我沉迷于游戏工作狂

Plus sometimes I've been addicted to the fame 加上有时我一直沉迷于名利

I look deep inside things that I'm ashamed 我期待，我很惭愧内心深处的东西

Still the little kid conflicted still in pain 仍是小孩发生冲突还在痛

I'm so grateful when I think though how you found me 我的时候，我认为虽然你是怎么找到我很感激

I used to be hateful of everything that's around me 我曾经是可恨的一切，是我周围的

I'm so thankful of the way that you still surround me 我很感激的样子，你依然围绕着我

So shameful yet you love me still confounds me 所以可耻但你爱我还是我混淆

See I've put myself first 看到我已经把自己放在第一位

I've gone days sometimes without reading your word 我有时会去天不读你的话

I've acted like a huge jerk 我表现得像一个巨大的混蛋

Yet you still love me that's the thing that I've learned 然而，你还爱我，就是我所学到的东西

   

Sometimes I dumb down to sell a few records 有时候，我哑下来卖几纪录

Didn't do it though just to get a little cheddar 没有做到这一点，虽然只是为了获得一点点切达

But looking back I could've made some of my songs better 但现在回想起来，我可以做了一些我的歌好

Hindsight is 20/20 so I'm like whatever 事后看来是20/20所以我喜欢什么

But I regret some of my broken relationships 但很遗憾我的一些破碎的关系

No matter how hard I've tried to just make em fit 不管怎么努力，我想只是让时间适应

And I don't blame myself and I'm not blaming them 我不怪我自己，我不会责怪他们

But too many up in my life have just came and went 但太多的出现在我的生活刚刚来了又走

I'm not perfect I serve a God who is 我不完美，但我为神是谁

I serve a God who lives who says that I'm his kid 我所服务的上帝谁住谁说，我是他的孩子

When I shoot for the mark but I shoot and miss 当我拍的标记，但我拍和小姐

I serve a God who gives a new start and he forgives 我所服务的上帝谁给一个新的开始，他原谅

And takes every thing I ever did 并把每一件事情我做过

Then he throws it in the sea of forgetfulness 然后，他把它扔在遗忘之海

See I'm just being honest I hope your getting this 见我只是诚实，我希望你得到这个

Cuz he's my promise the reason that I live 的Cuz他是我的承诺，我住的原因