邪

My study hasn't improved too much. I was disturbed either by self-pride or low self-esteem. I was obsessed with black, because I thought that black could forgive every thing, including my un-perfect sides. Two months later, one day, I mentioned to my parents that I like Satan.

杨牧师和师母当天晚上来帮我赶鬼，告诉我什么是邪灵和为什么他们不好，我听了还觉得要提问，到我相信，要接受的时候，一个声音，我以前从未听过的男声，不断地说："我是对的，你要信我。"

Psychology as Religion: The Cult of Self-Worship by Paul C.

Vitz 心理学宗教：邪自我崇拜保尔丙威姿

And many will follow their sensuality, and because of them the way of truth will be blasphemed.

将有许多人随从他们邪淫的行为，便叫真道因他们的缘故被毁谤。

He found something very charming in the innocent companionship of these simple-hearted girls.

他呢，置身在这些纯朴无邪的女孩子中间则感到妙不可言，其乐无穷。

And he caused his children to pass through fire in the valley of the son of Hinnom, and practiced soothsaying and enchantments and sorcery, and appointed mediums and spiritists; he did what was evil in the sight of Jehovah beyond measure, provoking Him to anger.

33：6 并在欣嫩子谷使他的儿女经火，又观兆，行法术，用邪术，立交鬼的和行巫术的，多行耶和华眼中看为恶的事，惹动祂的怒气。

There shall not be found among you anyone who makes his son or daughter pass through fire; anyone who performs divination, practices soothsaying, or interprets omens; or anyone who employs sorcery

18：10 你们中间不可有人使儿女经火，也不可有占卜的、观兆的、用法术的、行邪术的

That I, as sincerely as I desire the salvation of my own soul, avoid and flee from all idolatry, sorcery, soothsaying, superstition, invocation of saints, or any other creatures; and learn rightly to know the only true God; trust in him alone, with humility and patience submit to him; expect all good things from him only; love, fear, and glorify him with my whole heart; so that I renounce and forsake all creatures, rather than commit even the least thing contrary to his will.

答：就是为免危害我灵魂的得救，我当逃避一切偶像崇拜，巫术，邪术，或向圣徒或其他受造物求告；我当承认独一的真神，单一信靠他，用谦卑忍耐的心盼望只从他得到一切好处，并全心敬畏，敬爱，荣耀他，甚至宁愿舍弃一切受造者，也不愿稍微违背他的旨意。

You shall not allow a sorceress to live.

22：18 行邪术的女人，不可容她存活。

Do not allow a sorceress to live.

18行邪术的女人，不可容她存活。

He is declaring his naivete life in Yixing. Those pickled vegetable or uniform size crock filled with water may be his hiding place when he play hide-and-seek childhood or probably is the place to step cabbage for parents, those of which has been frozen, become a sigh looks like a short cut ice tear hung down and insinuate such a scene: piles of crock arrange on the producer---lake of Dingshu town Yixing city, accumulate to wall in rule and great, the majestic spectacle narrate the desolation of current depression market speechlessly. The former prosperity spectacle: fluctuation discharge, ships, such as the of the net, now only laid-off workers broken dream of ceramic music field. Tang wenwei's historical situation description, in fact, is not concerned special purpose, such as people's political mission, etc.

他也在昭示他于宜兴生活的无邪童年，那些腌菜或盛水的大小不一的瓦缸，可能是他和同伴玩捉迷藏的藏身处，可能是他帮父母踩白菜的玩乐点，等等这些了然冰封，化成喟然一叹，如那一短截挂下欲化的冰泪影射出那样一副景象：成堆的缸排列在盛产地——宜兴丁蜀镇温柔的湖畔上，堆积成规则雄伟的墙，宏大的场面无言叙说着当下市场萧条的凄凉，昔日上下卸货、船只如网的繁荣，如今只是下岗陶瓷工碎梦的失乐场……汤文伟的历史情景述说，其实不带有特别的目的，譬如关注民生民情等政治使命。

Plunder melds and run with this jewel!

掠夺melds和运行与此宝石！

My dream is to be a crazy growing tree and extend at the edge between the city and the forest.

此刻，也许正是在通往天国的路上，我体验着这白色的晕旋。