自暴自弃

First published in France by a pornographic press, this 1955 novel explores the mind of a self-loathing and highly intelligent pedophile named Humbert Humbert, who narrates his life and the obsession that consumes it: his lust for "nymphets" like 12-year-old Dolores Haze.

1955年以法语发表在色情刊物上，主人翁是一个名叫汉博特·汉博特的人，颇有才气却自暴自弃的恋童癖。小说以第一人称的口吻讲述了他的生活和困挠：他迷恋上了一个12岁的少女多萝尔斯·哈兹。

But excessive grief is like a storm at sea, where the frail bark is tossed from the depths to the top of the wave. Dantès recoiled from the idea of so infamous a death, and passed suddenly from despair to an ardent desire for life and liberty.

人在极度悲痛之中，犹如在大风暴里是一样，两个高峰之间必是形成低谷，唐太斯这时也从这种自暴自弃的念头前退了回来，突然从绝望转变成了一种强烈的求生和自由的愿望。

Suryani's sewing class started with 17 students, but now there are only ten - all the others have graduated, and have put their skills to wise use.

当海啸夺走了她的一切时，素丽雅妮没有难过的自暴自弃，现在，五十几岁的素丽雅妮正在裁缝，这是她新学习的才能，让她能够重新出发、成为一个裁缝师；搬到大爱村之后，素丽雅妮也鼓励其他灾民像她一样重新振作。

Think of Richard Dreyfuss flinging plants through the window in "Close Encounters of the Third Kind", Frances O'Connor abandoning her adopted robot son by the roadside in "A.I." or the defeated, self-deluding Christopher Walken in "Catch Me If You Can".

比如《第三类接触》中，将植物扔出窗外的理查德·德莱弗斯；再比如《人工智能》中，纳将收养的机器人孩子抛弃在路边的弗朗西斯·奥康；甚至在《猫鼠游戏》中自暴自弃的克里斯托弗·沃肯。

We have no reason to feel inferior or self-conceited; less ground to occupy a commanding position with one covering all.

我们没有理由自暴自弃，没有理由妄自菲薄；更没有理由居高临下，一叶障目，不见泰山。

As soon as getting used to self-abandoning, they are measuring everything by one scale, such as progress is judged as opportunism, well-communication as seeking favor.

他们习惯于自暴自弃，用同一把的尺子度量着身外的一切，把别人的进步看成是投机取巧，把善于与人沟通看成是拉关系、走后门。

If you latch on to weak motivations or shallow inspiration, you will soon find yourself abandoning the process.

要是你太在意消极的因素或者浅薄的意念，你很快就会自暴自弃的。

She read some famous books, such as Little Women, Pride and Prejudice and La Dame aux Camille.

但是三毛并没有就此自暴自弃而是更加勤奋和努力。

Plunder melds and run with this jewel!

掠夺melds和运行与此宝石！

My dream is to be a crazy growing tree and extend at the edge between the city and the forest.

此刻，也许正是在通往天国的路上，我体验着这白色的晕旋。