自暴自弃

After his divorce, he let himself go to seed.

离婚后，他自暴自弃。

Everybody here has got a story about a grandparent or a great-grandparent who worked in a coal mine, who worked in a tough factory, maybe got injured somewhere, but they said 'you know what, I may not have a home, but if I work hard enough, someday my child, my grand-child they'll have a home they can call their own.

还有一个人就是丹中尉，本来想战死沙场，可阿甘把他救回来成了一个失去双腿的 crippled ，感觉苟且偷生的他领取着综援，自暴自弃，一个意气风发的将军突然成了社会上最底层的人（幸好他后来在阿甘的带挈下有个好的结局）。

However, when other planets clash against these two while they are teamed up together, we could see an increase in passive-aggressive behaviors, self-sabotage, gullibility, and/or deceitfulness.

然而，当别的行星相位冲突的时候，木星和海王星却走在了一起，我们能够看到激进行为在不断增加，自暴自弃的人数也在上升，罪恶和欺诈也在攀升。

The season is so long that you must stay the course and not get toohappy when things are going well, but not get too down when you hita rough patch.

赛季很长，所以球队表现好的时候不要太得意，表现不好的时候也别自暴自弃。

Moralistic Self-judgment One way to really dislike yourself is to always judge yourself in a very moralistic way.

说教式的自我评价用说教的方式进行自我评价确是令人自暴自弃的一种方式。

It is your soul that I buy from you; I withdraw it from black thoughts and the spirit of perdition, and I give it to God.

我赎的是您的灵魂，我把它从黑暗的思想和自暴自弃的精神里救出来，交还给上帝。

Prisoners are women, it seems as persona non grata, give up on themselves to become.

犯人是名女性，好像因为不受欢迎，而变得自暴自弃。

In the 1st chapter: Analysis of family characters. Parent who is being driven from pillar to post and their sanctimonious appearance; sons composed by the eldest sons and unfilial sons ,the former including the self-sacrificing and the self-abandoned, while the latter with boldness and treachery and their ending after leaving; the female images in the household, the forbearing women and the retaliative with contorted personality, and revealment of persecution made by society with patriarchal clan system; The lowly vassals suffering all humiliates in both physical and mental aspects.

第一章分析家族人物构成：日暮途穷和道貌岸然的家长；长子分为牺牲自我和自暴自弃两种类型，逆子的大胆、叛逆和出走后的结局；家族中女性有逆来顺受的贤妻良母和心理扭曲的报复者，揭示了宗法社会对她们的戕害；地位低下的奴仆，他们在身体上和精神上受尽屈辱。

The one who is self-abandoned can not be successful.

那些自暴自弃的人无法成功。

Those who are self-abandoned won't succeed.

那些自暴自弃的人无法成功。

Plunder melds and run with this jewel!

掠夺melds和运行与此宝石！

My dream is to be a crazy growing tree and extend at the edge between the city and the forest.

此刻，也许正是在通往天国的路上，我体验着这白色的晕旋。