爱猜想的

I do not pretend to emma's genius for foretelling and guessing.

我可不想在天才的爱玛门前卖弄预测和猜想的伎俩。

Goodbye Alice in Wonderland Jewel It's four in the afternoon I'm on a flight leaving L.A. Trying to think about my life My youth scattered along the highway Hotel rooms and headlines I've made a living with a song Just a guitar as my companion Wanting desperately to belong Fame is filled with spoiled children They grow fat on fantasy I guess that's why I'm leaving I crave reality So goodbye Alice in Wonderland Goodbye yellow brick road There is a difference between dreaming and pretending I did not find paradise It was only a reflection of my lonely mind searching For what was missing in my life I'm embarassed to say the rest is a rock and roll cliche I hit the bottom when I reached the top I never knew it was you who was breaking my heart I thought you had to love me You did not Yes a heart can hallucinate If it's completely starved for love Can even make monsters seem like Angels from above You forged my love like a weapon And turned it against me like a knife You broke my last heartstring But you opened up my eyes So goodbye Alice in Wonderland Goodbye yellow brick road There is a difference between dreaming and pretending That was not love in your eyes It was only a reflection of my lonely mind wanting what was missing in my life And growing up is not the absence of dreaming It's being able to understand the difference between the ones you can hold And the ones that you've been sold Dreaming is a good thing cause it brings new things to life Pretending is an ending that perpetuates a lie Forgetting what you are Seeing for what you've been told Well, truth is stranger than fiction And this is my chance to get it right Life is much better without all of your pretty lies So Goodbye Alice in Wonderland You can keep your yellow brick road there is a difference between dreaming and pretending There's not tears in my eyes It was only a reflection of my lonely mind searching It was only a reflection of my lonely mind finding I find what's missing in my life

再见，梦游仙境的爱丽丝下午四点我在飞离洛杉矶的班机上试着去理顺生活我的青春散落在公路上就宿于各地旅馆，无数次登上头条我以一首歌成功立足吉他为伴我强烈渴望被接受和认可有名的人大多是被宠坏的孩子幻想使我们贪求无餍我猜想这就是我离开的原因我渴望活在现实里因此再见吧，梦游仙境的爱丽丝再见吧，黄砖路梦想和矫饰不同我没有找到天堂那不过是我孤独心灵的一种反映，我渴望找到生命中缺失的东西尽管尴尬，我不得不说一句摇滚乐界的陈词滥调当我的事业达到顶峰时，我的心情跌落到了谷底我从未想过，会是你让我心碎我以为你一定会爱我但你没有是的，如果心对爱饥渴它会产生幻觉，认假为真它甚至可以把妖魔认作下凡的天使你把我的爱练成一种武器然后把它像刀子一样捅向我你断了我最后一根心弦但你让我看清了现实因此再见吧，梦游仙境的爱丽丝再见吧，黄砖路梦想和矫饰不同你眼里的不是爱不过是我孤独心灵的一种反映，我努力寻找生命中缺失的东西成长不是梦想的消失而是一种能分辨你坚守的东西与导致你被骗的东西的能力并且梦想是个好东西因为它给生命带来新鲜事物但矫饰是一个终结它使谎言无限期地延续忘了你是谁只着眼于人们告诉你的那些东西真实比虚构更奇怪而这是我求取真实的机会没有那些漂亮的谎言，生活会变得更美好因此再见吧，梦游仙境的爱丽丝你可以留住你的黄砖路梦想和矫饰不同我眼里的不是泪水不过是我孤独心灵的一种反映，我意识到不过是我孤独心灵的一种反映，我意识到我已经找到了生命中缺失的东西

It may be phrased in these words:"I guess I will do so and so."

被动的人总爱说：&我猜想我会这样或那样。&

The main conclusion of course was that mind manipulating technologie does really exist, and not just causing over all symptoms, but very finetuned causing so many sensations, a million of nuances, of things i felt before, aswell things i never felt before, it was like trip of alice in wonderland, but aswell realizing a painfull truth, this really went on, and not just now, but in the past, as far i can guess out of my own experience, end sixties, begin seventies.

主要的结论，当然是精神操纵技术当然是存在的，并且不仅仅是以上症状，但能调整许多的感官，我以前所感受到的事物的一百万的细微差别，那是我以前从没感受到的，它像爱丽丝梦游仙境之旅，但也是一个痛苦的事实，这却是在继续，而且不仅仅是现在，而是在过去，我就可以猜想出我自己的经验，60年代底，七十年代开始。

The main conclusion of course was that mind manipulatingtechnologie does really exist, and not just causing over allsymptoms, but very finetuned causing so many sensations, a millionof nuances, of things i felt before, aswell things i never feltbefore, it was like trip of alice in wonderland, but aswellrealizing a painfull truth, this really went on, and not just now,but in the past, as far i can guess out of my own experience, endsixties, begin seventies.

主要的结论，当然是精神操纵技术当然是存在的，并且不仅仅是以上症状，但能调整许多的感官，我以前所感受到的事物的一百万的细微差别，那是我以前从没感受到的，它像爱丽丝梦游仙境之旅，但也是一个痛苦的事实，这却是在继续，而且不仅仅是现在，而是在过去，我就可以猜想出我自己的经验，60年代底，七十年代开始。

Plunder melds and run with this jewel!

掠夺melds和运行与此宝石！

My dream is to be a crazy growing tree and extend at the edge between the city and the forest.

此刻，也许正是在通往天国的路上，我体验着这白色的晕旋。