没病的

Who love my downfall and it's just too cold you show me true friend baby i was so so you might as well call me up physically you know, you got me only into extremes and i can't believe it and don't know what to think sometime around it was so love-sick now it's so sick cause they ain't doubt love your hint is apart and the day between us wasn't enough and i know i feel good time's come i thought they stay, things are done and become word-made angels came but they left two day had you slip away listen now burning empty still this can't be but even now we're not that happy hotel motel it's hot in hell free from myself but now left with no home i want you to know i never would have all figure out that when you came now it could have been forever now it does bring me down the high now the low up and down we go put myself too close got burnt night tones it feels like i'm sinking in the dead sea don't we care the space inside us so empty it's like it's over before be gone this song is over now so was i want

谁爱我的灭亡它的公正太冷你给我看真正的朋友宝宝我是这么这么你还不如叫我了身体你知道，你明白我只有到极端我不能相信这更不知道该怎么想围绕某个时候，它是如此爱生病现在，它的病事业，他们是不会怀疑的爱你的暗示是，除了及国庆，我们之间是不足够而我知道我感觉很好，当时的来我还以为他们留下来，这样做，并成为词国产天使来到，但他们离开二天你已经失去了听燃烧空仍不能但即使是现在，我们没那么开心酒店汽车旅馆，它的热地狱，不受自己但现在只剩下没有家我要你知道我从未想到自己会所有图说，当你来到现在它可能会被永远现在它并带我下来高，现在低向上与向下走把自己太接近弄得焦头烂额的夜晚铃声感觉就像我沉没在死海我们不小心的空间在我们的内心世界，使空它就像它的超过前一去不返这首歌是现在这样做主要是我想

I must live like an exile, if I approach near to people a hot terror seizes upon me, a fear that I may be subjected to the danger of letting my condition be observed - thus it has been during the past year which I spent in the country, commanded by my intelligent physician to spare my hearing as much as possible, in this almost meeting my natural disposition, although I sometimes ran counter to it yielding to my inclination for society, but what a humiliation when one stood beside me and heard a flute in the distance and I heard nothing, or someone heard the shepherd singing and again I heard nothing, such incidents brought me to the verge of despair, but little more and I would have put an end to my life - only art it was that withheld me, ah it seemed impossible to leave the world until I had produced all that I felt called upon me to produce, and so I endured this wretched existence - truly wretched, an excitable body which a sudden change can throw from the best into the worst state - Patience - it is said that I must now choose for my guide, I have done so, I hope my determination will remain firm to endure until it please the inexorable Parcae to bread the thread, perhaps I shall get better, perhaps not, I am prepared.

我不得不活着像个流放的人，要是我接近人群，恐惧就会涌上心头，唯恐别人发现我病情。半年来我就是这样过来的。一位高明的医生让我尽量避免使用听觉，而也差不多正合我愿，所以这半年来我一直呆在乡下。不过，有时我也会违背医嘱，忍不住想与别人交往，但是，当我旁边的人听到远处的笛声而我却什么都听不到，或是别人听到牧羊人的歌声而我又什么都听不到的时候，那是怎样一种屈辱的感觉啊！这些事情让我濒临崩溃，要不是对艺术的渴求制止了我，我差不多就要结束我的生命了。我知道没把我命里所有的作品都创造出来，我是不可能离开这个世界的，所以我忍受这痛苦的生活，真的痛苦啊！我的身体容易激动，突然有一点变化，就会一下子从最好变成最坏。我必须选择忍耐，别人这么说，我也这么做了。希望我有足够坚定的意志来承受苦难，直到无情的死神割断我的生命之线的那天。也许我的病会好转，也许不会，对此我都是有心理准备的。

As she looked at Warrington's manly face, and dark, melancholy eyes, she had settled in her mind that he must have been the victim of an unhappy attachment.

每逢看到沃林顿那刚毅的脸，那乌黑、忧郁的眼睛，她便会相信，他一定作过不幸的爱情的受害者。

Maybe they'll disappear into a pothole.

也许他们将在壶穴里消失