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What if some demon were to say to you ,that shis life ,as you now live it,have lived it in the past, you would have to live once more but-innumerable times more,there will be nothing new in it,every pain,every joy,every unutterably,small or great thing in your life would just return to you The same succession ,the same sequence,again and again,like an hourglass of time ,Imagine infinity,you choose for all time,Then all unlived life would remain -inside you, Unlived,Throughout eternity.

晕死了 ，小雅！~你在那个群啊！~！~这样一座在深夜里会闭上眼睛的城市。行走在里面，人与人之间，人与所有其他事物之间始终有距离感。仿佛无法与这时尚的事物真正的靠近。但这种无法靠近，却让自己觉得清净和安全。不知道为什么我喜欢那种疏远的安全感。这段偶同意，距离很多时候反倒有安全感！品种单一，我也没办法！当我写一篇东西不能最大限度的引起人的共鸣的时候，我只能说我很失败！

Later, when on the caddy, through an arduous training after 2 months, and finally the guests can be of service to help guests understand the fairway, watch a soccer match, look for the ball, cycloid ...... This is my first time to understand the depth Golf, in the school after a year of theory, practice in person to understand, only to find the game of golf is unmatched by other sports, and sort of a sense of accomplishment after winning the ball into the obstacles to the loss of the loss of access to sand remedy, that feeling is not given by other sports, and this is golf, so you have to love.

后来，当上了球童，渡过了艰难的2个月训练之后，终于可以单独服务客人，帮助客人了解球道，看球，找球，摆线……这是我第一次这么的深入去了解高尔夫，在学了一年的理论之后，亲身实践去了解，才发现高尔夫这项运动，是其他运动所无法比拟的，获胜后的那种成就感，球进去障碍丢失的失落，进入沙坑的补救，那种感觉都是其他运动所无法给予的，这就是高尔夫，让你不得不爱。

Later, when on the caddy, through an arduous spanaining after 2 months, and finally the guests can be of service to help guests understand the fairway, watch a soccer match, look for the ball, cycloid ...... this is my first time to understand the depth golf, in the school after a year of theory, practice in person to understand, only to find the game of golf is unmatched by other sports, and sort of a sense of accomplishment after winning the ball into the obstacles to the loss of the loss of access to sand remedy, that feeling is not given by other sports, and this is golf, so you have to love.

后来，当上了球童，渡过了艰难的2个月训练之后，终于可以单独服务客人，帮助客人了解球道，看球，找球，摆线……这是我第一次这么的深入去了解高尔夫，在学了一年的理论之后，亲身实践去了解，才发现高尔夫这项运动，是其他运动所无法比拟的，获胜后的那种成就感，球进去障碍丢失的失落，进入沙坑的补救，那种感觉都是其他运动所无法给予的，这就是高尔夫，让你不得不爱。

All the dispensations of God, whether by the law or the prophets, by the Scriptures or ordinances of the Church are only helps to a holiness which they cannot give, but are meant to turn the creaturely life from itself and its own working to a faith and hope, a hunger and thirst after that first union with the life of the Deity, which was lost in the fall of the first father of mankind.

这是清楚严格分别内在圣洁和有外表生活极大的真理，所有和神无法分割的；无论是圣经中的律法和预言，或是教会的传统的字句，都无法帮助人有圣洁的生命，但受造的生命只要吸取其精意，自然在其中运行，借着信心，仰望和饥渴的心就会使堕落的人类，重新与神的生命联合。

All the dispensations of God, whether by the law or the prophets, by the Scriptures or ordinances of the Church are only helps to a holiness which they cannot give, but are meant to turn the creaturely life from itself and its own working to a faith and hope, a hunger and thirst after that first union with the life of the Deity, which was lost in the fall of the first father of mankind.

这是清楚严格分别内在圣洁和有外表生活极大的真理，所有和神无法分割的；无论是圣经中的律法和预言，或是教会的传统的字句，都无法帮助人有圣洁的生命，但受造的生命只要吸取其精意，自然在其中运行，借著信心，仰望和饥渴的心就会使堕落的人类，重新与神的生命联合。

For if goodness can only be in God, if it cannot exist separate from Him, if He can only bless and sanctify, not by a creaturely gift, but by Himself becoming the Blessing and Sanctification of the creature, then it is the highest degree of blindness to look for any goodness and happiness from anything but the immediate indwelling union and operation of the Deity in the life of the creature.

称永久代祷的人是宗教狂热者是何等毫无理由，至少在单单真实的从神获得启示的生命，是无法得到良善和喜乐，那就不可能同意此说，因为良善无法与神分离而单独存在，除非借他自己所变成有福而圣洁的人否则没人能有此种生命，惟有直接从内住的神得到启示，否则没有高级受造之物，可从其他地方找到良善和喜乐，根据永远的启示：动物怎样需要空气而高级受造物也怎样需要有良善、圣洁和喜乐的本性。

For if goodness can only be in God, if it cannot exist separate from Him, if He can only bless and sanctify, not by a creaturely gift, but by Himself becoming the Blessing and Sanctification of the creature, then it is the highest degree of blindness to look for any goodness and happiness from anything but the immediate indwelling union and operation of the Deity in the life of the creature.

称永久代祷的人是宗教狂热者是何等毫无理由，至少在单单真实的从神获得启示的生命，是无法得到良善和喜乐，那就不可能同意此说，因为良善无法与神分离而单独存在，除非借祂自己所变成有福而圣洁的人否则没人能有此种生命，惟有直接从内住的神得到启示，否则没有高级受造之物，可从其他地方找到良善和喜乐，根据永远的启示：动物怎样需要空气而高级受造物也怎样需要有良善、圣洁和喜乐的本性。

The change cannot be explained by a previous personality disorder and should be differentiated from residual schizophrenia and other states of incomplete recovery from an antecedent mental disorder. This disorder is characterized by an excessive dependence on and a demanding attitude towards others; conviction of being changed or stigmatized by the illness, leading to an inability to form and maintain close and confiding personal relationships and to social isolation; passivity, reduced interests, and diminished involvement in leisure activities; persistent complaints of being ill, which may be associated with hypochondriacal claims and illness behaviour; dysphoric or labile mood, not due to the presence of a current mental disorder or antecedent mental disorder with residual affective symptoms; and longstanding problems in social and occupational functioning.

此种改变无法以先前存在的人格违常来解释，必须与精神分裂症残馀症状及其他先前存在精神疾病未完全康复状态做鉴别诊断，此种人格违常之特质：对他人过度依赖且过度要求，由於疾病所影响或心中烙印此一疾病，导致无法与他人形成且维持亲密而信赖的人际关系，造成社会孤立；显得较被动；兴趣变的较低落，且减少休闲活动之参与，不断抱怨处於生病之中，可能附带虑病性的要求及生病行为；其低落情绪或不稳定之情绪，并非源自目前存在的精神疾病或先前存在的精神疾病之残存症状；并且长期有社会功能和职业功能方面的问题。

But as we sat on an empty fruit crate in the living-room, staring at the beloved walls with their unbleached rectangles where the pictures and mirrors had been, staring at the radiators whose first winter whisperings we will not hear this year, we knew that not even the stalwart movers could wrench loose something that was still there, invisible and in eradicable; we knew that people must inevitably leave something of themselves behind----something besides the mere residue of dust and bent paper clips and fallen coat hangers.

但是当我们坐在客厅一个空的水果箱上，凝望着镜子和画像在我们心爱的墙上留下的矩形痕迹时，当我们凝望着暖气片想到今年我们再也听不到它们运作时发出的如耳语般的声音时，我们才明白，即使是最强壮的搬运工，也无法移动那些注定留在那里的东西，它们无影无形却又无处不在，无从避免。我们懂得了每个人都有一些无法舍弃的东西，也许仅仅只是尘土的残余，弯曲的夹子，或者是那些落下的衣架。

With technology advanced day by day, the reliability of electronic products is improving gigantically too. However, an electron system to date tends to contain more and more components when its functionality becomes more complex. Even when the reliability of every single component is high, the probability of a system becoming erroneous is also high if the interactions between components are faulty. For systems used in a critical mission, fault is unendurable and unacceptable.

中文摘要虽然现今电子技术的进步日新月异，产品的可靠度也一直在改善，但在今日电子系统的架构趋於复杂，以致所需组成的元件也变多，单一元件纵使具有高可靠度，但大量的元件组合在一起之后，其出错的机率便会大增，进而抵消掉元件本身的可靠性，这是在某些应用於关键性任务的系统而言，因其无法忍受错误的发生，所无法接受的。

Plunder melds and run with this jewel!

掠夺melds和运行与此宝石！

My dream is to be a crazy growing tree and extend at the edge between the city and the forest.

此刻，也许正是在通往天国的路上，我体验着这白色的晕旋。