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傅盛：从360出来直接创业的话，我自己会给自己划定一些槛，比如说我不想再做安全，因为虽然业内有很多人出来做自己比较熟练的，也可以拉出一支队伍，短期之内做起来，但是我觉得我还是要做的更符合我们自己内心觉得的一些规则，所以说虽然安全我很熟练，而且对用户市场我还有一定的把握，但是我不想去做。

June 28. Having been somewhat refresh'd with the Sleep I had had, and the Fit being entirely off, I got up; and tho' the Fright and Terror of my Dream was very great, yet I consider'd, that the Fit of the Ague wou'd return again the next Day, and now was my Time to get something to refresh and support my self when I should be ill; and the first Thing I did, I fill'd a large square Case Bottle with Water, and set it upon my Table, in Reach of my Bed; and to take off the chill or aguish Disposition of the Water, I put about a Quarter of a Pint of Rum into it, and mix'd them together; then I got me a Piece of the Goat's Flesh, and broil'd it on the Coals, but could eat very little; I walk'd about, but was very weak, and withal very sad and heavy-hearted in the Sense of my miserable Condition; dreading the Return of my Distemper the next Day; at Night I made my Supper of three of the Turtle's Eggs, which I roasted in the Ashes, and eat, as we call it, in the Shell; and this was the first Bit of Meat I had ever ask'd God's Blessing to, even as I cou'd remember, in my whole Life.

这些我在故事一开始就提到了。父亲说，我如果执意采取这种愚蠢的行动，那么，上帝一定不会保佑我。当我将来呼援无门时，我会后悔自己没有听从他的忠告。这时，我大声说，现在，父亲的话果然应验了：上帝已经惩罚了我，谁也不能来救我，谁也不能来听我的呼救了。我拒绝了上天的好意，上天原本对我十分慈悲，把我安排在一个优裕的生活环境中，让我幸福舒适地过日子。可是，我自己却身在福中不知福，又不听父母的话来认识这种福份。我使父母为我的愚蠢行为而痛心，而现在，我自己也为我的愚蠢行为所带来的后果而痛心。本来，父母可以帮助我成家立业，过上舒适的生活；然而，我却拒绝了他们的帮助。现在，我不得不在艰难困苦中挣扎，困难之大，连大自然本身都难以忍受。而且，我孤独无援，没有人安慰我，也没有人照应我，也没有人忠告我。想到这里，我又大喊大叫："上帝啊，救救我吧！我已走投无路了啊！"多少年来，我第一次发出了祈祷，如果这也可算是祈祷的话。现在，让我重新回到日记上来吧。

You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie For who am I to judge you In what you say or do I'm only just beginning To see the real you And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes And hide I wanna hold you till I die Till we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides Romance's an honest strategy Leaves me grappling with my pride But through the years of maturity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize-fighter Still trapped within my youth At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I'd like to break through And hold you endlessly At times I understand you And I know how hard you try I've watched whil love commands you And I've watched love pass you by At times I think we're drifters Still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again....

我只是开始看到了越来越真实的你有时候我抚摸着你真实让我几乎无法承受我不得不闭上双眼来掩饰真想拥抱着你直到我离开这个世界直到我们因崩溃而哭泣真想拥抱着你到我心中的恐惧能平静的那一天浪漫的传奇，个中滋味在与我的自尊心的斗争中消失不见只在那不安全的感受过后残留了一些温存我变成了另外一个著者被我自己的真实俘获一个犹豫不决的荣誉战士被我自己的真实俘获不时地我想冒犯你狠狠的打击你有时我又想克服这个想法，把你深深地拥在怀里到永远有时候我明白你的心知道你努力的有多么辛苦我看到爱情支配你的行动我亦看到你是怎么错过了它有的时候我会想我们都是流浪的孩子仍在寻找自己的好伙伴一个兄弟或者姐妹可是激情，它又一次爆发了出来有时候我们抚摸着对方真实让我几乎无法承受我不得不闭上双眼来掩饰真想拥抱着你直到我离开这个世界直到我们因崩溃而哭泣真想拥抱着你到我心中的恐惧能平静的那一天

Yall already know what it is and if you don't Then the great Mannie Fresh will enlighten you Ladies and gentlemen, pimps and playas Half ass rappers and true rhyme sayers This is the Carter, so hold onto your teenage daughter Because this is the Carter, a lot more rich and a whole lot smarter Wayne in ya brain young Carter Wayne in ya brain young Carter Who am I, young wizzle fa shizzle Flow sicker than a third floor in hospitals My charm starburst, my watch skittles I'm hot sizzle, what up hot bizzle Holla at a playa, I'm sorta like BD Yall can't stop my dribble, or block the lay-ups Soft top the Coupe, mami pop her too Don't chase the feelin baby girl let it come to you Remove the ceiling on the girl now she comfortable I'ma world class G mami fuck wit dude I got Lazy-Boy bank that's comfort low I'ma offense coordinator run the shoe You watch your grill what you ought to do Fore' your ribs get barbecued And my ribs is showin I say I'm starving dude This, this, this, this, this is the Carter dude What up Reel, c'mon I'm the Birdman Birdman Jr. bitch I be high in the sky shit on you and yo bitch I be flyer than your guy nigga lose the prick Now if ya follow everything just grab a wing And we could sssssshhhhhhhh All the way down to the mall and bet I buy it all Young Mar' picture the broad lick All the way down to the balls then she wipe it off If getting money is wrong I ain't right at all I young money a car I just write it off I'm the boss of my own shit, I'm my own click I would say fuck ya but go and get ya own dick Get ya game up boy hustle harder This, this, this, this, this, this, this, this, this Get ya game up boy hustle harder This, this, this, this, this, this is the Carter, yea And yall better blame Baby Cuz he the muthufucka that made me, and I'm crazy And yall ask why I never left the navy Cuz he the muthufucka that pay me, is you crazy Young, young, young wizzle baby Give you yo issue, me don't wanna kiss you No, no, no me no want no bullshit So, so stop baller blockin cuz a nigga hood rich And I floss everyday because I could bitch So holla at ya boy cuz I'm still on some hood shit Like, like, like whats really good wit ya mom or your lil boy And your sister lookin good shit, shit I'm still Apple Eagle weasel 1-7 Hollygrove never ever ever leave you I got yall waitin on my sequel This, this, this, this, this, this is the Carter people

yall已经知道它是什么，以及如果你不然后伟大mannie新鲜会启发你女士们，先生们，皮条客和普拉亚斯半驴说唱和真正的押韵sayers 这是卡特，所以举行到您的十几岁的女儿因为这是卡特，有很多更丰富的和整体堑，长一智韦恩在亚脑青少年卡特韦恩在亚脑青少年卡特我是谁，年轻wizzle发shizzle 流病加重了超过三分之一的楼在医院我的魅力starburst ，我的观赏skittles 我的热点sizzle ，有什么了热bizzle holla在playa ，我sorta一样，屋宇署 yall不能阻止我的运球，或阻止裁员的UPS 软顶的跑车， mami弹出她太不追赶feelin女婴，让它到你们这里来删除的上限，该名女童，现在她舒适我是世界一流的克mami他妈的束手无策dude 我懒惰-男童银行的舒适度低我的进攻协调员运行擦鞋您看您的烧烤什么，你应该做的前列'你的肋骨，获得烧烤和我的肋骨是showin我说我挨饿， dude 这，这，这，这，这是卡特dude 什么了轴， c'mon 我是birdman birdman小荡妇我高，在天空中shit外围对你和摇摇荡妇我比你的传单家伙nigga失去刺现在，如果亚后续的一切只是抢到的一翼我们可以sssssshhhhhhhh 所有的方式到商场和打赌，我买它的所有年轻三月'图片广大舔所有的方式到球，然后她擦拭它关闭如果得到的钱是错误的I是不正确的，在所有 i年轻的钱买车，我只是将它写小康我的老板，我自己的shit外围，我自己的点击我会说他妈的亚，但去获得亚自己的迪克获得亚的游戏了男童hustle更难这，这，这，这，这，这，这，这，这获得亚的游戏了男童hustle更难这，这，这，这，这，这是卡特，雅和yall更好地归咎于婴儿 cuz他该muthufucka使我，我疯了和yall问，为什么我从来没有离开海军 cuz他该muthufucka薪酬，我是你疯了青少年，青少年，青年wizzle婴儿给你呦问题，我不想亲吻你不，不，不，我没有想没有布尔什特所以，所以停止球员blockin cuz一nigga遮光罩丰富我每天用牙线，因为我可以荡妇因此， holla在亚男童cuz我仍然对一些遮光罩shit外围像，像，像什么真正好的束手无策亚妈妈或您的莉儿男童和您的妹妹来查找良好shit外围， shit外围我还是苹果鹰weasel 1月7日hollygrove以往任何时候都从未离开你我得到yall waitin对我的续集这，这，这，这，这，这是卡特人

A metalhead, in my definition, is someone who completely devotes himself to this peculiar form of music, and I'm sorry to say that despite the fact that this is the music I love, I think I would contribute more to this growing genre, not by spinning my head in a Slipknot concert, not by forming a band of my own (I love listening to death growls but I can't actually do them myself), but by writing about it, and describing heavy metal, in my own words, what it actually is.

我觉得一个对重金属音乐走火入魔的人，他会把他的所有精力全部放进去，例如组建自己的乐队或者一个乐队的每场演唱会都会去看而且非常的入迷。虽然我非常喜欢这种音乐，我还没有到组建自己的乐队（我很喜欢听那种怒吼，但我自己吼不出来），或者去听一场活结乐队（Slipknot，美国著名重金属乐队）的演唱会，在那里疯狂的呐喊。我最多能做的，至少是现在可以做的，是尝试宣传这种音乐，用自己的语言去告诉那些不了解这种音乐的人，重金属音乐到底是一种什么样的东西。

And they say there is no fate, but there is, it's what you create. And even though the world goes on for eons and eons you are only here for a fraction of a fraction of a second. Most of your time is spent being dead or not yet born. But while alive, you wait in vain wasting years for a phone call or a letter or a look from someone or something to make it all right. And it never comes, or it seems to, but it doesn't really. So you spend your time in vague regret or vaguer hope that something good will come along. Something to make you feel connected. Something to make you feel whole. Something to make you feel loved. And the truth is I feel so angry. And the truth is I feel so fucking sad. And the truth is, I've felt so fucking hurt for so fucking long. And for just as long, I've been pretending I'm okay, just to get along, just for…I don't know why.

大家都说没有所谓的命运，有的只是你所创造的东西，即使世界年复一年的转动，你也只是这一秒钟里极小的一块碎片，你们大部分的时间都留在生后或者生前，但当你们活着的时候，你只是徒劳的等着，浪费几十年去等来自某个人或某件事的一个电话、一封信或一次见面来使自己心安，但那从来都不会或者似乎要发生，但那真的不会发生，所以你再次花时间去茫然的后悔或茫然的希望接下来会遇上好事情，让你感到自己不是与世隔绝的，让你感到自己的存在，让你感到自己是被爱的，而事实是我很生气，而事实是我很伤心，而事实是我觉得我被伤害了很多年了，而同时我还一直假装我自己没事，去适应，去。。。

I'm taking a moment just imaginin' that I'm dancin' with you I'm your pole and all you're wearing is your shoes You got soul, you know what to do to turn me on until I write a song about you And you have your own engaging style And you've got the knack to vivify And you make my slacks a little tight, you may unfasten them if you like That's if you crash and spend the night But you don't fold, you don't fade You've got everything you need, especially me Sister you've got it all You make the call to make my day In your message say my name Your talk is all the talk, sister you've got it all Curl your upper lip up and let me look around Ride your tongue along your bottom lip and bite down And bend your back and ask those hips if I can touch Because they're the perfect jumping off point of getting closer to your Butterfly Well you float on by Oh kiss me with your eyelashes tonight Or Eskimo your nose real close to mine And let's mood the lights and finally make it right But you don't fold, you don't fade, you've got everything you need Especially me Sister you've got it all You make the call to make my day In you message say my name Your talk is all the talk sister you've got it all You've got it all, you've got it all, you've got it all (2x) Doll I need to see you pull your knee socks up Let me feel you up side, down slide, in slide, out slide, over here Climb in my mouth now child Butterfly, well you landed on my mind Dammit you landed on my ear and then you crawled inside Now I see you perfectly behind closed eyes I wanna fly with you and I don't wanna lie to you Cause I, cause I can't recall a better days I'm coming to shine on the occasion You're an open minded lady You've got it all And I never forget a face If I'm making my own I have my days Let's face the fact here, it's you that's got it all You know that fortune favors the brave Well let me get paid while I make you breakfast The rest is up to you, you make the call You make the call to make my day In your message say my name Your talk is all the talk, sister you've got it all Cause I can't recall a better day I'm coming to shine on the occasion You're a sophisticated lady, oh you've got it all You've got it all, you've got it all, you've got it all (3x) You've got it all, you've got it all….

我是在一窝窝成像一刻'，我是丹霉素'你我是你的杆位和所有你穿你的鞋你有灵魂，你知道该怎么做，我就打开直到我写一首歌曲和你有自己的风格进行和你一把刷子为维维风云你打我的裤子有点紧，你可以解开他们，如果你喜欢这是如果你发生碰撞过夜但是，你不能折叠，你不褪色你有你需要的一切，尤其是我妹妹你有这一切您拨打电话让我的一天在您的邮件说我的名字你说是大家都在谈论，姐姐你有这一切你的上唇卷曲起来，让我环顾四周凑凑热闹你的下嘴唇咬自己的舌头，下和弯曲你的背部和臀部的要求，如果我可以触摸因为他们的完美跳的越来越近点的轻便铁路蝴蝶站那么你就浮动噢亲吻你今晚我的睫毛你的鼻子或爱斯基摩人真正接近我让心情的灯光，终于使正确但是，你不能折叠，你不褪色，你有你需要的一切尤其是我妹妹你有这一切您拨打电话让我的一天在你的信息说我的名字你说是大家都在谈论你妹妹了这一切你有这一切，你有这一切，你有这一切（2倍）娃娃我要看到你拉你的膝盖袜子了让我觉得你边上，向下滑动，在幻灯片，幻灯片出在这里，在我的嘴里攀登现在的孩子蝴蝶，以及你降落在我的脑海就叫你落在我的耳朵，然后里面爬现在我看到完全不公开你的眼睛我想和你飞，我不想骗你原因一，原因我不记得一个更好的日子我来照留念你是一个开放的态度夫人你有这一切我永远不会忘记的面孔如果我做我自己我有我的天让我们面对事实，在这里，是你的了一切你知道财富的勇敢的主张那么让我得到报酬，而我让你早餐接下来就看你，你拨打电话您拨打电话让我的一天在您的邮件说我的名字你说是大家都在谈论，姐姐你有这一切原因我不记得一个更好的一天我来照留念你是一个复杂的夫人，哦，你有这一切你有这一切，你有这一切，你有这一切（3倍）你有这一切，你有这一切。。。。

When thou shalt be disposed to set me light, And place my merit in the eye of scorn, Upon thy side, against my self I'll fight, And prove thee virtuous, though thou art forsworn: With mine own weakness being best acquainted, Upon thy part I can set down a story Of faults concealed, wherein I am attainted: That thou in losing me, shalt win much glory: And I by this will be a gainer too, For bending all my loving thoughts on thee, The injuries that to my self I do, Doing thee vantage, double-vantage me.

当你有一天下决心瞧我不起用侮蔑的眼光衡量我的轻重，我将站在你那边打击我自己，证明你贤德，尽管你已经背盟。对自己的弱点我既那么内行，我将为你的利益捏造我种种无人觉察的过失，把自己中伤；使你抛弃了我反而得到光荣：而我也可以借此而大有收获；因为我全部情思那么倾向你，我为自己所招惹的一切侮辱既对你有利，对我就加倍有利。

The Spectator of this play has to be satisfied so that He postpones His destruction.

我没有感觉到这崇拜，因为我，我自己，我不是我自己，我分离出来看我自己，然后告诉我自己：「看一看你是太初之母，好罢，但是你宠坏了你的孩子。

When I had consider'd this a little, it follow'd necessarily, that I was certainly in the Wrong in it, that these People were not Murtherers in the Sense that I had before condemn'd them, in my Thoughts; any more than those Christians were Murtherers, who often put to Death the Prisoners taken in Battle; or more frequently, upon many Occasions, put whole Troops of Men to the Sword, without giving Quarter, though they threw down their Arms and submitted.

于是，我对自己的计划也改变了看法，并开始冷静地考虑我自己的行动。我想：这么多世纪以来，上天都容许这些人不断互相残杀而不惩罚他们，那我有什么权力和责任擅自将他们判罪处死，代替上天执行对他们的判决呢？这些人对我又究竟犯了什么滔天大罪呢？我又有什么权力参与他们的自相残杀呢？我经常同自己进行辩论：&我怎么知道上帝对于这件公案是怎样判断的呢？毫无疑问，这些人并不知道他们互相吞食是犯罪行为；他们那样做并不违反他们的良心，因而他们也不会受到良心的谴责。他们并不知道食人是违背天理的罪行而故意去犯罪，就像我们大多数人犯罪时一样。他们并不认为杀死战俘是犯罪行为，正如我们并不认为杀牛是犯罪行为；他们也不认为吃人肉是犯罪行为，正如我们并不认为吃羊肉是犯罪行为。&我稍稍从这方面考虑了一下，就觉得自己不对了。我感到他们并不是我过去心目中所谴责的杀人犯。有些基督徒在战斗中常常把战俘处死，甚至在敌人已经丢下武器投降后，还把成队成队的敌人毫无人道地杀个精光。从这方面来看，那些土人与战斗中残杀俘虏的基督徒岂不一样！

According to the clear water experiment, aeration performance of the new equipment is good with high total oxygen transfer coefficient and oxygen utilization ratio.

曝气设备的动力效率在叶轮转速为120rpm～150rpm时取得最大值，此时氧利用率和充氧能力也具有较高值。

The environmental stability of that world - including its crushing pressures and icy darkness - means that some of its most famous inhabitants have survived for eons as evolutionary throwbacks, their bodies undergoing little change.

稳定的海底环境─包括能把人压扁的压力和冰冷的黑暗─意谓海底某些最知名的栖居生物已以演化返祖的样态活了万世，形体几无变化。