我明白了

I think I'm starting to figure it out.|- Better late than never.

我想我开始明白了|-虽然迟点，但总好过永远不明白

You ask me if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie For who am I to judge you In what you say or do I'm only just beginning To see the real you And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes And hide I wanna hold you till I die Till we both break down and cry I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides Romance's an honest strategy Leaves me grappling with my pride But through the years of maturity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize-fighter Still trapped within my youth At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I'd like to break through And hold you endlessly At times I understand you And I know how hard you try I've watched whil love commands you And I've watched love pass you by At times I think we're drifters Still searching for a friend A brother or a sister But then the passion flares again....

我只是开始看到了越来越真实的你有时候我抚摸着你真实让我几乎无法承受我不得不闭上双眼来掩饰真想拥抱着你直到我离开这个世界直到我们因崩溃而哭泣真想拥抱着你到我心中的恐惧能平静的那一天浪漫的传奇，个中滋味在与我的自尊心的斗争中消失不见只在那不安全的感受过后残留了一些温存我变成了另外一个著者被我自己的真实俘获一个犹豫不决的荣誉战士被我自己的真实俘获不时地我想冒犯你狠狠的打击你有时我又想克服这个想法，把你深深地拥在怀里到永远有时候我明白你的心知道你努力的有多么辛苦我看到爱情支配你的行动我亦看到你是怎么错过了它有的时候我会想我们都是流浪的孩子仍在寻找自己的好伙伴一个兄弟或者姐妹可是激情，它又一次爆发了出来有时候我们抚摸着对方真实让我几乎无法承受我不得不闭上双眼来掩饰真想拥抱着你直到我离开这个世界直到我们因崩溃而哭泣真想拥抱着你到我心中的恐惧能平静的那一天

At first I do not see your point but after I read your report everything fall into place .

起初我不明白你的观点，後来看了你的报告，一切就明白了。

Well, I know that you're in love with him 'cause I saw you dancing in the gym You both kicked off your shoes Man, I dig those rhythm and blues I was a lonely teenage broncin' buck With a pink carnation and a pickup truck But I knew I was out of luck The day the music died I started singing Now, for ten years we've been on our own And moss grows fat on a rolling stone But that's not how it used to be When the jester sang for the king and queen In a coat he borrowed from James Dean And a voice that came from you and me Oh and while the king was looking down The jester stole his thorny crown The courtroom was adjourned No verdict was returned And while Lenin read a book on Marx The quartet practiced in the park And we sang dirges in the dark The day the music died We were singing Helter skelter in a summer swelter The birds flew off with a fallout shelter Eight miles high and falling fast Landed foul on the grass The players tried for a forward pass With the jester on the sidelines in a cast Now the half-time air was sweet perfume While sergeants played a marching tune We all got up to dance Oh, but we never got the chance 'Cause the players tried to take the field The marching band refused to yield Do you recall what was revealed The day the music died?

我知道奶爱上了他因为我看到你们在体育馆里跳舞你们踢掉鞋子老天，我深深感受到节奏与蓝调那时的我是个寂寞的年轻人别着一朵粉红色的康乃馨，有一辆小货车但我明白自己并不走运在音乐死亡的那一天我开始唱着。。。。。。如今十年了，我们全靠自己熬过来了滚动的石头上长满了青苔但，它原来不是这个样子的当弄臣为国王与皇后歌唱穿着向詹姆斯狄恩借来的外套用来自你我的声音当国王低头弄臣偷走了荆棘桂冠法庭当时休会没有任何判决宣判当蓝尼读着马克思主义的书四重奏在公园里排练我们在黑暗中唱着挽歌在音乐死去的那天我们唱着。。。。。。在酷暑中手忙脚乱鸟群飞过辐射尘防护罩高度为八英哩，急速下降错误的降落在草地上球员尝试把球向前传靠着边线上弄臣的帮忙在中场休息时间，空中充满着香味当士官们奏起了进行曲我们都起身准备跳舞但我们始终没有机会因为球员们占据了球场军乐队拒绝让步你还记得当时透露了什麽讯息吗？

We were foolish and heedless, and you were right to break it off.

你提出分手是对的，虽然我过了很久才明白，但是现在总算是明白了。

When we had done this, we came back to our Castle, and there I fell to work for my Man Friday; and first of all, I gave him a pair of Linnen Drawers, which I had out of the poor Gunners Chest I mention'd, and which I found in the Wreck; and which with a little Alteration fitted him very well; then I made him a Jerkin of Goat's-skin, as well as my Skill would allow; and I was now grown a tollerable good Taylor; and I gave him a Cap, which I had made of a Hare-skin, very convenient, and fashionable enough; and thus he was cloath'd for the present, tollerably well; and was mighty well pleas'd to see himself almost as well cloath'd as his Master: It is true, he went awkardly in these Things at first; wearing the Drawers was very awkard to him, and the Sleeves of the Wastcoat gall'd his Shoulders, and the inside of his Arms; but a little easing them where he com plain'd they hurt him, and using himself to them, at length he took to them very well.

我让星期五把所有的骷髅、人骨和人肉以及那些野人吃剩下来的东西收集在一起，堆成一堆，然后点上火把它们通通烧成灰烬。我发现星期五对那些人肉仍垂涎欲滴，不改他吃人的天性。但我明显地表现出对吃人肉的事极端憎恶，不要说看到这种事，甚至连想都不愿想。我还设法让他明白，如果他敢再吃一口人肉，我就把他杀了，这才使他不敢有所表示。办完这件事后，我们就回到城堡里去了。一到那里，我就开始为星期五的穿着忙碌起来。首先，我给了他一条麻纱短裤。这条短裤是我从那条失事船上死去的炮手箱子里找出来的。这件事我前面已提到过了。短裤略改一下，刚刚合他的身。然后，我又用羊皮给他做了件背心。我尽我所能缝制这件背心。

The part that I'm taking on isn't exactly clear at the moment. I know I will be one of the ensemble..and possibly get a few lines here and there....The show already has it's lead roles casted and the other roles are not suitable for my age. But, I don't mind...it will be the first time that I actually get to be a part of a professional Broadway production! Everything is coming from NY!!! And the original writer is going to be the director! So, I know that this will be my chance to learn and make my way into the industry. Hopefully, next time, there will be a bigger role for me to play.I'm so thankful that God has been leading me into the right direction. I am so blessed with opportunities...and I know that my patience is finally paying off. I'm very excited to be able to train more in tap dancing because I have always wanted to improve in that area....it's going to be a lot of hard work..but, I'm so looking forward to it. I do feel very sorry for my fans who have been walking with me since the beginning of the competition. They have been so supportive of me and it made me so sad to see them cry when I made my decision. I hope that they will not be upset with me because of it. I hope that they will see that this choice will only help my future...and I hope that they will continue to support me even though my participation with the competition has come to an end. It really touched me to see that they cared so much.

我知道我可能只是其中一个群舞，或许会有点台词，因为他们早就订了女主角人选，另一个女角年纪比较大，并不合适我，但是我不在乎…这是我的第一次参于真正百老制作的演出，每一个成员都是从纽约来的，原编剧将会亲自来导演这次演出，所以我很清楚这是我最好的学习机会，也是给我提供了一条通向百老的捷径之路，下一次我一定会争取到一个很好的角色…我感激我的上帝指引我一个正确的方向，我非常感激有这麼好的一个机会，我等了那麼久，总算有了一个好的起步…我特别兴奋的是，我这下子总算有机会好好学"踢躂舞"了，这是我最弱的一种舞，我一直希望能把它学好，尽管我知道会很辛苦，但是我已经作好了思想准备…还有对那些从一开始就支持我的那些粉丝，我感到非常抱歉，尤其是当我在台上说出我离去的决心时，看到她们一个个都哭得那麼伤心，我也很难过，我希望她们能明白，这个决定是绝对对我前途有利的，我希望就算是我不再比赛，她们仍然会支持我，一直以来，她们对我的关心和鼓励最让我心动的…。

Midnight gettin' uptight where are you You said you'd meet me now it's quarter to two I know i'm hangin' but i'm still wantin' you Hey jack it's a fact they're talkin' in town I turn my back and you're messin' around I'm not really jealous don't like lookin' like a clown I think of you ev'ry night and day You took my heart then you took my pride away I hate myself for loving you Can't break free from the the things that you do I wanna walk but i run back to you that's why I hate myself for loving you Daylight spent the night without you But i've been dreamin''bout the lovin' you do I won't be as angry 'bout the hell you put me through Hey man bet you can treat me right You just don't know what you was missin' last night I wanna see your face and say forget it just from spite I hate myself for loving you Can't break free from the the things that you do I wanna walk but i run back to you, that's why I hate myself for loving you I hate myself for loving you Can't break free from the things that you do I wanna walk but i run back to you that's why I hate myself for loving you I think of you ev'ry night and day You took my heart then you took my pride away I hate myself for loving you Can't break free from the the things that you do I wanna walk but i run back to you that's why I hate myself for loving you I hate myself for loving you I hate myself for loving you

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Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood I thought I had it all figured out I did I thought I was tough enough to stick it out with kim But I wasn't tough enough to juggle two things at once I found myself planted on my knees in cuffs Which shoulda been a reason enough for me to get my stuff and just leave How come I couldn't just see this shit myself it's me Nobody coulda seen this shit I felt Knowin' damn well she wasn't gonna be there when I fell To catch me the minute she was seen she just bailed I'm standin' and swingin' on like 30 people by myself I couldn't even see the millimeter when it fell Turned around saw Gary stashin' a heater in his belt Saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground I just sold 2 million records I don't need to go to jail I'm not about to lose my freedom over no female I need to slow down, trynna get my feet on solid ground So for now Bury my face in comic books,'cuz I don't wanna look And nothin' in this world is too much I swallowed all I could If I could swallow a bottle of Tylenol I would And hit it for good and say goodbye to Hollywood I prolly should 'cuz these problems are piled all at once 'Cuz everything that bothers me I got all bottled up I think I'm bottomin' out but I'm not about to give up I gotta get up, thank God I got a little girl Now I'm a responsible father so not alotta good I'd be to my daughter layin' in the bottom of the mud Must be in my blood 'cuz I don't know how to do it All I know is I don't wanna follow in the footsteps Of my dad 'cuz I hate him so bad Worst feelin' I had was growin' up to be like his fuckin' ass Man if you could understand why I am the way that I am What do I say to my fans when I tell 'em I don't wanna quit, but shit, I feel like this is it, for me to have this much appeal like this is sick This is not a game this fame the real life is as sick Publicity stunt my ass, consume my fuckin' dick Fuck the guns, I'm done I'll never look at gats If I scrap, I'ma scrap it like I never wooped some ass I love my fans but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact That I sacrificed everything I had I never dreamt I'd get to the level that I'm at This is wack, this is more then I ever coulda asked Everywhere I go I had a sweater, hood or mask What about math?

说再见说再见好莱坞我想我已全部揣摩我本来我以为我是足够强硬的坚持，它与金但我是不足够的强硬，以兼顾两件事，在一次我发现自己种植在我的双膝在袖口其中shoulda一直有足够的理由，我得到我的东西和刚刚离开如何来，我不能只看到这个shit外围它自己的我没有人coulda看到这个shit外围我觉得 knowin '可恶，以及她在哪里也不会存在，当我下跌要赶上我一分钟，她看到她刚刚获准保释我standin '的Swingin '就好像30人，由本人我不能，甚至看到毫米，当它下跌回过头看到程介南斯塔欣'了一个加热器，在他的带看到bouncers繁忙，他和殴打他到地面我只售出了200万的纪录，我不用去坐牢我不是即将失去我的自由，没有超过女性我要放缓， trynna让我立足于坚实的地面所以现在埋葬我的脸在漫画书，' cuz我不想看和nothin '在这个世界上是太多 i吞噬了所有我可以如果我能吞下了一瓶tylenol我想和打为好，说声再见好莱坞 i prolly应' cuz这些问题都是成堆一次全部' cuz的一切困扰我，我得到的所有瓶装起来我觉得我bottomin '，但我并不打算放弃 i的宝贝，起床，感谢上帝，我得到一个小女孩现在，我一个负责任的父亲，所以不alotta良好我要以我的女儿layin '在底部的淤泥必须在我的血' cuz我不知道怎样做所有我知道是我不想在后续的脚步我的爸爸' cuz ，我恨他那么差劲最坏的feelin '我曾是growin '要像他fuckin '驴男子如果您能明白为什么我的方式，我我该怎么办说我的球迷，当我告诉骰子我不想退出，但shit外围，我觉得像，这是它，我有这么多的上诉像这样生病了这不是游戏，这名利的现实生活是病假宣传我的驴，消耗我fuckin '迪克他妈的枪，我做我永远不会看服务贸易总协定如果我放弃，我放弃它想我从来没有wooped一些驴我爱我的球迷，但没有人把掌握了这一事实我牺牲了一切，我曾我从来没有想过我要到的水平，我在这是wack ，这是更多的话，我以往任何时候都coulda问我到处都可以了毛衣，遮光罩或面具关于数学是什么？

The text u sended to me, and during our conversation tonight, which is really make me feel much better, today, i believe of wht u said, i think my father is sad inside when he made this decision, but i respect him as i always do.

今天你跟我说了很多关於你跟朋友谈到我的想法，虽然很多人都不理解，也不明白为什麽我们会这麽深爱对方，这个只有我们自己才会明白。

For a big chunk of credit-card losses; the number of filings (and thus charge-off rates) would be rising again, whether

年美国个人破产法的一个改动使得破产登记急速下降，而后引起了信用卡大规模的亏损。

Eph. 4:23 And that you be renewed in the spirit of your mind

弗四23 而在你们心思的灵里得以更新