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And at last, when it hit me all of a sudden that here was the plain hand of Providence slapping me in the face and letting me know my wickedness was being watched all the time from up there in heaven,whilst I was stealing a poor old woman's nigger that hadn't ever done me no harm, and now was showing me there's One that's always on the lookout, and ain't agoing to allow no such miserable doings to go only just so fur and no further, I most dropped in my tracks I was so scared.

一个可怜的老妇人平生从没有损害过我一根毫毛，我却把她的黑奴拐跑，为了这个，上帝正指引着我，让我明白什么都逃不过"他"那高悬的明镜，"他"决不允许这类不幸的事再发展下去，只能到此为止。一想到这一些，我差一点儿就立刻跌倒在地，我委实吓得不得了啦。于是我就想方设法，试图为自己开脱。

I don't know what to say. This is for everybody who works on a dream every day. Precious boys and girls everywhere. All the cast and crew, anyone who's kept believing in me. My two brothers, supported me in every way. My role models, my heroes, Buddy and Todd. My mother, Bettye, angel of my world. My father, Alphonse, who spent so much time with us and taught us everything.

得奖感言：我不知道要说什麼，这座奖是献给所有每个每天为梦想工作的人，每一个珍贵的男孩或女孩，所有的演员和幕后人员，所有一直相信我的人，我那两个帮我不遗余力的兄弟，同时也是我的偶像、我的英雄，巴迪和陶德，我的母亲、我的天使贝蒂叶，总是陪著我们并教导我们所有事的父亲艾方斯。

Do those websites to arrive everyday 3 more in the middle of the night, the people that feels oneself and this world is antipathetic, even others may feel I am abnormal, often 3 more midnight activity, sleep by day, I do not like such, do not like really, because of me very not happy, this is not the life that I want, but I do not wish to put down it to work normally like others again, because it bore the weight of my dream, I had worked, that is a kind of life that cannot see a hope, that is a kind of life that cannot see future.

天天弄那些网站到三更半夜，感觉自己与这个世界的人们格格不入，甚至别人可能都觉得我不正常了，老是三更半夜活动，白天睡觉，我不喜欢这样，真的不喜欢，因为我很不开心，这不是我要的人生，可是我又不愿放下它像别人一样去正常的工作，因为它承载了我的梦想，我工作过，那是一种看不到希望的生活，那是一种看不到未来的生活。

I felt when I finally finished the book that I had finished something in myself too, that some way of being with him in my grieving was done and my sense of inadequacy as a caregiver was done. This is sort of an apologia for myself as a caregiver. I was still enmeshed in what I hadn't done right while I was writing this book, and that was hard.

我觉得当我终于完成这本书，我已经完成了一些对自己太，即以某种方式正在同他在我的悲伤是做了我的责任感不足之处，作为一个照顾者，是做了，这是排序的一个纵容，为自己照护，我还是陷入了，我没有做过的事情，正确的，而我写这本书，这是很难的。

Unexpectedly purple Mr. Yan Li phones me today, I am just in the library, make me very unexpected, but not unexpected, without I know before turning on the telephone what is told me wants, but express gratitude to the household, though of mine does things without sometimes like others to showing (I do not say definitely she instructs),But judge the case as it stands, others come to care, you, so I thank very much.

今天李紫燕老师竟然给我打电话了，我刚好在图书馆，让我挺意外了，不过也不意外，没有打开电话之前我就知道要跟我说什么，不过还是感谢一下人家吧，虽然我这人做事有时候不喜欢别人指指点点（不过我绝不是说她指指点点的），不过就事论事，人家是来关心你的，所以我还是非常感谢的。

Now when my friends ask me "Do you find a BF?",I always reply "No",,they aske "Why?"I say quietly:I think i haven't met a boy who gears to me ,all follows the nature,i believe i will meet a nice boy.

现在当我的朋友我我有男朋友没时，我常常笑着说没有，他们问为什么，我会平静的说：我想我还没有遇到一个适合我的男孩，一切顺其自然吧，我相信我会遇到一个好男孩的。。

Yet, as I do continue this dialogue I want to repeat that I can no longer speak only for myself in every instance, with every comment, as the asker of every question. The truth is that I already have my answers to many of the questions I will be asking.

然而，当我继续和你对话，我想再次强调的是：当我在问每一个问题时或评论之际，我不再只是为我自己发言发问；事实上，对於我即将要问你的这钗h问题，我其实已经有了自己的答案。

The person I go to meet may be changed in his feelings towards me; or he may retain all the old feeling until the moment of seeing me, and then lose it in a breath at sight of my poor wan face, for I was called a pretty girl, Mr. Talboys, when I sailed for Sydney, fifteen years ago; or he may be so changed by the world as to have grown selfish and mercenary, and he may welcome me for the sake of my fifteen years' savings.

我回去和他相会的人，也许对我变了心；或者，他也许保留着全部旧日的感情，直到看见我的那一刻，然后一看见我那憔悴苍白的脸，转瞬之间便丧失了那份感情，因为，托尔博伊斯先生，十五年以前，我坐船去悉尼时，我是被称为俊俏姑娘的；或者，他也许被世事大大地改变了，变得自私自利、唯利是图，或许他欢迎我就为了我那十五年的积蓄。

Maybe if I act like that, that guy will call me back What a paparazzi girl, I don't wanna be a stupid girl Baby if I act like that, flipping my blonde hair back Push up my bra like that, I don't wanna be a stupid girl

也许如果我的行为一样，即家伙会打电话给我回什么是狗仔队的女孩，我不想成为一个愚蠢的女孩婴儿如果我的行为一样，翻开我的金色头发回推动了我的胸罩一样，我不想成为一个愚蠢的女孩

I will be out of town for the majority of the next 2 weeks, as you know I just had a new grand baby and I intended to spend at least a week with my son and his family when she was born, I cut my initial visit short so I could get back home and get these payment processor issues worked out.

我们将做越多越好每天虽则到那时，因此您知道我们做努力并且做什么我们能耕种大男孩再支付；我将是在镇外面为下2 个星期的多数，如同您知道我有一个新盛大婴孩并且我打算度过至少一个星期与我的儿子并且他的家庭当她出生，我削减了我最初的参观短小因此我能回到家和得到这些付款处理器问题解决。

But we don't care about Battlegrounds.

但我们并不在乎沙场中的显露。

Ah! don't mention it, the butcher's shop is a horror.

啊！不用提了。提到肉，真是糟透了。