心里想

I'm here to say how I feel when you shout at me.

我来这只想告诉你，当你对我吼叫的时候，我心里是怎么想的。

But to return to that practice may not be easy, it always makes people look and frequent Xinqie high prices, they silently get bank deposits, the high prices and difficult, but the suspire too loudly.

不过想归想，要实践起来可也不是一件容易的事，瞅着那总是让人望而心怯的高价，心里默默盘算银行里的存款，价高难及，惟有大声叹气的份儿。

Always lead busy lives, not I like to do so but a reality, you proud of yourself is to let a person feel envy after 80, now just found after 80 helpless and helpless.ear of parents home,Friend to marry, afraid to hear the news, I do not want to have a partner, is really depend on your life to many worries, a boy room, can someone you concern you, girl, although no requirement, but no matter what will make you a savings, lest any accident when nothing, the lowest limit to support yourself too,This time, like cooking slowly found in the kitchen can also have a happy heart agitated, when selling food back, do something like that no one disturb kitchen only I busy, friends will laugh at me crazy, but do not know why, I liked the way to be happy, but rest assured, I do things are very delicious, at least nobody said yuck, maybe they will not believe me, never cook can make sweet-and-sour ribs, red-roast eggplant, eggs, winter melon soup.

一直以来过着忙碌的生活，不是我喜欢而是现实要你这么做，骄傲的觉得自己是让人羡慕的80后，现在才发现80后的无奈和无助害怕回家后父母的责问，害怕听到朋友要结婚的消息，不是我不想有个依靠的另一半，实在是生活要你有很多顾虑，男孩要有车有房，才会有人重视你关注你，女孩虽然没什么要求，但是不管怎样也要让你有点积蓄，免得有意外的时候一无所有，最低的限度也要能养活自己吧，这段时间喜欢上了做饭，慢慢的发现原来在厨房里也可以有快乐哦，心里烦躁的时候卖点菜回来，做自己想吃的东西，没人打搅的厨房里只有我忙碌的身影，朋友们会笑我的痴迷，但是不知为什么，我竟然喜欢上了这样的方式让自己开心，不过放心，我做的东西都是很好吃的哦，至少没人说过难吃的，也许她们不会相信从来不会做饭的我，竟然可以做出糖醋排骨，红烧茄子，皮蛋冬瓜汤，。

Looking at His photo I did not feel anything in my heart and thought,"He can't be Zoroaster," and so did not think about Him.

看着他的照片，我的心里感觉不到任何的东西，并且想，"他不可能是琐罗亚斯德，"因此不去多想他。

What the considers at that time issue in the heart thinks now is really babyish, think to wanted to throw only, can have results.

心里当时想的事现在想的真幼稚，以为只要投入了，就会有收获。

When St Francis had received this revelation, he forthwith shut himself up in his cell, and, in great recollection of soul, prepared himself for the mystery which was to be revealed to him; and from that time forth he began to taste more frequently the sweetness of divine contemplation, by which he was sometimes so absorbed in God, that he was seen by his companions to be raised corporally above the ground, and rapt in prayer; and in these raptures were revealed to St Francis not only things present and future, but even the secret thoughts and desires of the brethren, as was experienced by Brother Leo, his companion in those days.

当圣方济各收到这个启示以后，他立刻把自己关在房子里，努力回忆，为显示给他的这个奥迹作准备；然后，他开始越来越频繁地尝到了冥想的甘甜，有时候他如此的专注于冥想上帝，他的同伴发现他在全神贯注地祷告时，身体被抬起；方济各不仅仅得到了关于现在和将来的启示，也知道了他弟兄们心里的秘密。 Leo弟兄后来告诉我们。

Recently,How doesn't know a matter,Always cannot have a good sleep sense,As soon as last night also was sleeps has not rested,Head a little murky,A little catches cold~After since tests tries,The sleep was really a problem,Before likes pouring very much rests greatly on the bed,The good friend also cracks a joke said I am rest the god,But the present repugnantly slept actually,Always does not want to rest,Was stranded has not wanted to rest,Really was too melancholy~Possibly is in the heart is undependable?

最近不知道怎么回事，总是睡不好觉，昨晚又是一宿没睡，头有点昏昏沉沉的，有点感冒~自从考试那周过了以后，睡眠真成了问题，以前很喜欢倒在床上大睡，好友还开玩笑说我是睡神，可是现在却讨厌睡觉了，总是不想睡，困了也不想睡，真是太郁闷了~可能是心里不塌实？

When in senior high school ,it left behind so many regret for me,at first,for the junior high school failure exam,I went to a unliked school to continue my student time,at the same time ,I also left dad's words to behind my head,everyday,I just look at the surrounding teachers and classmates ,I can't adapt me into that serious atmosphere ,more serious it that I more hated that environment ,in order to avoid it ,I started to skip classes ,as the time of skiping classes grew,some teachers and classmates began to think me as a bad student,honestly,in that school,there were so many this kind guys,however,it seemed to me that all teachers just had a couple eyes of caring of me .subsequently,in order to go on my studying,I had to make some promise of it for teachers,as a matter of fact ,I wrote it fully and also read it to the class.at the bottom of my hear,I apparently had the feeling that would like to stay to the class to keep my normal studying,but everytime,it seemed that something was not under my controul.but just now for me ,it may be just a little depressed.so that written guarantee didn't take some effect for me,as usual ,I also choosed to skip classes,at last ,related teachers had to call for my dad to school and required him to write some words to promise something in order to keep me in school ,at that momment,I refused all ,I can' t eudure dad do it as so.

上高中了，是我这辈子遗憾最多的日子。起先，在那所我极不愿去的学校里，我没有记住爸爸的话，看着身边的老师、同学，都找不着感觉，并且越来越讨厌那种环境，后来干脆开始逃课。逃课的日子多了，就成了老师眼中的坏孩子，其实在那所学校里逃课的学生多的是，但是老师好象长了一双只可以看到我逃课的眼睛。后来，老师要我来写保证书，保证我以后不再逃课，否则就走人。我写了，并且在班上念了。因为从心里我是真的想读书，可是每次总是管不住自己，有一种想逃走的感觉。现在想来，我那时应该是或多或少有些郁忧症了。所以保证书过后，我又逃课时，老师叫来了我的爸爸，并且要求爸爸写保证书，保证我以后不再逃课，而且要当着班上的同学念。我马上拒绝了，只说了句：&我自己走吧。&

Not because the city is full of sadness, but because of the broken and deeply hurt heart of those residents in the city, who try hard to confess or express, but suffer with the untellable mood. What's the worst; they have no choice and pretend happiness in the face of others, depicting the hollow and empty heart to the contrary of the propensity of the city.

不是因为这个城市充满了悲痛，而是那种想要坦白，想要诉说，却欲诉不能的无奈，以伪装的快乐视于他人面前，却愈显与城市奢华外表不符的空洞与虚无的内心——那伤在每个人心里的&城&。

Words always suffocates in fact , a little bit in heart , wants to want to speak to you very much very much.

其实，有些话一直憋在心里，很想很想和你说。

As she looked at Warrington's manly face, and dark, melancholy eyes, she had settled in her mind that he must have been the victim of an unhappy attachment.

每逢看到沃林顿那刚毅的脸，那乌黑、忧郁的眼睛，她便会相信，他一定作过不幸的爱情的受害者。

Maybe they'll disappear into a pothole.

也许他们将在壶穴里消失