少年地

First there was medicine, via the "nervous disorders"; next psychiatry, when it set out to discover the etiology of mental illnesses, focusing its gaze first on "excess," then onanism, then frustration, then "frauds against procreation," but especially when it annexed the whole of the sexual perversions as its own province; criminal justice, too, which had long been concerned with sexuality, particularly in the form of "heinous" crimes and crimes against nature, but which, toward the middle of the nineteenth century, broadened its jurisdiction to include petty offenses, minor indecencies, insignificant perversions; and lastly, all those social controls, cropping up at the end of the last century, which screened the sexuality of couples, parents and children, dangerous and endangered adolescents-undertaking to protect, separate, and forewarn, signaling perils everywhere, awakening people's attention, calling for diagnoses, piling up reports, organizing therapies.

首当其冲的是医学，它藉由的是&神经紊乱症&；精神病学后发先至，它着手探求精神疾病的病因。起初它目不转睛于&性无度&，接着是手淫，而后是欲求不满，而后是&反生育欺诈&，更为特别是，它将性倒错的研究领域，整个地占为己有。刑事审判也参与其中，它对于&性&的关注由来已久，特别是那些&十恶不赦&，有违人伦的性犯罪。但是，十九世纪中期，它开始大显身手，轻微犯，未成年犯、无足轻重的性倒错都难逃法网。最后，所有这些在19世纪末突现的社会控制，承担着防护、隔离与预警的责任，于是，关于&性&的危言四起、触目惊心，诊断&性&已时不我待，&性&报告堆积如山，&性&治疗大张旗鼓，以此掩护夫妻们、父母们与儿童们、以及处于或步入&危险的青春期&少年们的&性&万无一失。

First there was medicine, via the "nervous disorders"; next psychiatry, when it set out to discover the etiology of mental illnesses, focusing its gaze first on "excess," then onanism, then frustration, then "frauds against procreation," but especially when it annexed the whole of the sexual perversions as its own province; criminal justice, too, which had long been concerned with sexuality, particularly in the form of "heinous" crimes and crimes against nature, but which, toward the middle of the nineteenth century, broadened its jurisdiction to include petty offenses, minor indecencies, insignificant perversions; and lastly, all those social controls, cropping up at the end of the last century, which screened the sexuality of couples, parents and children, dangerous and endangered adolescents-undertaking to protect, separate, and forewarn, signaling perils everywhere, awakening people's attention, calling for diagnoses, piling up reports, organizing therapies.

首当其冲的是医学，它藉由的是&神经紊乱症&；精神病学后发先至，它着手探求精神疾病的病因。起初它目不转睛于&性无度&，接着是手淫，而后是欲求不满，而后是&反生育欺诈&，更为特别是，它将性倒错的研究领域，整个地占为己有。刑事审判也参与其中，它对于&性&的关注由来已久，特别是那些&十恶不赦&，有违人伦的性犯罪。但是，十九世纪中期，它开始大显身手，轻微犯，未成年犯、无足轻重的性倒错都难逃法网。最后，所有这些在19世纪末突现的社会控制，承担着防护、隔离与预警的责任，于是，关于&性&的危言四起、触目惊心，诊断&性&已时不我待，&性&报告堆积如山，&性&治疗大张旗鼓，以此确保夫妻们、父母们与儿童们、以及处于或步入&危险的青春期&少年们的&性&万无一失。

During my brother's confinement, which I resented a good deal, notwithstanding our private differences, I had the management of the paper; and I made bold to give our rulers some rubs in it, which my brother took very kindly, while others began to consider me in an unfavorable light, as a youth that had a turn for libeling and satire.

当哥哥受幽禁时，我抛开我们私人的恩怨，为此甚为愤慨。我有了这报的管理权，于是勇敢地给予我们的所谓统治者一点触犯，这件事我的哥哥欣然接受，而别人以少年才子的毁谤和讥讽的意图，赋予一种不好的看法。

XXX University is one of the most reputable universities in China, and juvenile class is the desirable place for many gifted students.

XXX 大学是中国最具声望的大学之一，少年班是许多天才学生的向往之地。

They just puttered along as they always had, secure in some little niche of a market that hadn't been challenged for years.

他们总是悠然自得，稳稳当当地占据着多少年都不会有挑战之虞的一份市场。

And lo, as they quaffed their cup of joy, a godlike messenger came swiftly in, radiant as the eye of heaven, a comely youth and behind him there passed an elder of noble gait and countenance, bearing the sacred scrolls of law and with him his lady wife a dame of peerless lineage, fairest of her race.

67瞧，当他们快活地将那酒一饮而尽时，天神般的使者转眼到来。这是个英俊少年，灿烂如太阳，跟在他后面踱进来的是位雍容高雅的长者。他手执法典圣卷，伴随而来的是他那位门第无比高贵的夫人，女性中的佼佼者。

Marriage protecting the child, yet orphan asylums and reformatories over crowded, the Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Children keeping busy in rescuing the little victims from "loving" parents, to place them under more loving care, the Gerry Society.

婚姻保护孩子，然而孤儿收容院和少年管教所过于拥挤，社会防虐待儿童中心保持繁忙地把小受害者从&爱&的父母中营救出来，把他们放在更有爱意的关怀中，噢，伟大的社会，婚姻的嘲讽。

But whereas most of the time the movements are gentle, swaying like someone who has shared a decent bottle of chianti with a friend, at present they are lurching like a 16-year-old swigging a bottle of tequila.

但是，尽管在大多数时间，汇市只是在温和摇摆——仿佛刚和朋友有分寸地分享了一瓶基安蒂红葡萄酒，但眼下却在大幅震荡——就像痛饮了一瓶烈性龙舌兰酒的16岁少年。

Butwhereas mostof the time the movements are gentle, swaying likesomeone who hasshared a decent bottle of chianti with a friend, atpresent theyare lurching like a 16-year-old swigging a bottle oftequila.

但是，尽管在大多数时间，汇市只是在温和摇摆——仿佛刚和朋友有分寸地分享了一瓶基安蒂红葡萄酒，但眼下却在大幅震荡——就像痛饮了一瓶烈性龙舌兰酒的16岁少年。

June 28. Having been somewhat refresh'd with the Sleep I had had, and the Fit being entirely off, I got up; and tho' the Fright and Terror of my Dream was very great, yet I consider'd, that the Fit of the Ague wou'd return again the next Day, and now was my Time to get something to refresh and support my self when I should be ill; and the first Thing I did, I fill'd a large square Case Bottle with Water, and set it upon my Table, in Reach of my Bed; and to take off the chill or aguish Disposition of the Water, I put about a Quarter of a Pint of Rum into it, and mix'd them together; then I got me a Piece of the Goat's Flesh, and broil'd it on the Coals, but could eat very little; I walk'd about, but was very weak, and withal very sad and heavy-hearted in the Sense of my miserable Condition; dreading the Return of my Distemper the next Day; at Night I made my Supper of three of the Turtle's Eggs, which I roasted in the Ashes, and eat, as we call it, in the Shell; and this was the first Bit of Meat I had ever ask'd God's Blessing to, even as I cou'd remember, in my whole Life.

这些我在故事一开始就提到了。父亲说，我如果执意采取这种愚蠢的行动，那么，上帝一定不会保佑我。当我将来呼援无门时，我会后悔自己没有听从他的忠告。这时，我大声说，现在，父亲的话果然应验了：上帝已经惩罚了我，谁也不能来救我，谁也不能来听我的呼救了。我拒绝了上天的好意，上天原本对我十分慈悲，把我安排在一个优裕的生活环境中，让我幸福舒适地过日子。可是，我自己却身在福中不知福，又不听父母的话来认识这种福份。我使父母为我的愚蠢行为而痛心，而现在，我自己也为我的愚蠢行为所带来的后果而痛心。本来，父母可以帮助我成家立业，过上舒适的生活；然而，我却拒绝了他们的帮助。现在，我不得不在艰难困苦中挣扎，困难之大，连大自然本身都难以忍受。而且，我孤独无援，没有人安慰我，也没有人照应我，也没有人忠告我。想到这里，我又大喊大叫：&上帝啊，救救我吧！我已走投无路了啊！&多少年来，我第一次发出了祈祷，如果这也可算是祈祷的话。现在，让我重新回到日记上来吧。

Plunder melds and run with this jewel!

掠夺melds和运行与此宝石！

My dream is to be a crazy growing tree and extend at the edge between the city and the forest.

此刻，也许正是在通往天国的路上，我体验着这白色的晕旋。