孤独

As an adolescent I was very lonely and school was very stressful for me.

从小我就觉得孤独，学校的压力很大。

Back in March, I had an adrenalectomy to remove both the tumor and the adrenal gland due to Conn's.

凝望著那辽阔的城墙，我第一次在寒风萧瑟中感到了孤独。

I know that is the sentence frequently said by those women to that badly spoiled you. But please believe in me, there was no such a woman who ever loved you as loyal like me. It was like this and nothing changes now as many years past by, because there is nothing can compare with a child who potentially keeps a secret and unnoticeable love. As this kind of love is hopeless, unrespectable, adulatory and passionate, this was entirely distinguished from those mature women's desirable and insensibly greedy love. No other than a lonely, who can gather all the passion.

我知道女人们经常向你这个娇纵坏了的人说这句话，可是请你相信我，没有一个女人向我这样死心塌地的爱过你，过去是这样，这么多年过去了，仍然是这样，因为这个世界上没有什么东西可以比得上一个孩子暗中怀有的不为人察觉的爱情，因为这种爱情不抱希望，低声下气，曲意逢迎，热情奔放，这和成年女人那种欲火炙烈不知不觉中贪求无厌的爱情完全不同，只有孤独的孩子才能把全部的热情聚集起来。

In his opinion: freedom in modern society is a kind of inter-control relationship between human and objects, that is an illusion of freedom; personality is the outcome of the batch production of consumer system; it is a kind of self-shoot, a shadowy self-comfort and satisfaction; the aesthetic distance formed the lonely state of modern human, this makes favor and identity be important motivity of consumption; nature here has been changed to naturety, it is a consumable symbol opposes to real nature; art and artworks gradually turns into sign; as the container and carrier of spirit, body has been changed to a separate object, a kind of capital that needs to be managed and operated; the inimitably expansion of image in mass media make human immerse in the aspiration of itself, which makes human fowardly go into the matrix of consumption.Abundant objects and information are accumulated in supermarkets and mass media, which give people an image of rich. At the same time, commodity appears in series to rise people's desire. The difference between kinds of commodity has gradually been erased, replacing the utility as object.

他认为：当代的自由实际上是人与物的相互操控关系，是人的自由幻觉；个性是消费系统中批量生产的产物，是一种自恋性的投射，一种虚幻的自我安慰和满足；审美距离则造成了当代人的孤独，这使得关切和身份认同成为消费的重要动力；自然已经变成自然性，成为对立于真正自然的可消费的文化符号；文艺复兴以来的艺术和艺术品逐渐由模仿转为表现再转为符号。

The first solitude means one lacks of friends who completely comprehend him,which is depicted in poems of Yuefei's without a confidant,who will listen even through I play the chord full of affectionateness and grief ,or Su Dongpo's coming to the poets' mutual understanding,there is rarely a couple like thee and me.

相对意义上的孤独，就是缺乏知音的寂寞，如岳飞的"知音少，弦断有谁听"，或者苏东坡的"算诗人相得，如我与君稀"，都是此类。

Let my thoughts come to you, when I am gone ,like the afterglow of sunset at the margin of starry silence.

诗人的内心都是孤独的，因为完美和想象。

June 28. Having been somewhat refresh'd with the Sleep I had had, and the Fit being entirely off, I got up; and tho' the Fright and Terror of my Dream was very great, yet I consider'd, that the Fit of the Ague wou'd return again the next Day, and now was my Time to get something to refresh and support my self when I should be ill; and the first Thing I did, I fill'd a large square Case Bottle with Water, and set it upon my Table, in Reach of my Bed; and to take off the chill or aguish Disposition of the Water, I put about a Quarter of a Pint of Rum into it, and mix'd them together; then I got me a Piece of the Goat's Flesh, and broil'd it on the Coals, but could eat very little; I walk'd about, but was very weak, and withal very sad and heavy-hearted in the Sense of my miserable Condition; dreading the Return of my Distemper the next Day; at Night I made my Supper of three of the Turtle's Eggs, which I roasted in the Ashes, and eat, as we call it, in the Shell; and this was the first Bit of Meat I had ever ask'd God's Blessing to, even as I cou'd remember, in my whole Life.

这些我在故事一开始就提到了。父亲说，我如果执意采取这种愚蠢的行动，那么，上帝一定不会保佑我。当我将来呼援无门时，我会后悔自己没有听从他的忠告。这时，我大声说，现在，父亲的话果然应验了：上帝已经惩罚了我，谁也不能来救我，谁也不能来听我的呼救了。我拒绝了上天的好意，上天原本对我十分慈悲，把我安排在一个优裕的生活环境中，让我幸福舒适地过日子。可是，我自己却身在福中不知福，又不听父母的话来认识这种福份。我使父母为我的愚蠢行为而痛心，而现在，我自己也为我的愚蠢行为所带来的后果而痛心。本来，父母可以帮助我成家立业，过上舒适的生活；然而，我却拒绝了他们的帮助。现在，我不得不在艰难困苦中挣扎，困难之大，连大自然本身都难以忍受。而且，我孤独无援，没有人安慰我，也没有人照应我，也没有人忠告我。想到这里，我又大喊大叫："上帝啊，救救我吧！我已走投无路了啊！"多少年来，我第一次发出了祈祷，如果这也可算是祈祷的话。现在，让我重新回到日记上来吧。

Alfred North whitehead, the English mathematician and philosopher (1861-1947): Religion is what the individual does with his own solitude.

如果您是从来没有孤独，你是从来没有宗教

Loneliness and alienation in our schools are not new.

孤独和疏离感在我们的学校是不是新的。

I am all alone in this world.

在这个世界上我总是孤独的。

Neither the killing of Mr Zarqawi nor any breakthrough on the political front will stop the insurgency and the fratricidal murders in their tracks.

在对危险的南部地区访问时，他斥责什叶派民兵领导人对中央集权的挑衅行为。

In fact,I've got him on the satellite mobile right now.

实际上 我们已接通卫星可视电话了