回想的

Some paper, the Pall Mall Gazette I think, describing the dress-rehearsal of one of my plays, spoke of you as following me about like my shadow: the memory of our friendship is the shadow that walks with me here: that seems never to leave me: that wakes me up at night to tell me the same story over and over till its wearisome iteration makes all sleep abandon me till dawn[34a]: at dawn it begins again: it follows me into the prison-yard and makes me talk to myself as I tramp round: each detail that accompanied each dreadful moment I am forced to recall: there is nothing that happened in those ill-starred years that I cannot recreate in that chamber of the brain which is set apart for grief or for despair: every strained note of your voice, every twitch and gesture of your nervous hands, every bitter word, every poisonous phrase[34b] comes back to me: I remember the street or river down which we passed, the wall or woodland that surrounded us, at what figure on the dial stood the hands of the clock, which way went the wings of the wind, the shape and colour of the moon.

有份报纸，我想是《泼尔穆尔报》吧，报道了我一出戏的彩排，说你像影子似的跟随着我：对你我友谊的回忆，就是在这里随我左右的影子，像是永不分离似的——深夜里唤我醒来，一遍又一遍地说着同一个故事，直磨得人睡意全无，醒到天明[34a]；天明时分又开始了，跟着我到牢房外的院子里，害得我一边步履沉重地走着一边喃喃自语——我被迫回想着每一个痛苦时刻的每一点细节，在那些个倒霉的年头里发生的事，没有哪一件我不能在那留给悲伤和绝望的脑室里再造重演：你每一点不自然的话音，每一个紧张兮兮的手势，每一句冷言恶语[34b]，都涌上了心头；我记着我们到过的街道和河流，四周的墙壁和树林，时钟的针正指着哪一点，风正吹向哪一面，月色月影又是什么模样。

My fantasy my coming every day all is a clear and boundless sky , remotest places thinks of lollipop kind of seven colored beautiful rainbow being hanging forever; Local working in me is full of laughter , is conducting till very far very distant place; While I recall past events to school, can hear bright reading a book; The fragrance being multicolored fragrance , the earth , for a short time careless fragrance assailing the nostrils but coming while I return to hometown; Solidity having seen multicolored tenderness and beauy , the earth , for a short time careless indomitableness; More important be cheering and laughing of the children!

我幻想我的未来每天都是晴空万里，天边永远挂着想棒棒糖一样美丽七彩的彩虹；在我工作的地方充满着笑声，一直传到很远很远的地方；当我到学校回想往事的时候，可以听见朗朗的读书声；当我回到故乡的时候扑鼻而来的是花的香气、大地的香气、小草的香气；看到了花的娇艳、大地的坚实，小草的顽强；更重要的是孩子们的欢声笑语！

The summer-time being come: and Genoa, and Milan, and the Lake of Como lying far behind us: and we resting at Faido, a Swiss village, near the awful rocks and mountains, theeverlasting snows and roaring cataracts, of the Great Saint Gothard: hearing the Italian tongue for the last time on this journey: let us part from Italy, with all its miseries and wrongs, affectionately, in our admiration of the beauties, natural and artificial, of which it is full to overflowing, and in our tenderness towards a people, naturally well-disposed, and patient, and sweet-tempered.

因为心中有它，回想之际义大利将变得更为美好。夏日的脚步近了，热那亚、米兰、科摩湖，都已远远抛在我们身后，我们在瑞士一处小村Faido过夜，圣哥达山脉的崇石峻岭、终年不化的积雪、怒吼奔流的飞瀑，就在左近拔起雄峙。这是我们在旅途上最后一回听见义大利语了。就在此作别义大利吧，纵有它各种的不是与不幸，却在它千种风情、万般姿态，在它人为的、自然的、流溢满泄的美丽里，怀著温柔不舍的心情，向原本天生和气、甜蜜、善良、坚忍的义大利民告别了。

He saw himself, stripped to the waist, with naked fists, fighting his great fight with Liverpool Red in the forecastle of the Susquehanna; and he saw the bloody deck of the John Rogers, that gray morning of attempted mutiny, the mate kicking in death-throes on the main-hatch, the revolver in the old man's hand spitting fire and smoke, the men with passion- wrenched faces, of brutes screaming vile blasphemies and falling about him - and then he returned to the central scene, calm and clean in the steadfast light, where Ruth sat and talked with him amid books and paintings; and he saw the grand piano upon which she would later play to him; and he heard the echoes of his own selected and correct words,"But then, may I not be peculiarly constituted to write?"

他看见自己打着赤膊投戴手套服"利物浦红火"在萨斯克汉纳号的前舱进行着那场了不起的拳击赛。他看见约翰·罗杰斯号血淋淋的甲板。是那个准备哗变的灰色清晨，大副在主舱D因死前的痛苦踢着腿；可那老头儿手上的连发枪还冒着烟。水手们扭曲着激动的面孔，发出尖利狠毒的咒骂，一个个粗鲁的汉子在他身边倒下。他又回想到正中的场面，光照稳定。平静、纯洁。露丝跟他对坐闲谈，周围全是书籍和绘画。他也看到了钢琴。于是露丝为他弹奏。他听见了自己选用的正确词语在震响。"那么，我难道不是得天独厚最宜于写作的人么？"

He saw himself, stripped to the waist, with naked fists, fighting his great fight with Liverpool Red in the forecastle of the Susquehanna; he saw the bloody deck of the John Rogers, that gray morning of attempted mutiny, the mate kicking in death-throes on the main-hatch, the revolver in the old man's hand spitting fire smoke, the men with passion- wrenched faces, of brutes screaming vile blasphemies falling about him - then he returned to the central scene, calm clean in the steadfast light, where Ruth sat talked with him amid books paintings; he saw the grand piano upon which she would later play to him; he heard the echoes of his own selected correct words,"But then, may I not be peculiarly constituted to write?"

他看见自己打着赤膊投戴手套服"利物浦红火"在萨斯克汉纳号的前舱进行着那场了不起的拳击赛。他看见约翰·罗杰斯号血淋淋的甲板。是那个准备哗变的灰色清晨，大副在主舱D因死前的痛苦踢着腿；可那老头儿手上的连发枪还冒着烟。水手们扭曲着激动的面孔，发出尖利狠毒的咒骂，一个个粗鲁的汉子在他身边倒下。他又回想到正中的场面，光照稳定。平静、纯洁。露丝跟他对坐闲谈，周围全是书籍和绘画。他也看到了钢琴。于是露丝为他弹奏。他听见了自己选用的正确词语在震响。"那么8ttt8，我难道不是得天独厚最宜于写作的人么？"

The research is it introduce Taiwan to teach from elder, by south and north, Fujian Province, flat Pu; Six piles of elders' church has set up, has organized a lot of characteristic Hakkases in the church, they are stating Christ with the language of Sixian Dialect of Hakka,, are praising God with the song of four counties; Then met the tradition, has run into culture, merge and compose the cultural spirit in the ground together in locality and community, set out together, recall Hugh Ritchie pastor, far to is it come pile of lands say six words of people to go abroad from Britain, spread and say God's country, went through Taiwanese's pyreticosis and passed away, was burying and catching dogs, he has reflected God's decree, prefers burnouting to decaying, has witnessed long and taught and taught burning instead of the grain spirit that is destroyed too.

此篇研究从长老教会传入台湾，由南部而北部，由闽南、平埔而客家，於是六堆的长老教会建立了起来，组织了很有特色的客家教会；以四县话述说著基督，用四县的歌声颂扬著上帝；然后碰到了传统，碰上了文化，再融合於当地与社区共谱在地的文化精神，一起出发。回想李庥牧师，远从英国漂洋过海来到六堆的土地上说六堆人的话语，传讲上帝的国度，经历台湾人的热病而去世，葬在打狗，他回应了上帝的旨意，宁愿烧尽而不愿朽坏；见证了长老教会焚而不毁的精神。

Had I continued in the Station I was now in, I had room for all the happy things to have yet befallen me, for which my Father so earnestly recommended a quiet retired Life, and of which he had so sensibly describ'd the middle Station of Life to be full of; but other things attended me, and I was still to be the wilful Agent of all my own Miseries; and particularly to encrease my Fault and double the Reflections upon my self, which in my future Sorrows I should have leisure to make; all these Miscarriages were procured by my apparent obstinate adhering to my foolish inclination of wandring abroad and pursuing that Inclination, in contradiction to the clearest Views of doing my self good in a fair and plain pursuit of those Prospects and those measures of Life, which Nature and Providence concurred to present me with, and to make my Duty.

我若能长此安居乐业下去，生活必然会无比幸福。正是为了能获得这些幸福，我父亲曾竭力规劝我过一种安份守己的平静生活；而且，他告诉我，只有中间地位的生活，才享有种种幸福。他的看法确实是通情达理、切合实际的。然而，冥冥中另一种命运在等待着我。我自己一手造成了自己的不幸，增加了自己的过错，使我后来回想起来倍加悔恨。我后来遭遇的种种灾难都是由于我执迷不悟，坚持我遨游世界的愚蠢愿望，并刻意去实现这种愿望。结果，我违背了大自然与造物主的意愿和自己的天职，放弃用通常正当的手段追求幸福的生活，以致给自己造成无穷的危害。

Had I continued in the Station I was now in, I had room for all the happy things to have yet befallen me, for which my Father so earnestly recommended a quiet retired Life, and of which he had so sensibly describ'd the middle Station of Life to be full of; but other things attended me, and I was still to be the wilful Agent of all my own Miseries; and particularly to encrease my Fault and double the Reflections upon my self, which in my future Sorrows I should have leisure to make; all these Miscarriages were pro by my apparent obstinate adhering to my foolish inclination of wandring abroad and pursuing that Inclination, in contradiction to the clearest Views of doing my self good in a fair and plain pursuit of those Prospects and those measures of Life, which Nature and Providence concurred to present me with, and to make my Duty.

我若能长此安居乐业下去，生活必然会无比幸福。正是为了能获得这些幸福，我父亲曾竭力规劝我过一种安份守己的平静生活；而且，他告诉我，只有中间地位的生活，才享有种种幸福。他的看法确实是通情达理、切合实际的。然而，冥冥中另一种命运在等待着我。我自己一手造成了自己的不幸，增加了自己的过错，使我后来回想起来倍加悔恨。我后来遭遇的种种灾难都是由于我执迷不悟，坚持我遨游世界的愚蠢愿望，并刻意去实现这种愿望。结果，我违背了大自然与造物主的意愿和自己的天职，放弃用通常正当的手段追求幸福的生活，以致给自己造成无穷的危害。

Had I continued in the Station I was now in, I had room for all the happy things to have yet befallen me, for which my Father so earnestly recommended a quiet retired Life, and of which he had so sensibly describ'd the middle Station of Life to be full of; but other things attended me, and I was still to be the wilful Agent of all my own Miseries; and particularly to encrease my Fault and double the Reflections upon my self, which in my future Sorrows I should have leisure to make; all these Miscarriages were pro by my apparent obstinate adhering to my foolish inclination of wandring abroad and pursuing that Inclination, in contradiction to the clearest Views of doing my self good in a fair and plain pursuit of those Prospects and those measures of Life, which Nature and Providence concurred to present me with, and to make my Duty.

我若能长此安居乐业下去，生活必然会无比幸福。正是为了能获得这些幸福，我父亲曾竭力规劝我过一种安份守己的平静生活；而且，他告诉我，只有中间地位的生活偶像拉丁文idola的意译。又译&幻像&或&假相&。详，才享有种种幸福。他的看法确实是通情达理、切合实际的。然而，冥冥中另一种命运在等待着我。我自己一手造成了自己的不幸，增加了自己的过错，使我后来回想起来倍加悔恨。我后来遭遇的种种灾难都是由于我执迷不悟，坚持我遨游世界的愚蠢愿望，并刻意去实现这种愿望。结果，我违背了大自然与造物主的意愿和自己的天职，放弃用通常正当的手段追求幸福的生活，以致给自己造成无穷的危害。

When i was young, i'd listen to the radio waitting for my favorite songs when they piayed i'd singalong it made me smile thoese were such happy times, and not so long ago how i wondered where they'd gone but they're back again just like a long lost friend all the songs i love so well every sha-la-la-la every woo--woo still shines every sing a-ling a-ling that they're starting to sings so fine when they get to the part where he's breaking her heart it can really make me cry just like before it's yesterday once more look in back on how it was in years gone by and the good times that i had makes today seem rather sad so much has changed it was songs of love that i would sing to them and i memorize each world those old melodies still sound so good to me as they melt the years away every sha-la-la-la every woo-woo still shines every sing a-ling a-ling that they're starting to sing so fine all my best memories come back really to me some can even make me cry just like before it's yesterday once more.

年轻的时候我喜欢听收音机，等待我的至爱歌曲。歌曲播放时，我跟着一起唱，总会让我开心的笑。那是如此快乐的时光，这并不是很久以前的事情。我常常在想，以前那些歌都到哪里去了？后来他们又回来了，就象又见到久违的老朋友一样，我是多么的热爱这些歌！每个Sha-la-la-la，每个wo-wo 都在闪耀，每个shing-a-ling-a-ling都是那么美好。当歌中唱到他让她心碎时，我真的会哭起来。回想过去多年的日子，当时我曾享受过的美好时光，让我今天更感悲伤。变化实在太大了！我想把爱之歌唱给他们听，我记得其中的每个歌词，那些老旋律对我来说还是那么美妙，仿佛歌可以将岁月镕去。我最美好的记忆全都展现在面前，有些还会让我哭泣。这就象以前一样，昨日重现。这就象以前一样，昨日重现。

I will endeavour to find you some assistance.

我尽力帮你找人帮忙。

At first I only know bruck is the idol of American younglings, afterwards I returned back to Taiwan ,even in Beijing last year ,I saw her poster everywhere, I was so surprised at her charm.

起初我只晓得布鲁克雷德丝是美国少男少女崇拜的偶像，后来回台湾，甚至去年在北京，居然也四处看见她的海报，才惊讶她的魅力之大。