可是

Duke: But,but,but,if you'd only listen...

可是，可是，可是如果你肯听我说的话

I am a slow bird. I want to puff my wings and exert all my strength to fly towards my inmost goal, but I fail over and over. I have imagined that I would become an eagle. I want to hover proudly in the sky, support the golden sun with my wings and stir the floating clouds with my body, but I fail again and again. I have imagined that I would fly to the garden of stars. I want to gambol with stars all over the sky and write peaceful poems in the blinking language of stars, but I cannot make it.

我是一只笨小鸟，我张开了翅膀，向着心中的目标，使劲飞翔，可是飞起又跌落；我曾经幻想自己成为一只鹰，骄傲地翱翔于天地之间，想用翅膀托起太阳，用身躯搅动漫天流云，可是飞起又跌落；我曾经幻想自己飞去星星的花园，与满天星星嬉戏，把星星当作闪光的语言，书写和平的诗句，可是飞起又跌落。

I am a high school girl, the logistics work in building materials for two years, and later to provide training to fashion design, it is to do this work, because nothing like us to do work experience is very difficult to find work So it more difficult to find if not a very good, so people are looking for挺多relations as it would have been better points, can also have the feeling of Recently, however, I encountered an abnormal designers, because at that time I also have to go to his That interview, he was a design director吧He told me I was with him did not go to school because we feel that a girl I was a bit inconvenient for the kind of timid that do not understand that person is not at ease to get there, and later their own into the a plant is not very good, I know that we have to slowly, but it results only knew he was in front of his girlfriend said I was his work in order to seduce him (Even more is that his girlfriend is I am an alumnus), he did slander me, I really gas hematemesis, his girlfriend that he cheated, he did not dare to him are so angry because he designed to help local (he did not admit that I am an alumnus his girlfriend is also everywhere to deceive the girls), but I do not like what I scolded him a big deal then I am leaving this line.

我是一个高中毕业的女孩，在建材物流工作了两年了，后来去培训服装设计，现在也是做这块工作呢，，因为像我们这样没什么工作经验的人是很难找到工作的呢所以比较难如果找到也不是太好的，所以挺多人都是找关系的呢那样会比较好点，本来感觉还可以的可是最近我遇到一个变态的设计师，因为当时我也有去他那公司面试，他是个设计总监吧他叫我跟他学我那时没去因为觉得一个女孩子不方便我比较胆小的那种认为不了解那个人就不放心去呢，后来自己进了一家厂也不是很好的呢，我知道要慢慢来，可是呢结果才知道他在他女朋友面前说我那时为了去他那工作勾引他呢(更巧的是他的那个女朋友是我的校友)，他那样诽谤我，真的把我气吐血呢，他女朋友知道他骗他又不敢对他生气因为都是做设计的要他帮忙的地方(他都不承认我的校友是他的女朋友还到处去骗女孩子)，可是我就不一样了我骂了他大不了我不干这行呢。

I arrive at this Guangzhou, I personally once experienced personally, why here of foreign duty worker's member be which Yao of many, they is of is what, why since then go to here, for the sake of a common of target, which be money, because there is no way, they have no way, they also don't think to oneself is which appearance, every day give person part-time job, but they are also canning not figure out what good way, because they want to oneself of the sons and daughters be responsible for, send they go to school, bring up they grow up an adult, arch they eat arch them to wear, be used as parents what this is a son is really for world of the parents feel an in the mind displeased, uncomfortable, I sawed much more in my own body of affair, although I see not and deeply the winds and clouds of world change Huan, but I really saw understand some thing, be little I know how to make allowance for parents of mood, but I don't miss them everyday for the sake of we but is not in the home every day, every day at outside, at outside give person part-time job, myself be an indocile kid, perhaps I is really be unlike their kid, I every day in the mind words I don't know to be like who say, this kind of in the mind force be the in mind difficult way pleasurable?

我来到这广州我就亲身体验过，为什么这里的外来务工人员就是哪么的多，他们为的是什么，为什么而来到这里，为了一个共同的目标，哪就是钱，因为没有办法，他们没有办法啊，他们也不想对自己是哪样子的，天天给人打工，可是他们在也想不出什么好法子，因为他们要对自己的子女负责，要送他们上学，要抚养他们长大成人，要拱他们吃拱他们穿，做为父母我这做儿子的真是为天下的父母感到心里不愉快啊，不舒服啊，我在我自己的身上看到了许许多多的事情，我虽然看不透世界的风云变幻，可是我真的看懂了一些东西，只少我懂得如何去体谅父母的心情，可是我不想他们每天都为了我们却天天不在家里，天天在外面，在外面给人打工，我自己就是一个不听话的孩子，也许我真是不像他们的孩子，我天天心里话我都不知道像谁说，这种心里逼在心里难道好受吗？

The website that is aimed at a company at that time was written medical certificate and the plan that return chain, oneself power is particularly great at that time, the old gave me 3 keywords at that time: Bridge of bridge of Wifi mobile phone, wireless net, Beijing wireless net, should come I undertake care is changed, I plan according to oneself above all in write one step by step did, the competition ability that I see WIFI mobile phone in Baidu index is not great, care changes the rate that go up should be the fastest, I update my website every day, increase oneself return chain, held to a month so, but see the rank of oneself website also often go up not to go, but this gives me of pepperbox died urgently, I am seeking a teacher every day, the friend asks, this is how to return a responsibility, how the rank of my website is old also go up not to go, but they are to use same word to tell me, fasten anxious, do care to change this thing not to come urgently, want to wait a moment, such I am able to bear or endure again strength waited 3 days, the following day, I rank a tool to be checked with the keyword, the rank contest of WIFI mobile phone discharged Baidu the 2nd, GG the position of the 5th, bridge of Beijing wireless net is on Baidu the 7th, GG the position of the 9th, when the work that sees oneself has positive result, really happy skipped to rise, follow ate close same.

当时就针对公司的网站写了诊断书和反链计划，当时自己的动力非凡大，老大当时给了我三个要害词：wifi手机、无线网桥、北京无线网桥，要来我进行忧化，我首先按照自己计划中写的一步步的都做了，我在百度指数中看WIFI手机的竞争力不大，忧化上去的速度应该是最快的，我就天天更新自己的网站，增加自己的反链，这样坚持了一个月，可是见自己的网站的排名老是也上不去，这可是把急性子的我给急死了，我天天追着老师，朋友问，这是怎么回事呀，我的网站的排名怎么老也上不去，可是他们都是用同样的话告诉我，别着急，做忧化这个事情急不来，要等等，这样我又耐着性子等了三天，第二天，我用要害词排名工具一查，WIFI手机的排名竞排到了百度第二，GG第五的位置，北京无线网桥在百度上是第七，GG第九的位置，当看到自己的劳动有成果的时候，真是开心的蹦了起来，就跟吃了密一样。

This very moment mood Real own because I very much treasure ourmeeting one another very very much, that has the certain fate, Ireally did not hope because of me the impulse idea, can cause oursentiment for a while to go bad Causes our friendship to change isnot good I really very much blame oneself, because own are the Chinese China'smatter manages again not not well also wants a type foreign countryold person to worry for me, I really very much do not have useful hereme only to be able with you to say again the sound sorry friend ofmine Hoped you can forgive my I since knew I have owed you to be very many always all do not have tobe able also to give you However this I have the difficulty to havein turn said with you, actually again I and you said previous two daysI had thought are very many, should I say with you, but when I makethe phone call for yours time I on regret But or said with you Againhere I hoped you do not blame me, I already very much to regret Triumphant I did not know I this action can let between us nearby thefriendship not be good Triumphant I knew the dissimilarity which weare the heart have cleverness but looked like you before to say,between us the communication really was very difficult to be verydifficult, but was in is difficult I also to hope which country nomatter you were at, perhaps worked I in there all to hope we couldhave the relation Between each other friendship is invariable, knewfinally is good..............

你好凯 此时此刻的心情。真实很很自己因为我很珍惜我们的相遇，那是有一定的缘分的，我真的不希望因为我的一时冲动的想法，会使我们的感情变坏。使我们的友谊变的不好。我真的很责备自己，因为自己是个中国人再中国的事办的不好还要样一个外国老人为我担心，我真的很没有用再这里我只能和您说声对不起我的朋友。希望你能够谅解我一次。我知道我欠你的很多一直以来都没有能够还给你。然而这依次我有困难有和你说，其实再我和你说的前两天我想了很多，我该不该和你说，可是当我把电话打给你的时候我就后悔。可是还是和你说了。再这里我希望你不要怪我，我已经很后悔了。凯我不知道我这次的举动会不会让我们之间的友谊边的不好。凯我知道我们是心有灵犀的但是就象你以前所说的一样，我们之间的沟通实在是很难很难，可是就算是在难我也希望不论你在哪个国家，或是在那里工作我都希望我们能有联系。彼此之间的友谊不变，知道最后好么。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

I was talking about the stage…I'm not like that now…Now I am a real actress, I act with delight, with rapture, I'm intoxicated whenI am on the stage, and I feel that I act beautifully.

我现在讲的可是演艺事业…我才没有这么悲哀…我现在可是如假包换的女演员，我可是怀着满腔的热情和喜悦表演着，只要一站上舞台，我就无法自拔，完全地沉浸在表演中，我可以感觉到我的表演是如此感动人心。

I still remember a cold evening in 2003's winter,when the snowflake was blusterous in the sky,and when the road was much pale owning to the ice on the ground, and I had only two choices in front of me,going abroad or pursuing a postgraduate degree,maybe others didn't know my suffering,but I did,for my English was so poor that whichever I chose ,it would not be avail for me at last,I participated in a series of English classes,reading and writing all day long,I was very sorry that I had troubled too many friends, as a result ,I could simply communite with our foreign professor,but the problem was not simple,I got a low mark in my Toefl test,thanked to the language class in the school abroad,I arrived at Quebec three monthes later,my first impression about this city was cold, since my hometown is located in the south of the Yangtze River, I have to imagine what does the 'heavy snow' mean cause there are always snowing lightly,to my surprise,almost half a year it was heavy snowing in the city,and it did really satisfy my desire about the snow,furthermore,we also had a long holiday,when I got there,most of my classmates were prepared for their vacation ,so I could asked for help from the senior, maybe I was not tall but sometimes the snow on the ground was taller than me,actually ,I had a good time when I stayed with my friends for we have a common language named chinese,the language class was simple for me,but the teacher was serious,whether you passed the course or not was depended on her, so you'd better don't offend her,thank godness, I passed this class at first time after a few monthes,then began with the other courses,it was said that chinese students abroad was the most assiduous in the world,and that was ture,usually,we didn't have a strong suit in the ability of a foreign language,since it asked for some understanding in our course,so I had to borrowed the note from others when I first went to class,how times fly,my GPA first was above 4.0 at that time,I phoned my relations,telling them I was okey there,but in the first evening of that holiday,a fire broke out in our dorm,I couldn't find my passport after the incident,though most of our res were moved outside,maybe it was burnt out or was lost at somewhere,but it told me that I couldn't stay longer in this city,we comforted each other for a while,''Goodbye!

雪花在2003年一个寒冷的夜空中无情的肆虐着，回家的大道被雪映的煞白，而摆在我面前的却只有两条窄窄的小路，考研，出国，也许别人不会知道我的痛苦，可是我清楚，其实我的英语很烂，现在不管选那个，好像对我都不利，我疯狂的去参加一Qy系列的英语辅导班，从早到晚大声的阅读，没天没地的做题目，以致招来了很多非议，感觉可以和外教简单交流了，可是我的托福成绩还是不堪入目，不过好在那边学校开了语言课，所以三个月后，我还是顺利来到了加拿大的魁北克省，那里给我的第一感觉就是一个字'冷'，我们江南一般下小雪，大雪是什么只能靠想像了，不过那边将近有大半年的时间都在下大雪，让我这个雪盲好好过了一把雪瘾，不过假期也长，我去的时候大多已不上课了，所以可以找到学姐，学兄，也许是我的个子不太高，不过积雪有时完全可以把我湮没，和他们在一起感觉很亲切，很开心，也许我们在一起都说汉语吧，语言课是比较简单的，不过老师很变态，她说行才行，不行你就是行也不行，所以这个老师是绝对不能得罪的，学了很长一段时间，语言考试通过了，就可以正常上课了，呵呵，都说中国留学生最刻苦了，不苦行么，我们语言能力一般都不是强项，加上课程需要一些理解的能力，初次去听课，不借阅他人的笔记是绝对不行的，时间总是晃的很快，那次的GPA成绩第一次超过了4.0，打了电话回家，报了平安，可是假期的第一个晚上就发生了一些小小的意外，一把无名火把我们住的地方烧了，当时东西都搬出来了，好在没有损失什么，可是后来检查了一下，我的护照怎么都找不到了，也许是烧了吧，也是是掉了，反正这件事也告诉了我，魁北克我是待不长了，朋友们在一起相互惋惜了一阵。

I know it is romantic to send sweet words to each other on MSN, and lovely to send interactive images on QQ. And I also know from your short messages that you really care about me. But I am tired of sending a red lip image when I want to kiss you, or a waggling mouse image when I want to hug you. Neither do i want to do nothing but read the short messages you sent me again and again in the evening until I fall aleep.

我知道两个人在MSN上甜言蜜语很是浪漫，我知道两个人在QQ中发的互动图标是那么地可爱动人，我知道短信中的你总是对我细心呵护，关怀的无微不至，可是我不想亲吻只能用一个血红的唇印图标，可是我不想拥抱只能在QQ中用一个小老鼠左摇右摆，可是我不想一到了晚上就只能一遍一遍地看着短信然后睡觉。

Dongguan public security will not forget, but even the bank gave up the bird, is not clear elsewhere, but in Yantian is the case, the bank (Agricultural Bank of China said that for the time being, And to say you grow up with really good hateful) on Saturdays and Sundays do not work well, you do not let it go to work, but at that time of day, teller machines are often of bad, you do not believe to see Sometimes a long row of the team, when their turn will come out of it, has sometimes broken, you have to change banks, but so many people that put hard-won days of leave, but the money was to Hu You, This is not, wanted to send money home to the (home only the Agricultural Bank), then went on Tuesdays, the results can be, others less your leisure, said that the money can only be 30,000 or more VIP users so that she can serve So that An Men to automatically deposit it, happen to know is: there is already a long queue, when their turn will come myself ah, the Lao PM would also like to go to work, then at noon on a come-hour rest period to the hard-won She is not to do since I was a halo home, so Anjiu for her to do to help, people can be that the birds do not you, not VIP user is not done, you can of us...

东莞的治安不好也就算了，可是连银行都给鸟起来了，别的地方不清楚，但在雁田却是如此，银行（暂且说农业银行，还说什么伴你成长，真的是好可恶）星期六及星期日不上班，好，你不上班也就算了，可是在那二天的时候，取款机却是经常性的坏，不信你去看看，有时排了好长的队，可轮到自己时它却坏了，有时是已经坏了，你不得不换个银行，可是那么多人，好不容易放天假，还要被钱给忽悠了，这还不算，本想寄点钱给家里，于是在星期二去了，可结果呢，人家闲你家少，说只能是30000钱以上的VIP用户才能让她伺候，让俺们到自动存款那，可要知道的是：那里已经是长龙了，什么时候轮到自个儿啊，老子下午还要上班的，中午就那么一个来小时的休息时间，好不容易来了，她既然不给办，我真是晕到家了，于是俺就求她，帮忙给办了，可人家就是不鸟你，不是VIP用户就是不办，你能咱的。。。

In the United States, chronic alcoholism and hepatitis C are the most common ones.

在美国，慢性酒精中毒，肝炎是最常见的。

If you have any questions, you can contact me anytime.

如果有任何问题，你可以随时联系我。