再次意识

In the last chapter,this thesis restates the significance of female consciousness,such a gender critical angle and sums up her important status in Chinese female literary history and her outstanding contribution to Chinese female literature.

最后一部分是结束语，再次重申本文选择"女性意识"这一性别批评视角"重读"王安忆的作品，综述其创作在女性文学史上的重要地位及对女性文学做出的突出贡献。

There are two issues which have to be elaborated again: in the first place, according to their own experience in their environment, an effective experience will be regarded as a correct understanding, for the time being, it can not be considered to be an effective understanding, because the activities must rely on common sense. But common sense is often a result of collective consciousness and the mutual influence in our social environment. Second, after the people having grasped what is "reality", they also will have expectations beyond their conditions. They need a certain neglectfulness, neglecting their own responses, ignoring the "general" statements and rules that follow common sense.

这里有两个问题需要再次说明：其一，基于对身处环境的体验，有效的经验将被当成正确的认识，暂时无法被认为是有效的认识，则行为需要依赖于常识，而在我们的社会环境里，常识常常是一种集体意识的、互相影响的结果；其二，人们在产生关于"现实"的理解之后，还会产生远离自己的状况的期望，需要某种忽视，忽视自身的反应，忽视顺从常识中的"一般"说法和规则，从而产生一种浪漫情怀。

In understanding the patterning, I am better able to recognize if the same type of karma repeats itself.

在懂得了模式之后，我就能在同样的业力再次重演时更好意识到它。

When she spoke again, though, he realized with a quickening of his heart that it was her lips

当她再次开口说话时，他心中兴奋地意识到那是她的嘴唇。

Chapter 2 centres around the spiritual contents of her works. It penetrates through the skin to their core, that is, the tragic sense. Her works take the most ordinary people as characters. Unexpectable elements befall on these people, change their fate considerably. The helplessness of being fooled by destiny overshadows most of her works, leaving readers sign in vain. Then, her portrayal of characters bears a tinge of rootlessness, unsteadiness loneliness, filling the works with deep pensive mood. And finally, she exposes the ugliness of man from this covering of brilliance. Man dares not face his true being. What he shows and sees of himself tends to be his bright side. But his ugly side steels out, which gives himself a deadly blow.

第二章围绕作品的精神内蕴展开论述，侧重于由表及里的层层挖掘，悲剧意识构成王安忆作品精神内蕴的核心，其作品多写芸芸众生，在展现这些人的人生际遇时，难以预料的偶然因素总是改变着他们的命运，宿命感使作品笼罩在虚无的阴影之中，令人怅然；其次作家在写人物时，那种无根的漂泊感、孤独感，使作品有着深深的悲凉意蕴；再次就是对隐藏在绚烂表象之下的人的丑陋本质的发现，人总是无法面对自己真实的存在，看到的或表现出的总是冠冕堂皇的一面，但是那丑陋的一面总会在不经意中呈现出来，给人以毁灭的打击。

The enemy Vietcong made each person count. After saturation American bombing in 1965, Mr McNamara found they were still getting 200 tons of supplies a day along the Ho Chi Minh trail, and had scattered the country with a secret stash of oil in hundreds of 55-gallon drums. The importance of tiny peasant efforts to the health of a nation struck him again when, from 1968-81, he headed the World Bank, shifting its focus and its money to rural development.

而敌方的越共却将一兵一卒都派上了用场。1965年，美军的饱和轰炸完成以后，麦克纳马拉发现越共分子仍然在胡志明小道一带获得每日200吨的补给品，并在全国范围内秘密布藏着数百只容量为55加仑的油桶。1968-81年担任世界银行行长期间，他再次猛然意识到小农的贡献对整个国家健康发展的重要性，遂将工作重点和资金转到农村发展上。

While returning to sleep, concentrate single-mindedly on your intention to remember to recognize that you're dreaming.

当再次进入睡眠状态，全神贯注于你的注意力来意识到最佳正在做梦。

I was sort of mesmerized to stare on at her strutting up and I was not very much myself till she finally sat herself down right in front of me.

我痴痴的看着，直到她走过来在我前面的座位坐下，我的意识才再次回到现实中来。

Again forces from outside of earth began to slowly consume her; these forces went unperceived and so a gradual decline in consciousness occurred again as in the dimension above.

再一次，当来自外部的力量开始逐渐消耗地球时，这些力量并未被察觉，因此在上述维度中，意识的逐渐跌落再次发生。

They have moved in Consciousness and Beingness to a place of wonderful renewal and remembering, where all that we have "forgotten" here is once more understood and experienced.

他们在意识和存在中已前往一个神奇的重生和忆起之地，在那里，我们在这里已经&遗忘&了的会被再次了解和体会到。

Plunder melds and run with this jewel!

掠夺melds和运行与此宝石！

My dream is to be a crazy growing tree and extend at the edge between the city and the forest.

此刻，也许正是在通往天国的路上，我体验着这白色的晕旋。