使幻灭

A certain kind of resignation is involved in willingness to face the truth about ourselves;this kind, though it may involve pain In the first moments, affords ultimately a protection indeed the only possible protection against the disappointments and disillusionments to which the self-deceiver is liable.

所以，我要对自己恳切地说：不要再欺骗自己吧，不要再迷恋偶像，赶紧从事一种明智的舍弃，某种舍弃是在于愿意正视自己的真相；这一种舍弃虽然最初会给你痛苦，结果却给你一种保障枣唯一可能的保障枣使你不致像自欺的人一般，尝到失望与幻灭的滋味。

I hope to use visualized language to probe the injuries and pains that inflict our bodies and souls, to probe the tininess of the individual and the vastness of the times. We encounter these conundrums and pressures in every era, and it seems that in our historical experience, every time we encounter massive social change and destruction, Chinese culture comes out with a shocking ability to recover, so that our spiritual roots have never totally collapsed but continued on to this day through the impermanent cycles of the millennia. Rebirth and transmutation from destruction seems to be the religion that universally connects us as a people.

我希望是用视觉化的语言来讨论我们的灵与肉的创伤和阵痛，个体的渺小和时代的漫无边际，在任何时代里我们都会遭遇这种相似的困境和压力，似乎在过去的历史经验中我们每遇重大社会变革和灾难中，中国文化总是有一种惊人的自我修复能力，才使我们的精神文脉并没有全面的崩溃，反而是在数千年无常的时间轮回中绵延至今，在幻灭中重生和蜕变似乎是我们这个具有现世宗教的民族的普遍性联系。

The Haskalah of Eastern Europe was the last dirge for Jewish people to melt into European society. The disillusion of it made more and more Jewish people turn to Zionism.

东欧犹太启蒙运动是犹太人&融入&欧洲社会的最后一首挽歌，它的幻灭使更多的犹太人走向了犹太复国之路。

Their differences in form make this effect a complicated process of intersecting and dissociating, attracting and resisting.

日常叙事的风行是对曾经一统天下的宏伟叙事的偏执性反拔，是启蒙神话破裂之后的幻灭叙事，写物主义倾向和日常生活本身的封闭性与重复性使小说的主体性呈现为碎片状态；模糊审美作为叙事风格主要表现为内心光照逐渐黯淡的黑夜主题夺走了叙事者的存在基础，欲望化叙事和表象化叙事闪现着一种遗忘意志，作家相对主义式的犹豫表达模糊了必要的价值分野；小说的新闻化倾向作为一种文体现象，是对快速推进的信息时代和全球性的非虚构化潮流的文化回应，但它所标榜的真实性因为只能停留在表浅层次而显得暖昧和可疑；自我重复是反修辞和反诗学的命题，是指相同的叙事成分在同一作家的不同作品中的机械重复，自我重复有细节重复、情节与结构重复、扩写与改写等表现形式，媒体时代的强制性文化法则、作家的内在缺陷和叙事模式的局限性是其文化根源；反讽与讽刺相比，是一种相对温和却又更具普遍性的文化反抗形式，但九十年代小说的言语反讽、情境反讽和总体反讽都因为主体缺乏内在的价值支撑而陷入虚无，虚伪的反抗成为一种遮蔽现实的屏障；九十年代小说的叙事视角从传统的全知视角转向限知视角，具体表现为旁观视角和窥视视角，这种强调局部性和差异性的视角本来可以成为扩展个人话语空间的正当途径，但由于它们被过分地利用于渲染感官刺激和心理刺激，与大众趣味不谋而合。

The ebbing of his hope drained his faith.

希望的幻灭使他失去了信心。

Ding Lings rendering of the fate of women is tragic, but because they are young women, enabling them to the tragedy was primarily manifested as love tragedy, or that they are all tragedies closely linked with love, all the pursuit and desire, pain and disillusionment in love can be the most tragic and prominent concentrated expression.

丁玲笔下女性的命运大多是悲惨的，而且因为她们多是年轻的女性，就使她们的悲剧主要表现为爱情悲剧，或者说她们所有的悲剧都与爱情紧密相连，所有的追求、欲望、痛苦以及幻灭都可以在爱情悲剧中得到最为集中而突出的体现。

The Duke of Marlborough, commander of British and Dutch troops in the War of the Spanish Succession （1701-1714）, won a series of victories over the French armies under Louis XIV, ending Louis's attempts to dominate Europe.

马尔伯勒公爵在西班牙王位继承战争（公元1701-1714年）中率领英荷联军，多次击法王路易十四的军队，使路易主宰欧洲的美梦幻灭。

With Death guitarist Schuldiner adopting vocal duties, the band made a major impact on the scene.

随着死亡的吉他手Schuldiner接受主唱的职务，乐队在现实中树立了重要的影响。

But he could still end up breakfasting on Swiss-government issue muesli because all six are accused of nicking around 45 million pounds they should have paid to FIFA.

不过他最后仍有可能沦为瑞士政府&议事餐桌&上的一道早餐，因为这所有六个人都被指控把本应支付给国际足联的大约4500万英镑骗了个精光。