不像父亲的

I remember a time, at age 17 — I was a busboy, and I heard a father tell his little boy that if he did not do well in school, he would end up like me.

我记得有一次，17岁的时候，我是一个餐馆工，我听到一个父亲对他儿子说如果他在学校里不好好学习的话，他就会像我一样。

Behind him there was a cornstalk sticking up into the sky.

在所有的照片中，父亲看起来像是他不知道自己要做什么。

My college life will be over soon. Just as my father said, I was lucky enough as my former 21-year life was a diametrical life. But no one will be so lucky in his or her whole lifetime, and what I should do is to cherish this opportunity God has given me and further my education in materials science.

大学的生活即将结束，就像父亲说的那样我前面21年的生活是直径的人生，没有遇到过任何的曲折，这是我的幸运，但是人的一生不可能永远是直径的，我应该做的是好好珍惜上天给予我的这样的机遇，继续在我所深爱的物理领域进行深造。

He recalled his father's vision at Gaya before his own birth and felt that in the temple of Vishnu he would become permanently absorbed in God.

他在迦耶会回忆起父亲在自己出生前的异像，也感觉到自己在毗瑟奴庙宇内会变得不变地全神贯注于神。

At home, in the fields, in the barn, I thought of her; I tried to understand the mystery of a beautiful, intelligent young woman's marrying some one so uninteresting, almost an old man, and having children by him; to understand the mystery of this uninteresting, good, simple-hearted man, who argued with such wearisome good sense, at balls and evening parties kept near the more solid people, looking listless and superfluous, with a submissive, uninterested expression, as though he had been brought there for sale, who yet believed in his right to be happy, to have children by her; and I kept trying to understand why she had met him first and not me, and why such a terrible mistake in our lives need have happened.

在家里，在地里，在牲畜棚里，我都在想她。我苦苦思索一个美丽、聪明的年轻女人为什么要嫁给一个无趣、几乎可以做她父亲的人，还跟他生孩子；想弄懂这个无趣、善良、心思简单的男人，在舞会和晚会上一直待在更刻板的人身边，用令人厌烦的机智争论着，看上去倦怠而多余，脸上的表情顺从而无动于衷，就像他被带到那儿出售一样，为什么还认为他有权利快乐，有权利有她的孩子。且我一直想弄清楚为什么她先遇到的是他而不是我，为什么在我们的生活里要发生这么一个可怕的错误。

"No, Pa, I'm no tattletale like Suellen," she assured her father.

"不会的，爸，我不会像苏纶那样专做耳报神。"她说这话，是要使父亲好放心。

To me, Amma was just Bhagavan's wife, in the same way as Bhagavan's father was only his father and not a god in the Hindu pantheon.

对我来说，阿玛只是巴关的妻子，就像巴关的父亲只是他的父亲而不是印度教众神中的一位一样。

What he wanted for Sydney was the effect he had noticed when tacking round the promontory at Elsinore, of the castle's piled-up turrets against the piled-up clouds and his own billowing white sails; the liberation he had felt on the great platforms of the Mayan temples in Mexico, of being lifted above the dark jungle into another world of light; the height and presence of Gothic cathedrals, whose ogival shape was to show in the cross-sections of the Sydney roof-shells; and the curved, three-dimensional rib-work of boat-building , as he had watched his own father doing it at Aalborg.

当他在艾尔西诺海岬旁作之字形航行时，天边积云朵朵，海水蓝天融为一色，海风一过，巨大的白帆随之鼓起，城堡上层叠而立的塔楼在一片湛蓝中像条游龙飘忽不定。如此景致早已收藏于心。他所向往的悉尼巨作不正是这幅美景的再现么？当他伫立于墨西哥玛雅寺庙辽阔的平台之上时，那份无拘无束的洒脱正从昏暗的丛林中抽身而出，徐徐升腾，遁入另一个光的世界。这不羁的心不正是他想施予悉尼的么？还有那直插云霄的哥特式大教堂，它们的伟岸和雍容时时撞击着他，剖开未来悉尼歌剧院的扇形穹顶吧，横截面上所展示的不正是带着尖顶拱的外形么？当他在奥尔堡傻傻地看着父亲建造船坞时，那有着优美弧线的三维肋拱结构不也是激活他未来创作的源泉么？

Say goodbye say goodbye to Hollywood I thought I had it all figured out I did I thought I was tough enough to stick it out with kim But I wasn't tough enough to juggle two things at once I found myself planted on my knees in cuffs Which shoulda been a reason enough for me to get my stuff and just leave How come I couldn't just see this shit myself it's me Nobody coulda seen this shit I felt Knowin' damn well she wasn't gonna be there when I fell To catch me the minute she was seen she just bailed I'm standin' and swingin' on like 30 people by myself I couldn't even see the millimeter when it fell Turned around saw Gary stashin' a heater in his belt Saw the bouncers rush him and beat him to the ground I just sold 2 million records I don't need to go to jail I'm not about to lose my freedom over no female I need to slow down, trynna get my feet on solid ground So for now Bury my face in comic books,'cuz I don't wanna look And nothin' in this world is too much I swallowed all I could If I could swallow a bottle of Tylenol I would And hit it for good and say goodbye to Hollywood I prolly should 'cuz these problems are piled all at once 'Cuz everything that bothers me I got all bottled up I think I'm bottomin' out but I'm not about to give up I gotta get up, thank God I got a little girl Now I'm a responsible father so not alotta good I'd be to my daughter layin' in the bottom of the mud Must be in my blood 'cuz I don't know how to do it All I know is I don't wanna follow in the footsteps Of my dad 'cuz I hate him so bad Worst feelin' I had was growin' up to be like his fuckin' ass Man if you could understand why I am the way that I am What do I say to my fans when I tell 'em I don't wanna quit, but shit, I feel like this is it, for me to have this much appeal like this is sick This is not a game this fame the real life is as sick Publicity stunt my ass, consume my fuckin' dick Fuck the guns, I'm done I'll never look at gats If I scrap, I'ma scrap it like I never wooped some ass I love my fans but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact That I sacrificed everything I had I never dreamt I'd get to the level that I'm at This is wack, this is more then I ever coulda asked Everywhere I go I had a sweater, hood or mask What about math?

说再见说再见好莱坞我想我已全部揣摩我本来我以为我是足够强硬的坚持，它与金但我是不足够的强硬，以兼顾两件事，在一次我发现自己种植在我的双膝在袖口其中shoulda一直有足够的理由，我得到我的东西和刚刚离开如何来，我不能只看到这个shit外围它自己的我没有人coulda看到这个shit外围我觉得 knowin '可恶，以及她在哪里也不会存在，当我下跌要赶上我一分钟，她看到她刚刚获准保释我standin '的Swingin '就好像30人，由本人我不能，甚至看到毫米，当它下跌回过头看到程介南斯塔欣'了一个加热器，在他的带看到bouncers繁忙，他和殴打他到地面我只售出了200万的纪录，我不用去坐牢我不是即将失去我的自由，没有超过女性我要放缓， trynna让我立足于坚实的地面所以现在埋葬我的脸在漫画书，' cuz我不想看和nothin '在这个世界上是太多 i吞噬了所有我可以如果我能吞下了一瓶tylenol我想和打为好，说声再见好莱坞 i prolly应' cuz这些问题都是成堆一次全部' cuz的一切困扰我，我得到的所有瓶装起来我觉得我bottomin '，但我并不打算放弃 i的宝贝，起床，感谢上帝，我得到一个小女孩现在，我一个负责任的父亲，所以不alotta良好我要以我的女儿layin '在底部的淤泥必须在我的血' cuz我不知道怎样做所有我知道是我不想在后续的脚步我的爸爸' cuz ，我恨他那么差劲最坏的feelin '我曾是growin '要像他fuckin '驴男子如果您能明白为什么我的方式，我我该怎么办说我的球迷，当我告诉骰子我不想退出，但shit外围，我觉得像，这是它，我有这么多的上诉像这样生病了这不是游戏，这名利的现实生活是病假宣传我的驴，消耗我fuckin '迪克他妈的枪，我做我永远不会看服务贸易总协定如果我放弃，我放弃它想我从来没有wooped一些驴我爱我的球迷，但没有人把掌握了这一事实我牺牲了一切，我曾我从来没有想过我要到的水平，我在这是wack ，这是更多的话，我以往任何时候都coulda问我到处都可以了毛衣，遮光罩或面具关于数学是什么？

I did look to my father a lot, and he was probably my role model when I was in karting and I was doing the things he did, but not at this level now.

在我像我父亲一样驾驶卡丁车的时候我也许我的父亲是我的偶像，但现在已经不是了。

Do you know, i need you to come back

你知道吗，我需要你回来

Yang yinshu、Wang xiangsheng、Li decang,The first discovery of haemaphysalis conicinna.

1〕 杨银书，王祥生，李德昌。安徽省首次发现嗜群血蜱。