Passing judgment with haste and laying to waste those who stand 通过判断急忙和铺设浪费那些谁的立场

before us and dishonour the faith. A dramatic opinion, but an opinion 摆在我们面前和耻辱的信念。一个戏剧性的意见，但意见

the same. An attempt now to make right, not to enthrall or defame. An 相同。现在试图做出正确的，而不是迷住或诋毁。一

opinion piece, one after another. Laid fat from feast, one after another. 舆论一片，此起彼伏。从宴特胖，一个接一个。

A man is nothing more than what others claim he is, so speak clear and 一个人无非是别人声称自己是，所以说清楚，

ill of me and so it will be. The grating sound of my voice. The yellowing 我坏话，因此这将是。我的声音在刺耳的声音。泛黄

of my teeth. Speak up. Speak clear. Speak ill of me. I found myself awake 我的牙齿。说出来。讲清楚。说我坏话。我发现自己醒了

last night. May the players take their place, repeat their lines exactly 昨晚。也许玩家们需要他们的地方，正是重复他们的行

to my public disgrace. The years exaggerate how horrible it was to be 给我丢脸。这些年来夸大它是多么的可怕，是可

stricken silent with no e xplanation for the cause. I can’t be the only one 受灾沉默，没有Ë xplanation的原因。我不可能是唯一一个

losing sleep over things I should or shouldn’t have done. They are the 失眠多事情，我应该或不应该做的事。它们是

rope around the neck. They are the blade pressed to the wrist. It might 绕颈绳。它们是按压到手腕上的刀片。它可能

seem detrimental, but it’s meaningless. Left to my own devices, I am 似乎不利，但它的意义。留给我自己的设备，我

strange. I’m a liar—entertained. I am no one to be reviled. I am no one to 奇怪的。我是个骗子，受理。我不是一个被人唾骂。我不是一个

be admired. Jumping rope at the end of the street, I am everyone, and 而受到钦佩。在街道的尽头跳绳，我每个人，

everyone is me. 每个人都是我的。