I have this new tattoo of which the story must be told 我有这样的新纹身的故事必须被告知

About the night I almost overdosed ten years ago 关于那个晚上，我几乎过量十年前

I woke up in the hospital with skin clammy and cold 我醒来的时候在医院里与皮肤湿冷和冷

And tubes in my urethra, down my throat, and up my nose 并管我尿道口，顺着我的喉咙，我的鼻子

My friends and the doctors were all shocked I wasn’t dead 我的朋友们和医生们都惊呆了我是不是死了

That’s when Katrina looked at me and this is what she said 这时候，卡特里娜看着我，这就是她说

   

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

   

So I walked to the rebel spot, I walked all over uptown 于是我走到反叛点，我走遍了住宅区

I walked right side up and I walked upside down 我走右边了，我走了倒挂

I walked to Chetzemoka with my eyes fixed on the ground yeah 我走到Chetzemoka用我的眼睛盯着地面呀

We walked all over Chetze Beach and kept the rocks we found 我们走遍了Chetze海滩和保持我们发现的岩石

Then I walked back to my parents’ house, I walked back to my old bed yeah 然后我走回我的父母家，我走回我的旧床耶

I walked back and I walked fast past all the voices in my head 我走回来，我在我的脑海飞快地走着过去所有的声音

I walked with the sweats and I walked with the chills 我走的汗水和我走的寒战

I walked in New York City and I walked in Bedford Hills 我走在纽约市，我在贝德福德山走

I walked into open mic nights and I walked into the rooms 我走进开放麦克风之夜，我走进房间

I walked feeling optimistic and I walked feeling doomed 走着走着感觉乐观，我走的感觉注定

I walked with some mama’s boys and I walked with some punks 我走了一些妈妈的男孩，我走了一些小混混

I walked dressed up like a rabbit, I walked dressed up like a skunk 我走打扮得像一只兔子，我走到打扮像臭鼬

I walked with some givers and I walked with some leeches 我走了一些度外，我走了一些水蛭

I walked all by myself and I walked with the Moldy Peaches 我走了全部由我自己和我走的发霉桃子

I walked all over the world so I could sing my songs to you 我走到世界各地，所以我可以唱我的歌给你

And to your most desperate emails I said, “This is what I do.” 和你最绝望的电子邮件，我说：“这是我做的。 ”

   

I Walk like thunder 我走如雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

   

But at some point I got so comfortable 但在某些时候我有这么舒服

That I didn’t even realise that I’d started to crawl 我什至没有意识到，我开始爬

That my old friend Ammi died at 37 of a heart attack 我的老朋友安米在心脏麻痹死亡37

And I cracked cause people my age are not supposed to die like that 我破获的事业我的同龄人不应该这样死去

No no no no people my age are not supposed to die like that 无无无无我的同龄人不应该这样死去

He was the old manager of the sidewalk café 他是街边的咖啡馆的老经理

That place was a second home to me, it’s where I learned to play 那个地方是第二个家对我来说，这就是我学会了打

And his personality really helped create a space 而他的个性确实帮助创造一个空间

Where a bunch of honest misfits could all gather and feel safe 凡一群诚实格格不入的都可以收集和感到安全

He was a cynic, a supporter, he was crazy, he was queer 他是一个愤世嫉俗的人，一名支持者，他疯了，他是同性恋

He’d either yell out, “Cut the bullshit” or he’d say, “I’m glad you’re here.” 他希望无论是喊了出来，“切胡说八道”，或他会说， “我很高兴你在这里。 ”

And it was always such an honour to have Ammi on my side 它总是这样的荣誉让安米在我身边

That’s why it hit me like a Mack truck when I found out that he died 这就是为什么打我像麦克卡车时，我发现他死了

Yeah, it hit me like a Mack trucks when I found that he died 是啊，打我像麦克卡车时，我发现他死了

Then enter Alex, 33 years old and so sick with the cancer 然后进入亚历克斯， 33岁等病与癌症

And trapped inside a body that betrayed his real gender 而被困的身体背叛了他的真实性别内

We all hoped and prayed that he would go into remission 我们都希望并祈祷他会进入缓解

At least long enough, just long enough to comeplete his transition 至少足够长，足够长的时间来comeplete他的过渡

He said, “Kimya, did you know Eleventeen’s my favourite song?” 他说， “ KIMYA ，你知道Eleventeen是我最喜欢的歌曲？ ”

I said, “Then get your ass on stage right now and you can sing along.” 我说， “然后让你的屁股在舞台上，现在，你可以一起唱。 ”

That’s the very first song I ever wrote all by myself 那是非常的第一首歌我曾经写过全部由我自己

It’s about angels and recovery and friends and hope and health 这是关于天使和恢复，朋友，希望，健康

By the time we finished singing he was pissed off, he was scared 当我们唱完的时候，他生气了，他很害怕

He said, “I lost my home, my lover, my insurance, and my hair. 他说， “我失去了我的家，我的爱人，我的保险，我的头发。

And now I’m about to lose you too, my new friend.” 现在我即将失去你，我的新朋友。 “

I looked into those big blue eyes and said we’ll meet again 我看着那些蓝色的大眼睛，说，我们会再见面

Yeah I looked into his sad blue eyes and said we’ll meet again 是的，我看着他悲伤的蓝眼睛，说，我们会再见面

Then I got the phone call from Alyssa and she told me he was dying 然后我得到了电话，贾静雯，她告诉我，他快死了

By the time I got to his bedside we were both already flying 当我得到了他的床边的时候，我们都是已经飞

We held hands and we sang songs, tried to be strong floated around 我们手牵着手，我们唱着歌，试图强浮在水面上

While I cursed the skin that he was in for all the ways it had let him down 虽然我大骂皮肤，他在所有的方面，它不得不让他失望

Yeah I cursed the skin that he was in for all the ways it had let him down 是的，我大骂他是在为所有的方面，它已经让他失望的皮肤

But at the same time I was taking my own body for granted 但在同一时间，我正在采取我自己的身体是理所当然的

First I lost sight of my feet then they became unplanted 首先，我失去了我的脚，然后视线，他们成了无植物

And I never felt so stupid or so selfish or so sad yeah 我从未感到如此的愚蠢，或自私，或太难过呀

I body had been good to me and I treated it so bad yeah í身体一直对我很好，我把它这么差呀

My body had been good to me and I treated it so bad 我的身体一直对我很好，我把它如此糟糕

Then he said, “Mama, I don’t want my friends to watch me die.” 然后他说， “妈妈，我不希望我的朋友们看着我死去。 ”

So I kissed his cheek, made him a shirt, and then I said goodbye 所以我吻了他的脸颊，让他的衬衫，然后我说再见

And they cremated him in the shirt that I drew 他们火化了他，我提请恤

Of the two of us that said they’re flying over you too 我们两个人那说，他们正在飞过你太

Now the silver pink ponies have my homie in their crew 现在，银粉红小马有我的亲密的船员

So I tightened up my laces and knew what I had to do 所以我收紧了我的鞋带，知道我不得不这样做

   

I started walking again, I started walking again 我开始走一遍，我开始再次走

I miss my friends 我想念我的朋友们

I started walking again, I started walking again 我开始走一遍，我开始再次走

I miss my friends 我想念我的朋友们

   

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

   

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

   

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷

   

[?] creeps as a habit predisposed [？]悄悄的习惯倾向

To systematically clinging together in the cold 为了系统地抱住一起在寒风中

Know the measure of a pack, it’s not a question of the whole 知道一包的措施，它不是一个整体的问题

The individuals that bottleneck into the fold 这个瓶颈杀进个人

On a March blank Sabbath, news from the ministry of make-believe that reach a tarmac in Minneapolis 在三月空白安息日，从部新闻虚构在明尼阿波利斯的达成停机坪

Middle see, yesterday the cells inside his chest were growing baby teeth 中间看到，昨天他的胸口内的细胞成长的宝宝的牙齿

Today a raven radiated vacancy 今天，一只乌鸦辐射空缺

Wait, two years ago a friend of mine called me to redefine all enemy-kind 等待，两年前我的一个朋友叫我去重新定义所有的敌人实物

I’m at the hospital at twenty-four and no one knew the future 我在医院的24 ，没有人知道未来

I’ll take it everybody knows the future 我买了大家都知道的未来

Antibodies hatching in a helaback with no room to maneuver 抗体孵化的helaback没有回旋的余地

Like disappearing pills into the masticated fuchsia 像消失药丸放入咀嚼紫红色

I asked you how you feeling, you told me like a robot 我问你，你怎么感觉，你告诉我，像机器人

I gave you a Nintendo, you gave yourself a mohawk 我给你一个任天堂，你给自己一个莫霍克

You let us will you down beneath the leaning tower of flow charts 你让我们将你失望流程图的斜塔下方

To be around your beats without a beeping sound of Bogart 为了围绕你拍不鲍嘉的嘟嘟声

And speak about whatever people speak about 和谈论任何人谈论

When nobody’s acknowledging the obvious disease about the crowbar 当没有人承认有关撬棍明显的疾病

In deep plane slope, comatose of baggage 在深面坡，昏迷行李

From King of Hearts to carrying for jackals 从红心国王携带的豺

And never got to sing us all his own swan song right 而从来没有唱我们都是他自己的绝唱权

Coincidentally the rebel in me warped like thunder 巧合的是在我的反叛扭曲如雷

   

Walk like thunder 走路像打雷