Thinking suicide 想着自杀

Thinking suicide 想着自杀

Thinking suicide 想着自杀

Thinking suicide 想着自杀

Thinking suicide 想着自杀

Look at my eyes (Suicide) 看我的眼神（自杀）

I need a disguise 我需要一个伪装

To hide my lies 为了掩饰自己的谎言

Oh god 哦，上帝

What have I done 我做了什么

To myself 我自己

To her 给她

Before your eyes 在你眼前

What could drive me so mad 有什么能推动我很生气

To lose what we had 失去我们所拥有的

The mystery remains inside 谜团依然内部

Want to make it real 要使它成为现实

Like it was before 就像是前

And I lost the bond 我失去了债券

Cause I shut the door 因为我关上了门

In search of ways to be myself 在搜索方式是自己

But ended up like somebody else 但最终像别人

Trusted me 信任我

Honored me 我荣幸

Fought for me 打了我

Cried for me 哭了我

Lived for me 生活对我来说

Died for me 为我而死

Open my eyes I see the walls 打开我的眼睛，我看到了墙上

White as snow 白如雪

They don't seem strong 他们似乎不强

Betrayed myself 出卖自己

Opened my eyes 睁开眼睛

Can't see those walls I feel so dumb 看不到那些墙我觉得很愚蠢

Like a fuckin' bum 像他妈的屁股

Preferred to run 宁愿跑

Then face the fact I stabbed your back 然后脸上，我捅你回来的事实

I understand that 据我所知，

Did not deserve that 不值得了

You can't go back 你不能回去

Do you see it? 你看到了吗？

Oh my god What have I done? 哦，我的上帝，我做了什么？

Please forgive me FUCK THAT! I feel 请原谅我他妈的！我觉得

So hated 如此痛恨

So aggravated 因此加剧

So frustrated I can't explain it 所以失意的我无法解释它

The way that I feel I feel so dumb 我觉得这样我觉得很愚蠢

Like a fuckin' bum 像他妈的屁股

Preferred to run 宁愿跑

Then face the fact I stabbed your back I'm a victim 然后脸上，我捅你的背部其实我是一个受害者

Slippin through the system 通过系统跌到

Victim 受害者

Slippin through the system 通过系统跌到

Open my eyes 打开我的眼睛

Can't see those walls I feel so dumb 看不到那些墙我觉得很愚蠢

Like a fuckin' bum 像他妈的屁股

Preferred to run 宁愿跑

Then face the fact I stabbed your back 然后脸上，我捅你回来的事实

I understand that 据我所知，

Did not deserve that You can't go back 不值得，你不能回去

Do you see it? 你看到了吗？

Oh my god What have I done 哦，我的上帝，我做了什么

Please forgive me FUCK THAT I feel 请原谅我他妈的，我觉得

So hated 如此痛恨

So aggravated 因此加剧

So frustrated I can't explain it 所以失意的我无法解释它

The way that I feel I feel so dumb 我觉得这样我觉得很愚蠢

Like a fuckin' bum 像他妈的屁股

Preferred to run 宁愿跑

Then face the fact I stabbed your back I'm a victim 然后脸上，我捅你的背部其实我是一个受害者

Slippin through the system 通过系统跌到

Victim Slippin through the system 通过系统受害者跌到

Victim Slippin through the system 通过系统受害者跌到

Victim Slippin through the system 通过系统受害者跌到

Victim Slippin through the system 通过系统受害者跌到

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