Drowning myself every night 每天晚上自己溺水

Me versus me has always been my biggest fight 我对我一直是我最大的打击

I've been so confused for so long 我一直很困惑这么久

And the answers always seem so far out of sight 而答案似乎总是那么远的视线

So I fill it up, fill it up one more time 所以我把它加满，填满它一次

So when everything is wrong at least I still feel right 所以，当一切都错了，至少我还是觉得不对劲

I'm in the tunnel but I can't see the light 我是在隧道，但我不能见光

   

I just want to feel whole again 我只是想再次感受全

So I can let you in 因此，我可以让你在

I just want to feel whole again 我只是想再次感受全

I just want to feel whole 我只是想感受全

Oh where is my self control? 哦，这里是我的自我控制？

Where is my self control? 哪里是我的自我控制？

   

I've been thinking this could be the end of me 我一直在想这可能是我的最后

Who is this person in the mirror I see? 这是谁的人在照镜子喔？

I have come so far, thought I was so strong 我已经走了这么远，以为我是如此强烈

The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long 事实是，我刚刚喂自己的谎言太久

I never thought this would be me 我从来没有想过这会是我

   

But now I'm on the verge of self destruction 但现在我在自我毁灭的边缘

How could this happen to me? 这怎么可能发生在我身上？

I've never been the type to run from anything, run from anything 我从来没有从任何运行的类型，从任何运行

So sick and tired of wondering where my morals have gone 所以，厌烦想知道我的道德都不见了

My father didn't raise me to become this 我的父亲没有使我成为这个

Where did I go wrong? 我上哪儿去了？

   

There is not much left of me 没有太多留给我的

I can't feel the ground beneath my feet 我感觉不到我脚下的地面

There is not much left of me 没有太多留给我的

I let everyone around me down 我让每个人都在我身边倒

And now I'm headed to the bottom of the bottle 现在我要去瓶子的底部

Just to block out the sound 刚刚来阻挡声音

God I need you now! 上帝，我需要你！

   

I've been thinking this could be the end of me 我一直在想这可能是我的最后

Who is this person in the mirror I see? 这是谁的人在照镜子喔？

I have come so far, thought I was so strong 我已经走了这么远，以为我是如此强烈

The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long 事实是，我刚刚喂自己的谎言太久

This is my vice, this is me weak 这是我的罪恶，这是我软弱

   

I need your love to erase this doubt 我需要你的爱，以消除这种疑问

I need your hand to pull me out 我需要你的手来拉我出去

Sometimes I feel like I will never learn 有时候，我觉得我永远也学不会

Because the bottle's always there when I have nowhere else to turn 因为瓶子是永远存在的，当我无处可转

Will I ever learn? Will I ever learn? 我学到了？我学到了？

   

I take another sip 我把另一个SIP

The dark room that I'm in becomes dimly lit 黑暗的房间，我在变得昏暗

This can't be all there is 这不可能是所有有

   

I've been thinking this could be the end of me 我一直在想这可能是我的最后

Who is this person in the mirror I see? 这是谁的人在照镜子喔？

I have come so far, thought I was so strong 我已经走了这么远，以为我是如此强烈

The truth is I've just fed myself a lie for too long 事实是，我刚刚喂自己的谎言太久

And the only one to blame is me 也是唯一一个怪就是我

   

Who have I become? 谁已成为我？

This is my desperate shout 这是我的绝望呐喊

Pull me out! 拉我出来！

Pull me out! 拉我出来！

God I need you now! 上帝，我需要你！