I only went and fucking did it 我只去了，他妈的做到了

Used to be a dream but now I fucking live it 曾经是一个梦想，但现在我他妈的活

Weren't even writing raps I was down and out about to fucking quit it 甚至没有书面斥责我是穷困潦倒即将他妈的戒烟吧

Lucky for me that I fucking didn't 幸运的是我，我他妈的没

See lily came along when I was at my lowest 见百合走过来的时候我在我的最低

Selling wraps of coke not the raps I flow with 销售焦炭包裹不是我流的斥责

I made it and I owe to a chat I had with her, 我做到了，我欠一个聊天我跟她，

Who knows where I'd be if that chat hadn't occurred 谁知道我会，如果没有发生那聊天

Back with the bag, with the bag full of herbs init 回来的袋子，用一大袋草药初始化

Instead I got her on a track and I murdered it 相反，我得到了她的轨道上，我是被谋杀的

My name started causing murmurs in the industry 我的名字开始引起杂音的行业

But none of these labels would work with it until virgin did 但是这些标签会使用它，直到处女做

Put my first single out and we earned a hit 把我的第一单了，我们赚一击

That's why we never [?] 这就是为什么我们从来没有[？]

I know it must burn a bit 我知道你肯定烧了一下

Just did a show and everybody knew the words to it 只是做了一个节目，每个人都知道的话就

The day I risked everything for I couldn't have given anything more all these years away everything 那天我不顾一切，因为我不能给任何东西，这些年了一切

But this is something that nothing could have readied me for 不过，这是后话，没有什么可以准备好我

What you think all my problems are remedied cos' I get an applause, there not 你觉得什么我所有的问题都纠正​​COS “我得到一个掌声，有没有

   

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Today I cried 今天我哭了

And I don't know why 而且我不知道为什么

But today I cried 但今天我哭了

And I don't know why 而且我不知道为什么

   

My single went in at 3 我单就在3

My album went in at 2 我的专辑就在2

For a debut not to shabby if I have to I make do 对于一个出道不寒碜，如果我要我让做

Finally some form of reward for the things I came through 最后，某种形式的报酬的事情我来过

But it's different to the perfect picture people paint you 但它不同于完美的画面的人，你画

On the way up you might be a person people take to 在路上了，你可能是一个人的人采取

Then you break through and the same people who rated you hate too 然后你突破，谁额定同样的人，你的仇恨也

All of a sudden anything you may do may make news 突然任何你可以这样做可能会使新闻

And I'm sick to death of explaining what is ain't true 而且我生病解释什么是死亡是不正确的

Spend a day in my shoes and maybe you would feel the same too 花一天时间在我的鞋，也许你会觉得也一样

Though I know I've got to make the most of it there will be no take 2 虽然我知道我必须做最大的发挥就没有取2

And I'm grateful I would hate to see 'em cos' I'm leaving my dream now 我很感激我不想看见他们产地来源证我要离开我现在的梦想

But I don't sleep now 但我现在不睡觉

And all these hours awake are making me senile 而所有这些时间都醒着让我衰老

Snap [?] to my final 捕捉[？]我最后的

Even people I've been round my whole life are looking at me like I'm a new me now 即使是人，我已经圆了我的整个人生都在看我，好像我是一个新的我，现在

They say I've changed but I just don't see how 他们说我变了，但我只是不明白

I've always lived my life taking corners that I can't see round 我一直住在我的生命正在角落，我看不到圆

Never knowing what it is I'm trying to seek out 永远不知道它是什么，我试图寻找

But I'm even beginning to question me now 但我即使现在开始怀疑我

   

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Today I cried 今天我哭了

And I don't know why 而且我不知道为什么

But today I cried 但今天我哭了

And I don't know why 而且我不知道为什么

   

(Don't know why I cried) （不知道为什么我哭了）

   

I know it must seem mad to you 我知道你肯定似乎疯了你

It's mad to me 这是疯狂的我

All I've done is what I've had to do 所有我所做的是我不得不做的

Been who I've had to be 谁得到我都必须

But the path I've walked has been so gravely 但我已经走过的路径已如此严重

It's been a strain to remain human amongst all this inhumanity 这是一个压力，以保持人类在所有这种不人道

Thankfully I had nan who was a mum and a dad to me 值得庆幸的是我有男谁是妈妈和爸爸给我

You can choose your friends but you can't choose your family 你可以选择你的朋友，但你不能选择你的家人

Temporary happiness for me has been a fallacy 短暂的快乐对我来说一直是一个谬论

[?] [？]

Sick of hearing how happy I should be 生病听到我多么幸福的

I just don't know how to be 我只是不知道如何做

I can no longer pretend 我再也不能假装

No more making out to be 没有更多的开出是

Maybe all I needs a slap, 也许我只需要一巴掌，

Someone to shake it out of me 有人摇我了

Help me to spell my irrational thoughts think more rationally 帮我拼我的妄念认为更合理

Sick of being in the state of vanity 病态的虚荣的状态是

It's agony 这是痛苦

Am I torn or is it all some twisted form of vanity 我在撕裂还是虚荣都有些扭曲形式

Can it be I'm really just obsessed with myself, obsessive compulsive depressed, my pressures reflecting my health 它可以是我真的只是迷恋自己，强迫郁闷，我的压力反映了我的健康

Taking care of my career but I'm neglecting myself 以我的职业生涯的照顾，但我忽略了我自己

Rejected therapy no I just won't except any help 拒绝治疗不，我只是将不除任何帮助

I pride myself on my honestly but in all honestly today I lied 我一贯对自己对我的诚实，但在所有诚实今天我说谎

I was asked how I was and I said I was fine, I'm not 有人问我怎么样了，我说我没事，我不

   

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Today I cried 今天我哭了

And I don't know why 而且我不知道为什么

But today I cried 但今天我哭了

And I don't know why 而且我不知道为什么