this is to the woman who I loved but lost. 这是谁，我爱过，但失去了女人。

intertwined souls of the universe got divorced. 宇宙的灵魂交织在一起离婚。

but it wasn't forced. got single thoughts of being double crossed, 但它不是强制。有一个想法被双划线，

still there's no love lost. 还没有爱的丢失。

   

now i can't even start this. i see no light inside the darkness. 现在，我什至不能启动了。我看到黑暗里面没有灯光。

so whatcha want, miss? don't check my pulse because i'm heartless. 所以你会怎样想，小姐？不检查我的脉搏，因为我没心没肺。

you were my life support. and in a sense my defense fights the thought. 你是我的生命支持。在某种意义上我的防御战的思想。

i'll try to keep this one nice and short. 我会尽量保持这一个漂亮的短。

our four chambers beat in unison. 我们的四个腔室齐声击败。

I'm wanting you to listen to the dead silence in my defiance. 我想你听死一般的寂静，我蔑视。

i used to sin and be intrigued by violence, 我曾经犯罪，暴力产生兴趣，

now as i glimpse into the past i thank God for your guidance. 现在我一窥过去，我感谢上帝给你的指导。

alas, i give my eyes a rinse. 唉，我给我的眼睛冲洗。

blink and think in retrospect...realize you need to get your respect. 眨眼，想回头......意识到你需要得到你的尊重。

i apologize as i holler cries 我很抱歉，因为我发牢骚的哭声

'cause it's you and not these college guys that keeps my knowledge wise. 因为那是你，而不是这些大学球员，保持我的知识智慧。

you're my crutch. but now i fall cause you're someone i can't touch. 你是我的拐杖。但现在我跌倒，因为你是人，我不能碰。

now no one wants to help me up and that's too much. 现在没有人愿意帮助我，这太过分了。

even my wisdom fell. i'm in a living hell. 即使我的智慧下跌。我在一个人间地狱。

throw my inner child back in the prison cell. 把我内心的孩子回到了牢房。

incarcerated hatred is causing conflict 嵌顿仇恨导致冲突

with the free love sentencing death to the convict. 与自由恋爱量刑死亡的囚犯。

my soul is on skid row, where can this kid go? 我的灵魂是在贫民区，在那里可以这小子去了？

i'm homeless, how could you notice when this whole world didn't know? 我是无家可归的，你怎么可以注意到，当这个世界不知道？

it's time i make public just how personal we got in private moments, 这时候我公开我们的私人的时刻是多么的个人得了，

because lies are our opponents. 因为谎言是我们的对手。

forget material or superficial stuff. 忘记材料或表面的东西。

i either let you know too much or not enough. 我不是让你知道的太多了还是远远不够的。

   

this is to the woman who i loved but lost. 这是谁我爱却失去了女人。

intertwined souls of the universe got divorced. 宇宙的灵魂交织在一起离婚。

but it wasn't forced. got single thoughts 但它不是强制。有一个想法

of being double crossed, still there's no love lost. There's no love lost. 被双划线，仍然没有失去爱。有没有爱的丢失。

   

I can't pretend this. The impact on my life has been tremendous. 我不能假装这一点。对我的生活产生的影响是巨大的。

It can't be fixed with a friendly kiss 它不能固定一个友好的亲吻

What's endless? 什么是无穷的？

Questions, pain, grief and misbelief? 的问题，痛苦，悲伤和misbelief ？

I'm so faithful all I grind is my teeth. 我很忠实的所有I磨是我的牙齿。

But what I find beneath the surface has changed from priceless to worthless. 但我发现在表面之下已经从无价到一钱不值改变。

This three ring circus of clowning around is what hurts us. 胡闹的这三环马戏团是什么伤害了我们。

My brain short circuits as my mind starts to wander 我的大脑短路，因为我的头脑开始漫步

to discover another lover. I'm isolated, living somber. 发现另一个情人。我是孤立的，忧郁的生活。

She's whispering "come hither from there yonder." 她低声的说“到这里来从那里那边。 ”

I don't think i wanna. The pressure ain't gettin' lesser. 我不认为我想。压力是不是刚开了较小。

Open my dresser...it overflows with memorabilia. 打开我的梳妆台......它溢出了纪念品。

Momentos of our success now symbolize my failure. 我们成功的Momentos现在象征着我的失败。

I took time to write you diaries when we couldn't speak much. 我花时间给你写日记的时候，我们不能说太多。

According to you that was a weak touch. 根据你是一个软弱的触感。

Cause "actions speak louder than words." Turn up your hearing aid. 原因“ ，行动比言语更响亮。 ”打开你的助听器。

You made this man afraid. Put the pin back in the hand grenade. 你让这个男人害怕。将脚放回手榴弹。

There's not much time left til I'm left with nothing but a broken promise. 有没有离开直到我一无所有，但破碎的承诺太多时间。

While every syllable I said was spoken honest. 虽然每一个音节，我说是讲诚实的。

We expected each other to be a physic mind reader. 我们希望对方是个物理读心术。

Don't tell me "life goes on." I need her... 不要告诉我“生活还要继续。 ”我需要她......

Next to me... 我旁边...

So once again I can feel the high of ecstasy... 所以，再一次，我能感觉到狂喜的高...

We tripped...walking down the aisle of destiny. 我们绊倒......走的命运的通道。

Respectful sexually, because see...I understood. 尊敬的性行为，是因为看到......我明白了。

And I don't know too many people who would 我不知道太多的人谁也

have done anything to get a laugh from their better half. 必须做一些事情来得到他们的另一半笑。

I should have sensed it sooner...when you lost your sense of humor. 我应该越早感觉到它......当你失去你的幽默感。

Now let my soul speak, I couldn't eat for a whole week. 现在，让我的灵魂说话，我不能吃了整整一个星期。

With no sleep. The price I pay for being a control freak. 由于没有睡觉。我付的是一个控制狂的价格。

Now I'm screaming inside my pillow instead of dreaming. 现在我尖叫我的枕头里面，而不是在做梦。

I must have said "I love you" so much that it lost it's meaning. 我必须说：“我爱你” ，以至于它失去了它的意义。

But no one's perfect, so where's my chance to make adjustments? 但是，没有人是完美的，所以这里是我的机会来进行调整？

It's worth it...if our romance had substance. 这是值得的......如果我们的恋情有实质内容。

Because with purity we conceived marriage. 由于纯度我们设想的婚姻。

Til insecurity caused a miscarriage 直到造成不安全流产

   

this is to the woman who i loved but lost. 这是谁我爱却失去了女人。

intertwined souls of the universe got divorced. 宇宙的灵魂交织在一起离婚。

but it wasn't forced. got single thoughts of being double crossed... 但它不是强制。有一个想法被双交叉...

   

I was in it for the long run 我是在它的长远

Now who's the weak and the strong one? 现在，谁是弱者与强者吗？

I tried to be Mr. Right, though things were wrongly done. 我想是对的先生，虽然事情做了错误。

but ummmm...When it was time for sacrifice 但ummmm ......当它是为祭祀时间

Straight up, you didn't have to ask me twice. 直线上升，你没有问我两次。

I put off this rap device. 我放了这首rap设备。

I wasn't ACTING nice, all my feelings they were genuine. 我不演戏很好，我所有的感情，他们是真正的。

You got me open and I let you in. 你让我开，我让你进来。

But now you're screaming bloody murder. Used the entrance as the exit. 但现在你尖叫的血腥谋杀。使用的入口作为出口。

Now you're absent like my mind, i'm on a head trip. 现在你不在喜欢我的脑海，我在一个头行程。

You never said shit. Used then misused the entrance 你从来没有说过狗屎。然后用滥用入口

And never let me get in one sentence. 永远不要让我用一句话搞定。

Forget friends...you were my best one 算了啦...你是我最好的一个

Now I'm depressed, son. It didn't take long for the stress to come. 现在，我郁闷了，儿子。它没有多久，压力的到来。

Memories be my arch nemesis 回忆是我的拱克星

As i sit and reminisce, wondering if you remember this: 当我坐下来回忆，想知道你是否还记得这一点：

Our genesis. First experiences on old dates. 我们的起源。第一个经验上的老日期。

Got cold shakes and tingles, never single, we were soulmates. 临阵奶昔和廷格尔斯，从来没有单一的，我们是知音。

That term used to hold weight but now it's temporary 这个词用来装重量，但现在它是暂时的

And lately I've been making trips to the cemetery. 而且最近我一直在做前往墓地。

Ain't nothing evil in death, but this feels devilish. 是不是什么邪恶的死亡，但这种感觉恶魔。

I'd never wish this on my worst enemy. 我从来没有想这对我的最大的敌人。

Remember me. 记得我。