I never thought the day would come when I 我从来没有想过这一天会来，当我

Would be the poison in the pen I use to write 会是毒药笔我用写

You said you were alone in somewhat of a nervous tone 你说你一个人在一个有点神经质的语气

I guess it was the blank look on your face that was easy to replace 我想这是你脸上的茫然的眼神是很容易更换

   

So then I went and drank myself into an idiot all through the night 于是我去了，喝自己变成一个白痴通宵达旦

Recounting all my paranoid and selfish thoughts but I was right 在谈及我的所有偏执和自私的想法，但我是正确的

   

I made a space for you inside my soul 我做了一个空间，你在我的灵魂

And let my feelings kill the part that I control 让我的心情杀了我的控制部分

So part of you was me, neglectful maybe cold it seemed 所以，你的一部分是我，也许疏忽冷，似乎

Despite having the wounds we both imbibe, the scars are 尽管有我们俩喝酒的伤口，疤痕是

Somewhere we can't hide 的地方，我们不能隐藏

   

I then stayed up for two more years just thinking of the sacrifice you made 然后，我熬了两年多时间就在想，你所做的牺牲

Indifferent to the reason so apparent in the pain 淡泊的痛苦如此明显的原因

I polished off another drink and taught myself to numb and drift away í打磨掉再喝一杯，并自学麻木，渐行渐远

For one more night so I could justify the day 对于一个晚上，所以我可以证明这一天

   

So now I entertain the thought of going on all alone 所以，现在我招待所有单干的想法

But you are all the life I've ever known 但是，你都是我所知道的生活

   

I swear one day I'll get it back something that is already dead and gone 我发誓，有一天我会拿回来的东西是已经死了

Again i see the trumpet player looking for his song 我又看到了小号手寻找他的歌

Don't worry I won't follow you, that part of me is learning to let got 别担心，我不会跟着你，我的那部分是学习，让GOT

What was a space is like a cancer in my soul 什么是空间，就像我的灵魂癌症