Today my past 今天，我的过去

Has come alive to eat 已经活了过来吃

All of the guts that I use to just keep my feet 所有的胆量，我使用的只是保持我的脚

Moving left and right 左右移动

As my legs shake like trees 由于我的腿抖如树

Oh how I curse the heavens for not taken me 哦，我怎么骂天不带我

   

GOD DAMN 该死

This whole mess that's me 这整个混乱就是我

I DON'T TRUST MYSELF 我不相信我自己

I'm in way too deep 我在这样太深

And every night I erase the day 而且每天晚上我抹去一天

With the strongest drinks they'll give to me 最强的饮料，他们就会给我

   

And I awake 我醒了

Much to my dismay 令我沮丧

To find that I'm still staring at the same ceiling 要找到我仍然盯着天花板一样

I just wish once 我只是希望一次

that I could get this right 我能得到这个权利

And have the angels from the south take me at night 并有来自南方的天使带我晚上

   

GOD DAMN 该死

This whole mess that's me 这整个混乱就是我

I DON'T TRUST MYSELF 我不相信我自己

I'm in way too deep 我在这样太深

And every night I erase the day 而且每天晚上我抹去一天

With the strongest drinks they'll give to me 最强的饮料，他们就会给我

   

And all I have is meaningless 而且我已经是毫无意义的

And all I found is nothingness 而我发现的是虚无

In this self loathing sickness 在这种自我厌恶症

And all I have is meaningless 而且我已经是毫无意义的

And all I found is nothingness 而我发现的是虚无

In this self loathing sickness 在这种自我厌恶症

   

GOD DAMN 该死

This whole mess that's me 这整个混乱就是我

I DON'T TRUST MYSELF 我不相信我自己

I'm in way too deep 我在这样太深

And every night I erase the day 而且每天晚上我抹去一天

With the strongest drinks they'll give to me 最强的饮料，他们就会给我

   

And all I have is meaningless 而且我已经是毫无意义的

And all I found is nothingness 而我发现的是虚无