Yeah, look 是啊，看

Let me tell you about a kid named Steven 让我告诉你一个名叫史蒂芬的孩子

He's slowly running out of things to believe in 他慢慢跑出来的东西要相信

Every couple of months his mom leaves him, 每隔几个月，他的妈妈离开了他，

for no good reason his step-dad beats him 在没有更好的理由是他继父击败他

Not too many friends, only ever had a few of them, 没有太多的朋友，只有永远就那么几个人，

but recently they don't want anything to do with him 但最近他们不希望任何与他

Always eating lunch in the bathroom stall, 总是吃午饭在浴室摊位，

he just wants to feel normal and be cool again, yeah 他只是想感觉正常，再冷却，耶

Always feeling like the outcast, he's been going crazy ever since his dad passed 像弃儿总是感觉，他已经快疯了，自从他的父亲去世

He needs guidance and advice but instead 他需要指导和建议，而是

he only has breakdowns and flashbacks of the car crash uh 他只有故障和车祸的倒叙恩

It's been getting harder everyday, if he was still around everything would be OK 它已经一天比一天更难，如果他还在周围的一切都将是美好

'Cause his dad was always the light at the end of the tunnel, “因为他的父亲是永远的光在隧道的尽头，

but now that same damn tunnel is looking dark and grey 但现在，同样的该死的隧道正在灰暗

He keeps quiet in the back of the class 他在教室后面保持安静

and when the bell rings Steven hurries home fast 当钟声响起史蒂芬赶紧回家快

scared to death the other kids will kick his ass on the long walk home 吓死了其他孩子会踢他的屁股上长走回家

'Cause its happened in the past so “造成其发生的事情过去那么

He's getting used to the black eyes and fat lips 他已经习惯了黑色的眼睛和嘴唇发

but all he's got is a fake smile and cut wrists 但所有他有一个假笑，切手腕

Wishin' he could walk right up to them and show them the scars 许愿“他直直的走向他们，并表明他们的伤疤

and say look you're the reason that I've done this 说一下你，我已经做到了这一点的原因

Maybe they would finally understand and go back to how it was before it all began 也许他们最终会明白，回到以前的样子这一切开始

But he's just a little different so they taunt him and they beat him 但他只是有一点不同，使他们嘲讽他​​，他们打他

Yeah it's all just fun and games, they don't give a damn, yeah 是的这一切都只是娱乐和游戏，他们不给一个该死的，是

His older brother ain't around, in and out of jail, hanging with the wrong crowd 他的哥哥不在身边，进出监狱，挂在错误的人群

He's been doing coke, smoking weed, getting drunk all his life he's a shame 他一直在做焦炭，吸大麻，喝醉了一辈子，他是一个耻辱

no, he's not too proud 不，他不是太骄傲

Now his habits are rubbing off on his little bro yeah, but guess what? 现在，他的习惯是他的小兄弟搓掉没错，但你猜怎么着？

Little did he know that every time he did a line, 他不知道，每次他做了一条线，

every time he lit a joint, 每次他点燃一支联合，

every time he took a shot he would set the mode, 每次他把一个镜头，他会设定的模式，

So Steven's sitting in his room getting high now 所以，史蒂芬的坐在自己的房间越来越高，现在

Doors locked, music up, with his lights out 大门紧锁，乐了起来，他的熄灯

He just takes another toke til his room fills with smoke 他只是需要另一种土气直到他的房间里充满了烟

5-6-7 hours til he knocks out 5-6-7小时，直到他击倒

Now he started stealing pills from his mom 现在，他开始了他的妈妈偷药

8-9-10 at a time and now they're gone 8-9-10在同一时间，现在他们走了

and maybe for a moment all his problems seem to fade, 也许一会儿他所有的问题似乎褪色，

but the high fades too after not too long 但毕竟不是太长的高太衰

and that's when it really sinks in and that's when it hits him 那就是当它真的在下沉，而当它击中了他的

that these god damn drugs won't fix him 这些该死的药物不会收拾他

Curled up on the floor, can't take it anymore 蜷缩在地板上，无法再忍受了

Now he's talking to God 'cause he's the only one that gets him 现在，他和上帝交谈，因为他是唯一一个得到他

On his knees, looking up, can't stop crying 放在膝盖上，仰望，无法停止哭泣

"God I know we haven't talked in a long time “上帝，我知道我们已经在不长的时间谈

but this time I really need you. Please God help me, say something 但是这一次我真的需要你。请上帝帮助我，想说什么

just give me a sign, because now I'm falling apart and 只要给我一个手势，因为现在我已经崩溃和

I don't think that I can do it. Please God, give me the strength 我不认为我可以做到这一点。求上帝，给我力量

to pull through it. Tell me, Should I give up? I could end it all right now. 渡过难关的。告诉我，我应该放弃吗？现在好了，我可以结束它。

I just don't know if I'm brave enough to do it. 我只是不知道如果我勇敢地去做。

'Cause there's gotta be a better way than suicide. 因为有一定有比自杀更好的办法。

Try to wait it out, give it time, you'll be fine. 试着等待它，给它时间，你会没事的。

But it's been so long and I still haven't been able to get rid 但是，已经这么久，我仍然没有能够摆脱

of all the thoughts that I feel inside. So sick, so angry, so mad 所有，我觉得里面的想法。所以生病了，很生气，很生气

and to top it off no one even knows that" 而最糟糕的是竟然没人知道“

That's when he stood up, wiped his tears, walked over to his desk 这时候，他站了起来，擦了擦眼泪，走到他的办公桌

and got a pen and a notepad 找来笔和一个记事本

He just couldn't see it getting any better 他只是无法看到它变好

So on a cold dark night in December, Steven knew exactly what he had to do 因此，在一个寒冷的黑夜十二月，史蒂芬确切地知道他必须做

But first he sat down and wrote a couple letters 但首先，他坐下来，写了几个字母

One to his step-dad, one to his mother, 一到他的继父，一到他的母亲，

couple to the kids at school, one to his brother 夫妇为给弟弟的孩子在校一

Bringing them the pain that they once brought him 使他们，他们曾经给他带来的痛苦

tear drops on the paper one after another 泪滴在纸上此起彼伏

Yeah, I hope that you all feel guilty. 是的，我希望你们都感到内疚。

'Cause I'm broken now and you can't heal me “因为现在我正在打破，你不能医治我

And now you're all an accomplice in murder 现在，你在谋杀所有的帮凶

each and every one of you has chipped in to kill me 你们每个人也插话来杀我

So the reason that I'm writing you this evening, 让我写，你今天晚上的原因，

is to say goodbye and to tell you that I'm leaving 是说再见，告诉你，我要离开

But don't hold your breath 'cause I ain't never coming back 但是，不要屏住呼吸，因为我也不是没回来

Sincerely yours, Steven 此致，史蒂芬