When I was a boy there was some terrible shit that went down. 当我还是一个小男孩出现了一些可怕的狗屎去了。

But still I hung around, to see if it would get better. 但我仍然挂着，看它是否会变得更好。

And when I was a lad, well I was lonely and I was sad. 当我还是个孩子，还有我很孤独，我很伤心。

But still I hung around, to see if it would get better. 但我仍然挂着，看它是否会变得更好。

And when I was the boss, well there was so many things that I lost. 而当我的老板，以及有我失去了这么多的事情。

But still I hung around, to see if I could win. 但我仍然挂着，看看我是否能取得胜利。

But I’m getting so tired of this contest, who comes out on top man I couldn’t care less. 但我越来越累这次比赛，谁出来顶人，我一点也不在乎的。

This smile you see I can do coz I practiced and I ain’t ever gonna check this sadness. 这笑容，你看，我可以做的怎么把我练，我是不是永远会检查这个悲伤。

You trust truth bare witness. 你相信真理作见证。

This shit is old, my angers been in control since like forever, on my eleventh year. 这一切，是旧的，因为就像我永远昂热一直在控制，我的第十一个年头。

And what they stole, man I can never be whole not I ever, not even when I am no longer here. 和他们偷走了，人我永远不能全不我这辈子，即使是在我不再在这里。

So I built a wall, I built it sturdy and I built it tall. You cannot get around. 所以，我建一堵墙，我建立它坚固，我建立它高。你不能得到解决。

It’s covered all in big graffiti. 它涵盖了所有的大型涂鸦。

That nothing can erase. Coz it’s a permanent mark of disgrace that I will always feel whenever I look in a mirror. 没有什么能抹去。怎么把它的耻辱永久的印记，我总会觉得每当我照镜子。

You know I tried to hide, I tried to cover it all up inside. 你知道，我试图隐瞒，我试图掩盖里面这一切。

But it still it comes around. Still it comes around. 但它仍然是恶有恶报。但仍然是恶有恶报。

I can never be normal unless I fake it, you say that you can but I know you can’t take it. 除非我假的，你说你能，我可以永远是正常的，但我知道你可以不采取它。

This song might be long but on truth it’s a statement that I ain’t gonna ever shake the memory of that basement. Trust. 这首歌可能是长的，但是，事实是，我是不会动摇过的地下室的记忆声明。信托。

This shit is old, my angers been in control since like forever, on my eleventh year. 这一切，是旧的，因为就像我永远昂热一直在控制，我的第十一个年头。

And what they stole, man I can never be whole not I ever, not even when I am no longer here. 和他们偷走了，人我永远不能全不我这辈子，即使是在我不再在这里。

And in the night-time, imaginations breed deadly violence, inflicted my friends. 而在夜间，想象滋生致命的暴力事件，造成我的朋友。

Carry my brother, I think I’d rather, you had it better, write my own letter, found by my mother read it to no one in the end. 把我的哥哥，我想我宁愿，你必须变得更好，我自己写的一封信，发现妈妈读给任何人进行到底。

But when I dream I dream of paradise, one where I live somebody else’s life. 但是，当我的梦想我的梦想天堂，人们在那里我住别人的生活。

Why can’t I live somebody else’s life? 为什么我不能住别人的生活吗？

Before this fear was here I was alright. 在此之前担心的是在这里我是好的。

Before this fear was here I was alright. 在此之前担心的是在这里我是好的。

Before they led me down the stairs. 才导致我下楼梯。