One last vein to poke made it too dark to see this 最后一脉捅使它太黑了，看这个

Scenery slips then line up to go in the ground and leave us 风光单再排队走在地上，让我们

So repeat this till I'm sick and I won't feed this 如此重复这个直到我生病了，我会养活不了这个

To my little girl who kept me in this world to beat this 为了我的小女孩谁使我在这个世界上击败这个

As a little kid taught to follow Jesus 作为一个小孩子教导跟随耶稣

Get to the front of the line I'm bein' lead by elitists 获取到该行的前面，我拜因带头精英

So when I speak words that I don't mean 所以，当我说的话，我的意思不是

It's like I'm only in a cloud to wonder what serene is 这就像我只能是在云想知道宁静是什么

Unable to wake and delete the reasons 无法醒来，删除的理由

Or be the same bed I made up to sleep with demons 或者在同一张床上我做了睡觉的恶魔

Whether sick sane of a pattern repeated 无论是图案生病理智的重复

If I spit pain I knew how to relieve it 如果我吐的痛苦，我知道如何缓解它

If at sixteen I had started to treat it 如果在16我已经开始把它

Till my shit changed whether or not I would need it 直到我妈改变了我会不会需要它

To trace back to the face before the fetus 追溯到脸胎儿前

If the departure was wrong from the gate then she is 如果离开是错误的大门，那么她就是

   

Trigger finger itch 扳机指痒

The son of a snitch 打小报告的儿子

I'm the rat's favorite son 我是老鼠最喜欢的儿子

Last to pal and cut 最后，以PAL和切

Slit to bleed the rust 缝流血锈

By the last heart I've won 到了最后的心脏，我赢了

We roll under covers waiting 我们下套卷等

I've tied off a limb debating 我已经追平了肢体辩论

If all of the names forsaken 如果所有的名字离弃

Spell out what I'm takin' 拼出我要拿回

Watching the skin pop 看着皮肤流行

I would do anything to 我会做任何事情来

Tell you what I've been late to 告诉你，我已经晚了

Fix up my head and escape to 修复了我的头，逃到

Where I can rest my eyes 我在哪里可以休息我的眼睛

   

The sun says wake up with a beam in my eyes 太阳说，在我的眼前的梁醒

Clutchin' the bed like she's still by my side part of me died Clutchin “床像她仍然在我身边，我的一部分死亡

Even when I prescribed still just to be ostracized 甚至当我规定的还只是被放逐

'Cuz she don't really know if she wants to ride or drive “因为她真的不知道，如果她要骑车或驾车

While no nooses long enough to hang my excuses 虽然没有套索足够长的时间挂我的借口

Whether I'm dead, gun to my head, or reclusive 无论我死了，用枪指着我的头，深居简出

The end is close almost no need for money 到底是接近几乎不需要钱

Yet when I wished for death nobody took my life from me 然而，当我想死没人把我的命吧

If I cannot see what's right in front of me 如果我看不到有什么权利在我面前

And the lights on there still wouldn't be enough to leave 和在那里的光仍然是不够的离开

I fixed me when I broke the aggression 我固定我，当我打破了侵略

But I'm still attracted to my beautiful depression 但我仍然吸引了我美丽的抑郁症

If I felt emotions I learned to suppress 'em 如果我觉得感情，我学会了压抑时间

Till I'm ready to sleep I'll have found a place to rest then 直到我准备睡觉，我会找到休息的话的地方

No thanks to angst I learned my lesson 没有感谢的焦虑我吸取了教训

And can erase the face that can't answer the questions 并能清除面部不能回答的问题

   

Trigger finger itch the son of a snitch 扳机指痒打小报告的儿子

I'm the rat's favorite son 我是老鼠最喜欢的儿子

And by the time I'm back 而到了时候我回来了

That heart that beats so black 那心脏跳动的这么黑

Let it shine like his gun 让它闪耀像他的枪

We roll under covers waiting 我们下套卷等

I've tied off a limb debating 我已经追平了肢体辩论

If all of the names forsaken 如果所有的名字离弃

Spell out what I'm taking 拼出我带什么

Watching the skin pop 看着皮肤流行