Praying for myself 祈祷自己

These thoughts I try to hide 这些想法我尝试隐藏

I have faith in me and hope this will survive 我有信心，我希望这将生存

But it's tearing me apart 但它使我支离破碎

I can't hear the words by which I guide 我听不见的话由我指导

So I must ask again, who will carry me 所以，我必须再次问，谁陪我

   

I can not deny that nothing can defend 我不能否认，没有任何东西可以捍卫

From the helplesness that's cutting deep inside 从切割的内心深处的helplesness

And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real 我不能阻止想，没有什么是真实的

Seems I've waited years for this day to end 看来我已经等了十年的这一天结束

   

The strength I need to feel, the pride inside of me 我需要感觉的力量，我的内心的骄傲

Are not there behind the face staring back at me 是不是有脸回望着我身后

The anger and the pain of knowing where I am 愤怒，知道在哪里，我的痛苦

I have come so far and I cannot return 我已经走了这么远，我不能回

   

Nothing I can do that I have not done 我也没有办法，我没有做过

No words I can say. No truth left that I can see 没有的话，我可以说。没有真相，留下，我可以看到

So must I let this end, and everything falls apart 所以，我必须让这个结束了，一切都分崩离析

Before I live my life as I have always done 在我过我的生活，因为我一直做

   

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong 告诉我该怎么做，所以我做的没有错

Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see 什么事情我可以期待。真实的东西，我可以看到

So nothing falls apart. So this does not end 所以没什么分崩离析。因此，这并没有结束

I cannot return. I can't start again 我不能回来。我不能再启动

   

Nothing to deny, nothing to defend 没有否认，没有保卫

From the helplessness, it's cutting me so deep inside 从无奈，它切割了我这么内心深处

And I can't prevent the thought that's nothing's real 我不能阻止本以为没什么真实的

It seems I'm waiting years for this day to end 看来我等待多年的这一天结束

   

Praying for myself 祈祷自己

These thoughts I try to hide 这些想法我尝试隐藏

I have faith in me and hope this will survive 我有信心，我希望这将生存

But it's tearing me apart 但它使我支离破碎

I can't hear the words by which I guide 我听不见的话由我指导

So I must ask again, who will carry me 所以，我必须再次问，谁陪我

   

Nothing I can do that I have not done 我也没有办法，我没有做过

No words I can say. No truth left that I can see 没有的话，我可以说。没有真相，留下，我可以看到

So must I let this end, and everything falls apart 所以，我必须让这个结束了，一切都分崩离析

Before I live my life as I have always done 在我过我的生活，因为我一直做

   

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong 告诉我该怎么做，所以我做的没有错

Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see 什么事情我可以期待。真实的东西，我可以看到

So nothing falls apart. So this does not end 所以没什么分崩离析。因此，这并没有结束

I cannot return. I can't start again 我不能回来。我不能再启动

   

Nothing I can do that I have not done 我也没有办法，我没有做过

No words I can say. No truth left that I can see 没有的话，我可以说。没有真相，留下，我可以看到

So must I let this end, and everything falls apart 所以，我必须让这个结束了，一切都分崩离析

Before I live my life as I have always done 在我过我的生活，因为我一直做

   

Tell me what to do so I do nothing wrong 告诉我该怎么做，所以我做的没有错

Something I can hope for. Something real that I can see 什么事情我可以期待。真实的东西，我可以看到

So nothing falls apart. So this does not end 所以没什么分崩离析。因此，这并没有结束

I cannot return. I can't start again 我不能回来。我不能再启动