I was up and out my mothers house at 17 我和我的母亲的房子17

Been a grown ass married man ever since 已经长大的屁股已婚男人自从

Family reunions, I'm talked about but never seen 家庭聚会，我谈到了，但是从来没见过

Cause I learned that some of them can be your nemesis 因为我了解到，一些人可以是你的克星

Got a lot of scars on me, I'll now tell you the stories 有很多的疤痕在我身上，我现在要告诉你的故事

If, you promise not to take offense 如果，你答应不生气

Homie, sit back then, hand bring the beat in 哥们，坐下来后，用手把节拍

I'll try to find a place that starts to make sense now 我会尽力找到开始变得有意义，现在的地方

The first time I was pushed out blind 我第一次被推出了盲目

Cold and naked, spanked on the ass to breathe 寒赤裸，打屁股的屁股呼吸

An immigrant from heaven on earth with a word piece 从天上人间的移民用一句话片

I announce my self with gasps and screams 我宣布我自己有喘息和尖叫声

Before black and white supremacy, heighted my innocence 在黑白至上， heighted我的清白

I was living out life behind the picket fence 我活出生命的栅栏后面

Happy go lucky scared of no one 开心快活人害怕任何人

With the only exception, I'm allergic to the sun 唯一例外的，我过敏的太阳

Didn't know I had a image that a camera couldn't capture 不知道我做了一个形象，一个摄像头无法捕捉

100% on Mars manufacture 100 ％在火星上制造

But then came the laughter, and outside I'm battered 但随后而来的笑声，和外面我殴打

Picket fence shattered 栅栏破灭

I saw my self as bastard tagalong, harassed and spat upon 我看到了我自己的混蛋tagalong ，骚扰和吐口水

By the children of slave masters who passed it on 由奴隶主的孩子谁把它传给了

The saddest songs been sung at the hands of who I call the race from hell 在最悲伤的歌曲被传唱，在我称之为来自地狱的比赛谁的手中

Its a disgrace from hell 它来自地狱的耻辱

Fell face first in the self hate 在自恨先摔脸

Burst into tears when I hear my own hellish name cursed 泪流满面，当我听到我自己的地狱诅咒的名字

If I seem timid, its only because every mirror that I saw back then had the 如果我看起来胆小，它不仅是因为我看到当时每个镜面有

earths ugliest human being in it 地球最丑的是人

And with that said, they would kick me till they got tired or I act dead 有了这样说，他们会踢我，直到他们累了，或我的行为死

And I, have to tell ya'll that the obvious part 而我要告诉你们大家了明显的部分

That I always feel free when I'm talking to god 我总觉得我说话的时候，以神

Alone on the playground, Friday afternoon 独自在操场上，周五下午

And the, old sister who hums gospel toons 而且，老姐妹谁嗡嗡声福音卡通

I saw her notice getting closer 我看到了她的注意越来越近

She approached me and put a knowing hand on my shoulder 她走近我，放了会心的手搭在我的肩膀上

And booked my feelings 并预订我的感受

Cause she looked at me in a way that adults very seldom look at children 因为她的方式看着我，成年人很少看孩子

And with the wisdom only earned by years 并用智慧只有年赚

She read my thoughts and she welled up with tears and said 她读了我的想法，她涌出了泪水，说

   

"You look the way you do because you're special “你看看你的方式，因为你很特别

Not the short bus way, I mean that God's gonna test you 不是短期总线方式，我的意思是，上帝的会考考你

And all of this pain is training for the day when you 而这一切的痛苦是一天训练的时候，你

will have to lead with the gift God gave to you 将导致与神的礼物送给你

Grown folks don't see it but the babies do 长大人看不出来，但婴儿做

And there's a chance that you can save a few" 并有一个机会，你可以节省一些“

And time will prove that, she started my movement 时间会证明，她开始了我的运动

She didn't tell me to take it - she told me to use it 她没有告诉我要慢慢来 - 她告诉我用它

   

The second time poppa ripped the womb open early 第二次波帕撕裂子宫早日开放

And exposed me to the coldness life prematurely 而我接触到寒冷的生命过早地

Where mom's love used to live, now housed denial 凡妈妈的爱曾经生活过，现在被安置否认

And when that decayed, it made it bitter and spiteful 而当那腐朽，它使人们苦涩和恶意

But me and my runaway, we share something special 但我和我的失控，我们分享一些特别的东西

Rode into the sunset, can barely can tough the pedals 骑马到日落，只能勉强可以强硬踏板

No strings attached, screaming, "fuck Geppetto" 没有任何附加条件，尖叫， “他妈的杰佩托”

We may live in the gutter, but we cling to each other 我们生活在阴沟里，但我们相互依偎

   

A week before my son came, I caught a bad bounce 一个星期前，我的儿子来了，我重反弹

And had to step to mom with my hands out 只好一步的妈妈我的手了

And momma proved the two of us could not live in that house 和妈妈证明了我们两个人不能住在那所房子

She lied to the police so they would throw us in the streets 她骗警方让他们把我们在街头

And separating from you, is something that I feel I must do 从你分离，是我觉得我必须做点什么

Its not that I don't love you, its more that I don't trust you 它不是我不爱你，它更多的是我不信任你

Its been a year since I've seen a living relative 它已经过了一年，因为我已经看到了相关的生活

And it's just now that I'm starting to live 它只是现在我开始生活

But while I'm sitting here, choking on tears wishing that I didn't care 不过，虽然我坐在这里，哽咽希望，我也没在意流泪

Feeling all alone in this hemisphere, I swear upon everything I hold dear 感觉独自一人在这个半球，我发誓在一切我所珍视

And then my wife comes near, and I hear a voice whisper in my ear 然后我的妻子来到附近，我听到一个声音在我耳畔低语

   

"You're going through all of this because you're special “你经历了这一切，因为你很特别

Not no superstar shit, I mean that God had to test you 不是没有超级巨星，妈的，我的意思是，神不得不考考你

And all of this pain has been training for the day when you 而这一切的痛苦已经训练了一天，当你

would lead us with the gift God gave to you 会导致我们与神的礼物送给你

Your parents might not see it but your babies do 你的父母可能看不到，但你的宝宝做

And there's a chance that you can save a few" 并有一个机会，你可以节省一些“

And time will prove that, she started my movement 时间会证明，她开始了我的运动

She didn't tell me to take it, she told me to use it 她没有告诉我要慢慢来，她告诉我用它

   

So I use it 所以，我用它