i break the bones to pieces in my hands my clenching fingers, 我打破了骨头在我手中紧握我的手指部分，

were you the same all along? did i just get bored? 是你的话都一样相处吗？难道我只是觉得无聊？

why did i push you away? 难道我为什么把你推开？

i still sit plagues with questions, your actions, your intentions, 我依然坐在瘟疫与问题，你的行动，你的意图，

why couldn't you just talk to me? 为什么不能你刚才跟我说话？

was it that i just couldn't smile anymore? 是它，我只是无法微笑了吗？

tired of keeping it inside so i failed at you 累了保持它内部的，所以我没有在你的

and now i pass out every night i associate the worst things 现在我每天晚上都传递出í关联的最糟糕的事情

with your face and i know you're at a loss from what 用你的脸，我知道你是从不知所措

you threw away i just wish that you had left my innocence. 你扔掉了，我只是希望你已经离开了我的清白。

even now i still wonder how you are truly concerned 即使是现在，我仍然不知道如何真正关心

that you're well even though you put me through this 你是好，即使你把我通过这

because i see that it's better off this way 因为我看到它的更好这样

when i think that it is right and i know that i'm ok. 我认为这是正确的，我知道，我没事。