All the pain that haunts me still.  

And all the shame surrounding you, is now the past that I can't kill.  

Forever wrapped around me.  

And all the sadness was your life, are now the things that I can't hide. 所有这些困扰我仍然疼痛。

It's just a fear that's deep inside, from all the years of hiding. 和所有你周围的耻辱，现在是过去的，我可以不杀。

  永远缠我。

There's a ghost that's inside of my mind, and a pain is still haunting me. 和所有的悲伤为你的生活，现在我不能隐藏的东西。

So I can never go back and rewind. 这只是一种担心，即是在内心深处，从这些年来隐藏。

And I can never have peace or be still.  

  有一个鬼那是我心灵里，一阵剧痛依然纠缠着我。

Somebody take this away. 所以，我绝对不能回去和快退。

But I have lived for you, and every single little thing you do. 我也永远不会有和平还是要还。

But I have lived for you, and I won't kill myself for loving you.  

  有人借此离开。

They took you far away from me, so I could never find you. 不过，我住你，每颗小东西你怎么做。

They made me blind but I can see, the loaded gun behind you. 但我住了你，我不会杀自己爱上了你。

The end of all that this boy knew, inside of me was the inside of you.  

I miss the way we used to be, when I was what would bring you through. 他们把你离我很远，所以我无法找到你。

  他们让我盲目的，但我可以看到，你的背后有膛的枪。

Because I have lived for you, and every little thing you do. 这一切的男孩知道，我的内心说的到底是你在里面。

But I can't rise above your lies, that you have gladly made your life. 我很怀念我们曾经是，当我是什么让你通过的方式。

And I won't kill myself for loving you.