It was in the march of the winter I turned seventeen 那是在冬天，我转身17的进行曲

That I bought those pills 我买的那些药

I thought I would need 我想我会需要

And I wrote a letter to my family 我写了一封信给我的家人

Said it's not your fault 说这不是你的错

And you've been good to me 和你一直对我很好

Just lately I've been feeling 只是最近我一直感觉

Like I don't belong 就像我不属于

Like the ground's not mine to walk upon 如地面是不是我走路时

And I've heard that music 而且我听说音乐

Echo through the house 通过内部回声

Where my grandmother drank 在我的奶奶喝

By herself 由她自己

And I sat watching a flower 我坐在那里看一朵花

As it was withering 因为它凋谢

I was embarrassed by its honesty 我很尴尬以其诚信

So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face 所以，我更愿意记住的笑脸

Not this fucking wreck 不是这他妈的沉船

That's taken its place 那取而代之

   

So please forgive what I have done 所以请原谅我做了什么

No you can't stay mad at the setting sun 不，你不能在夕阳保持疯狂

Cause we all get tired, I mean eventually 因为我们都累了，我的意思是最终

There is nothing left to do but sleep 有没有什么可以做，但睡眠

   

But spring came bearing sunlight 但是，春天来了轴承的阳光

Those persuasive rays 这些有说服力的光线

So I gave myself a few more days 所以我给自己几天

My salvation it came, quite suddenly 我的拯救它来了，非常突然

When Justin spoke very plainly 当贾斯汀十分明白地

He said "Of course it's your decision, 他说：“当然，这是你的决定，

But just so you know, 但只要你知道，

If you decide to leave, 如果你决定离开，

Soon I will follow" 不久我将遵循“

   

I wrote this for a baby 我写这一个宝贝

Who has yet to be born 谁还有待生

My brother's first child 我弟弟的第一个孩子

I hope that womb's not too warm 我希望这胎是不是太热情

Cause it's cold out here 因为它是冷的在这里

And it'll be quite a shock 而这将是相当大的震动

To breathe this air 呼吸这种空气

To discover loss 要发现损失

So I'd like to make some changes 所以我想作出一些改变

Before you arive 你arive前

So when your new eyes meet mine 所以，当你刮目相看见见我

They won't see no lies 他们不会看到任何谎言

Just love. 只是爱。

Just love. 只是爱。

   

I will be pure 我是纯

No, no, I know i will be pure 不，不，我知道我会是纯

Like snow, like gold 似雪，似金