Yeah. This is for anyone who's ever had a broken dream 是啊。这对于任何人谁是曾经有过梦想的破灭

or a fucked up childhood. Never lose hope. 或性交的童年。永远不要失去希望。

   

See I was raised by a single mother, 见我提出了一个单身母亲，

no father figure, no sister, never had a brother. 没有父亲的身影，没有妹妹，从未有过一个哥哥。

Never had another man teach me how to be one. 从未有过别的男人教我如何做的。

Yeah, momma had a man but he was never calling me son. 是啊，妈妈有一个男人，但他从来没有叫我的儿子。

And even if he did, yo I would never take it serious. 即使他做到了，哟，我从来没有把它认真的。

Cause people say they love me, but it's funny, 引起人说他们爱我，但很有趣，

cause I don't think they know what love really is. 因为我不认为他们知道什么是爱到底是什么。

Cause love ain't when you hurt a person, 因为爱是不是当你伤害了一个人，

love ain't avoiding a problem, you should be getting involved. 爱是不回避问题，您应该介入。

Love ain't when you pick somebody up by the neck 爱是不是当你挑选一个人由颈部

and you grab his head and you slam it right into the wall. 和你抢了他的脑袋，你踩住它的权利在墙上。

   

I was a trouble kid in school so I just kept to myself. 我是一个麻烦的孩子在学校里，所以我只是不停地对自己说。

Psychologists ordered me medicine, it never did help (nah). 心理学家命令我开的药，但始终没帮助（罗） 。

Cause every time I took it I was never myself. 因为每次我把它，我从来没有自己的时间。

I wasn't G, I never had it strapped next to my belt. 我当时不是G ，我从来没有过旁边架着我的皮带。

Just a regular kid that never joined a sports team 只是一个普通的孩子，从来没有参加运动队

and every time I'd tried to talk to a girl she'd ignore me. 每次我试图说服一个女孩，她会不理我了。

I started hanging round stupid kids and broke a few laws. 我开始挂轮傻孩子，破了几个法律。

Had a few problems, painted a few walls. 有几个问题，画了几张墙壁。

But one day, something happened that changed my life forever, 但是有一天，发生了一件事情，改变了我的一生，

something that I'll always remember. 的东西，我会永远记得。

I said one day, something happened that changed my life forever, 我说有一天，发生了一件事情，改变了我的一生，

something that I'll always remember. Check. 的东西，我会永远记得。检查。

   

I was walking home after school with two friends from my class, 我放学后走路回家与我班的两个朋友，

and then I see a sketchy face walk past. 然后我看到一个粗略的脸走过去。

But at the time I didn't think of it much 但在当时，我并没有想到它多

cause round here there's always sketchy cats, tweakers and such. 导致轮在这里总有粗略的猫， tweakers和这样的。

So I just kept walking til I got to King's Drive, 于是我就继续往前走，直到我得到了国王的驱动器，

then seen a bunch of motherfuckers giving me the stink eye. 然后看到了一堆怎么就给予我的臭眼球。

They started surrounding me, stopped me in my place. 他们开始围绕我，在我这里拦住了我。

And right outside the circle I seen a familiar face, 而右边的圆门外的我看到一张熟悉的面孔，

a cat that I used to be tight with. 一只猫，我曾经是紧着。

Never had no problems with him, 从未有过任何问题与他，

but I guess he's smoking some nice shit. 但我猜他抽烟了一些不错的狗屎。

He came right towards me. 他来到正确的向我跑来。

I said, "Fuck it, then fine. Let's catch a fair one." 我说，“他妈的，然后罚款。让我们赶上公平的。 ”

Then caught a cheap shot from behind. 然后从后面抓住了偷袭。

I ran, they tripped me and caught me and stomped me and kicked me. 我跑了，他们绊倒我，抓住我，踩我，踢我。

Kicks to my face, punches to my ribs and my kidneys. 踢我的脸，拳到我的肋骨，我的肾脏。

   

Then what happened next, you just might not believe, 那么接下来发生的事情，你也许会不相信，

but everybody scattered I was trying to breathe. 但每个人都散我试图呼吸。

Students, parents, and teachers there watching me bleed, 学生，家长和老师那里看着我流血，

but nobody did shit, I was watching them leave 但没有人做，妈的，我是看着他们离开

as I was dying, bleeding, losing my conscious. 因为我快死了，流血，失去了我的意识。

Flashed back to reminders of things that I've never accomplished. 闪回事情提醒，我从来没有完成。

Everything turned white, then everything was fine. 一切都变白了，然后一切都很好。

No more worries, nothing on my mind. 没有更多的担心，没有什么在我心中。

No pain, no nothing, I guess it was my time. 无痛苦，什么都没有，我想这是我的时间。

Then my whole life flashed right in front of my eyes 然后，我的整个生命权闪现在我的眼前

but all of the sudden I snapped back to reality. 但所有的我突然厉声回到现实中来。

Took a look around but no ambulance was surrounding me. 周围看了看，但没有救护车我周围。

Guess this is how it ends, huh? 猜猜这是怎么结束，是吧？

I guess this is what my momma meant 我想这就是我的妈妈的意思

when she said watch your friends, huh? 她说，看你的朋友，对吧？

Guess I should have listened, but now it's too late. 我想我应该听，但现在为时已晚。

Taking my last breath getting closer to my fate (getting closer to my fate). 以我的最后一口气越来越接近我的命运（越来越接近我的命运） 。

   

And right when I felt I was good with dying, 权当我感觉良好，奄奄一息，

a voice in my head said, "Don't stop, keep trying." 在我的头上有一个声音说：“不要停，继续努力。 ”

So I got my ass up, walked to school and dialed nine-one-one. 所以，我得到了我的屁股，走到学校，已拨9 - 1 - 1 。

True story, fuck what you think you could do for me. 真实的故事，他妈的你认为你能为我做的。

Fifteen years old, just another victim. 十五岁的时候，只是一个受害者。

Just another kid that would end up dead or in prison. 只是一个孩子，将最终死亡或监禁。

Got to the hospital, the doctor said they don't know if I'ma live. 到了医院，医生说，他们不知道，如果我是住。

Immediate surgery tube through my ribs. 立即手术管通过我的肋骨。

I could barely breathe, I was bleeding out. 我几乎不能呼吸，我流血了。

That's when I met God, yeah I can see him now. 这时候，我遇到了上帝，是的，我现在可以见他。

With a collapsed lung and two stab wounds, 随着倒塌的肺和两处刀伤，

I'm losing blood quick but I ain't going out soon. 我失去的血快，但我是不会很快出来。

   

Everybody left but I had strength in myself. 每个人都离开了，但我对自己有实力。

I'ma be ight, that's what I say to myself. 我是被洞察力; ，这就是我对自己说。

Yeah, and sure enough I kept on breathing. 是啊，果然我一直在呼吸。

Almost paralyzed for the next three weekends. 几乎瘫痪在接下来的三个周末。

Private numbers calling, death threats to my family. 私人号码呼叫，死亡威胁我的家人。

Even named my little sis so how can you be mad at me 即使叫我的小姐姐，所以你怎么能气死我了

when I told you that I fear for our safety, 当我告诉你，我担心我们的安全，

cause no street cred is worth my momma's place, G. 导致没有街头信誉是值得我妈妈的地方，G

They asked me who it was and I let em know. 他们问我是谁，我要让他们知道。

I ain't ashamed of my choice and I don't regret it yo. 我是不是感到羞耻我的选择，我不后悔哟。

Cause truth is, I don't follow no one's rules. 因为事实是，我不跟随任何人的规则。

I do what I feel's right, I ain't no one's mule. 我做我的感觉是对的，我不是一个人的骡子。

The whole thing was recorded and put up online 整个事情被记录，并把在线

but you should know, if you can't do the time, don't do the crime. 但你应该知道，如果你不能做的时候，不要做犯罪。

See I ain't no G, just a man with a passion, 看我是不是没有G，只是一个男人的热情，

but I always took responsibility for my actions. 但我总是把对我的行为负责。

   

I never hurt a soul in my life, I'm a family man. 我从来没有伤害我生命中的灵魂，我是有家室的人。

Always kept my word, so tell me how bad of a man I am. 始终遵守我的道，所以告诉我，我一个人怎么坏我。

Cause when it comes down to it, all you got is you. 因为当它发生的时候，你得到的是你。

And we all gotta survive, do what you gotta do. 我们都总得生存，做你必须做的。

   

Fifteen years old, left in the dust. 十五岁的时候，留在灰尘。

The world taught me never to love and never to trust, nah. 世界教会了我永远的爱和永远的信任，罗。

But now I know my purpose, now I know what I'm here for. 但现在我知道我的目的，现在我知道我在这里。

Now I know what I've been waiting all these years for. 现在我知道我一直在等待这么多年， 。

Fifteen years old, left in the dust. 十五岁的时候，留在灰尘。

The world taught me never to love and never to trust, nah. 世界教会了我永远的爱和永远的信任，罗。

But now I know my purpose, now I know what I'm here for. 但现在我知道我的目的，现在我知道我在这里。

Now I know why I've been waiting all these years. 现在我知道为什么我一直在等待这么多年。

   

Yours truly. 敬上。