[Intro] [简介]

Sometimes I write about something, that like something I went through 有时我写的东西，像什么我经历

Or something my people went through 什么的我的人经历

And I felt like they needed some motivational shit 我觉得他们需要一些激励狗屎

And it usually ends up going something like this... 它通常最终会是这样的...

   

[Chorus] [合唱]

My first day, without you in my life 我的第一天，没有你在我的生命

Things felt strange, a bit deranged 事情就觉得奇怪，有点走火入魔

Even so, I hope you're doin okay 即便如此，我希望你没事干什么

Take it slow, you just never know... ( just never know, oh!) 慢慢来，你只是不知道... （只是不知道哦！ ）

Yo, you just never know... nooo (just never know, oh!) 哟，你只是不知道...阳镇（只是不知道哦！ ）

You just never know... nooo (just never know, oh!) 你只是不知道...阳镇（只是不知道哦！ ）

   

[Verse 1] [诗歌1 ]

My systems caught in conniption, stomach in knots 我的系统陷入歇斯底里，胃结

Feedin for my medicine, overcoming addiction 还精，我的药，克服成瘾

The first step is quittin, nah the first steps admittin 第一步是quittin ，全息第一步骤admittin

I got a problem, I need help, this is something I can't beat myself 我有一个问题，我需要帮助，这是我不能战胜自己

I almost felt like I can't be cured 我几乎觉得自己不能治愈

Rehab won't take me cuz I ain't insured 复康会不会带我因为我没有​​投保

Layin in the bath tub, shakin like a new born 开始裁员在浴缸内，颤抖像一个新生

Searchin for the courage it'll take for me to move on Searchin的勇气，它会带我继续前进

I've been livin life like this way too long 我一直在活着的生命像这样太长

Beggin God please, bring me home Beggin神请，带我回家

I stopped before, three or four days 我停下来之前，三四天

Always end up back in the same place 最后总是回到同一个地方

People call me a junkie, dope fiend 人们叫我一个迷，吸毒者

How they gonna judge me, they don't even know me 他们怎么该怎么判断我，他们甚至不知道我

Lights off, wanna be left alone, I'm tryin to enjoy the methodone 灯关了，想一个人呆着，我试着享受methodone

Put a Jimi Hendrix record on, and excuse me while I kiss the sky 换上了吉米·亨德里克斯的记录，并原谅我，而我亲吻天空

Dosed off, woke up, sick to my stomach, ran to the bathroom 服用了，醒了，病到我的肚子，跑到厕所

Started to vomit, the methodone wore off and the withdrawal started 开始呕吐， methodone脱落和开始撤离

That first day was the hardest... 第一天是最难的......

   

[Chorus] [合唱]

   

[Verse 2] [诗歌2]

Stayed strong, endured the rough weather 沉祥福强，经受了恶劣天气

I ain't fully recovered but I'm doin much better 我是不是完全恢复，但是我上来好多了

I can keep my food down to shakes and calms 我可以保持我的食物，以降低震动和镇定

They lowerin the doses of methodone 他们lowerin剂量methodone的

I eat V's and blow lots of dro 我吃了五世的吹手数显表

It's like chewin gum when you're tryin not to smoke 这就像chewin口香糖当你试着不要吸烟

Keep my mind occupied, calm my nerves 让我的心里占据，镇定一下自己的神经

It's not the same high, deep inside I... 这是不一样的高，内心深处，我...

Just want one more but I can't turn back this week for it 只是想多一个，但我不能回头，本周它

But I done made it, almost a month 但是，我做成功了，近一个月

With just a couple of V's and I blew some blunts 只需几个五世和我吹了一些成风

But that weed and gonna make me OD 但是，除草，想让我的OD

That other shit was gonna kill me 其他狗屎会杀了我

Six weeks, and everything seem so clear 六个星期，一切都显得那么清晰

Before I knew it, time flew and I was clean for a year 我知道这之前，时间飞，我是干净的一年

Can't believe something started off socially 不相信的东西开始了社会

Something I almost allowed to take over me 东西我几乎可以接替我

Days went by and it was sixteen months 日子一天天过去，这是16个月

And I swear to God I didn't fall off once 我向上帝发誓，我没有掉下来一次

I, feel like a brand new guy and I'm definetly livin a brand new life 我觉得自己像一个全新的人，我definetly活着一个全新的生活

Some days I still resist the thirst but none's worst than the first (believe 有些日子，我仍然抗拒的渴望，但没有最差的比第一次（信

that) 那）

   

[Chorus] [合唱]

   

[Verse 3] [诗歌3 ]

Two years and I ain't touched it 两年来，我没有碰过它

Got a lot done, I been so productive 得到了做了很多，我是很有生产力

Rebuilt, I was so constructive 重建，我是如此的富有建设性

Can't believe I was so self destructive 不敢相信我是如此的自我毁灭

Got a good job and I make big bucks 有一个很好的工作，我赚大钱

Went to the lot and got a new pick up 又到了很多东西，得到了一个新的回暖

Got a brand new crib and a brand new kid 有一个全新的小床，一个全新的孩子

I think anybody can quit if I did 我想，如果我做了任何人都可以戒烟

If you wanna quit, get up and go get the shit 如果你想退出，起身去拿狗屎

Walk straight to the toilet, drop it, flush it, fuck it, fight it 径直走到厕所，砸，冲洗，他妈的它，打它

Just resist it and if this helps then just keep listenin 只是抵制它，如果这有助于然后自顾自地listenin

When you start slippin I'll send you another one 当你开始跌到我会送你一个又一个

Sonny, wasup?, we just saved another one 桑尼， wasup ？，我们刚才保存的另一种

I know it's so hard like there's no God 我知道这是如此难以像有没有神

But through him you're able to go so far 但是，通过他你可以这样走多远

Hey, I don't wanna sound corny 嘿，我不想听起来似乎是陈词滥调

I'm just like you either hungry or horny 我只是喜欢你不是饿了还是饥渴

Seems as though we get hooked so easily 好像我们得到这么容易上钩

Quitting becomes an impossibility 戒烟成为一件不可能的事

I ain't sayin treat your body like a church 我是不是在说把你的身体就像一个教堂

Just don't let dope put your body in a hearse 不要让原液把你的身体在灵车

The streets inside you, you just gotta search 你内心的街头，你只是爱搜索

And know that no day be harder than the first 并知道没有一天会比第一次更难

   

[Chorus] [合唱]

   

[Outro] [尾奏]

Yo, all my people, goin through they thing 呦，我的所有的人，布莱恩通过他们的事

Whatever they thing may be 不管他们的事可能是

Just know, God got his hands on you 要知道，上帝对你有双手

And he'll grant you the serenity 他会满足你的宁静

To change the things you can't 要改变的东西，你不能

And you can change that, aight 而且你可以改变这种状况， aight

Hold me down and I'ma hold you down... one 抱我下来，我是抱你下来...... 1