i wish i didn't have this nervous laugh 我希望我没有这种紧张的笑

i wish i didn't say half the stuff i say 我希望我没有说一半的东西，我说的

i wish i could just learn to cover my tracks 我希望我能学会掩盖我的轨迹

i guess i'm not concerned about getting away 我想我不关心越来越远

   

'cause every time i try to hold my tongue “因为每次我试着握住我的舌头

it slips like a fish from a line 它滑倒就像从一条线一条鱼

they say if you want to play 他们说，如果你要玩

you should learn how to play dumb 你应该学会如何装傻

i guess i can't bring myself to waste your time 我想我不能让自己再浪费你的时间

   

'cause we both know what i've been doing 因为我们都知道我一直在做

i've been intentionally bad at lying 我一直故意不擅长说谎

you're the only boy i ever let see through me 你是唯一的男孩，我曾经让看透我

and i hope you beleive me when i say i'm trying 我希望你beleive我，当我说我想

and i hope i never improve my game 我希望我永远不能提高我的比赛

yeah i'd rather have these things weighing on my mind 是的，我宁愿有这些东西压在我的脑海

and at the end of this tunnel of guilt and shame 而在这条隧道的内疚和羞耻的结束

there must be a light of some kind 必须有某种形式的光

there must be a light of some kind 必须有某种形式的光

   

i must have blown a fuse or something 我一定是熔断保险丝什么的

cause it was so dark in my mind 导致它在我的脑海里这么黑

she came up to me with the sweetest face 她向我走来，用最甜蜜的脸

and she was holding a light of some kind 她抱着某种形式的光

and i still think of you as my boyfriend 我仍然认为你是我的男朋友

i don't think this is the end of the world 我不认为这是世界的尽头

but i think maybe you should follow my example 但我想也许你应该按照我的例子

and go meet yourself a really nice girl 去满足自己一个非常好的女孩

   

'cause we both know. . . 因为我们都知道。 。 。

   

in the end the world comes down to just a few people 到底世界归结为只是少数人

but for you it comes down to one 但你把它归结为1

but no one ever asked me if i thought i could be 但从来没有人问我，如果我想我可能是

everything to someone 一切的人

there's a crowd of people harboured in every person 有一大群人窝藏在每个人身上

there are so many roles that we play 有这么多的角色，我们扮演

and you've decided to love me for eternity 而你决定爱我永恒

i'm still deciding who i want to be today 我仍然决定谁，我想今天是

   

'cause we both know. . . 因为我们都知道。 。 。