I still care about Christian 我依然在乎基督徒

Does he care about me? 难道他不在乎我？

When I see him around he looks down, 当我看到他身边，他看不起，

afraid of what he’ll see 怕他会看到什么

   

And I know there’s a heaven 我知道有一个天堂

that he’s trying to find 他是试图找到

But it’s hell that he makes, callous and afraid 但它是地狱，他让，无情又害怕

of the ones he’s left behind 对那些他留下

   

And the touch of his body, so tender and cruel, 和触摸他的身体，那么的温柔和残忍，

when he made me play girlfriend, 当他让我打女朋友，

there wasn’t much I could do 有没有什么我可以做

   

He’d come to my garret, 他会来我的阁楼上，

and we’d make something like love 我们会做什么样的爱情

But the flowers he gave me have wilted, 但花他给我也谢了，

but I keep them, like I keep him 但我让他们，就像我让他

   

He wants a life after life 他想要的生活后的生活

But the world he didn’t love, 但世界他不爱，

and the one he didn’t love 和一个他不爱

should have been 本来应该

   

Night after night 夜复一夜

But the world he didn’t love, 但世界他不爱，

and the one he didn’t love 和一个他不爱

will never know 永远不知道

paradise 天堂

   

When he makes his confessions, 当他做他的供述中，

when he says his prayers 当他说他的祈祷

and kneels beside his bed in the moonlight, 和他的床边跪在月光下，

is a part of me there? 是我的一部分吗？

   

He’s taken up with a new girl, 他采取了一个新的女孩，

who keeps his conscience clean, 谁使他的良心干净，

and tells him he’s a keeper, 并告诉他，他是个门将，

though I don’t know if he knows what that means 虽然我不知道他是否知道这是什么意思