[Spoken Word] [口语]

   

So here we are at the end, 所以我们在这里在最后，

And at the same time we're at the beginning 并在同一时间，我们是在一开始

Of this misadventure. 这个意外事故。

Why I had to go down a dead end street 为什么我必须下去是死路一条街

At 200 miles an hour 以200英里的时速

Screaming for vengeance and embracing death, 尖叫复仇和死亡的拥抱，

That's still something I'm trying to figure out. 这仍然是我试图弄清楚。

You know a part of me thinks this is some big master plan 你知道我的一部分，认为这是一些大的总体规划

To expose the raw nerve endings of dysfunction so I can heal. 为了揭露功能障碍的原料神经末梢，所以我可以痊愈。

But you know addicts, we think everything's about us, don't we? 但是你知道吸毒者，我们认为一切的我们，不是吗？

   

Man it got so convoluted, polluted, and distorted 一个人，那有这么绕口，污染和扭曲

I ran with the only information I was given... 我跑了，我得到的唯一信息...

I turned it into my armor, my defense mechanism, 我把它变成我的盔甲，我的防御机制，

And my weapon of self destruction. 而我的自我毁灭的武器。

Yeah, I had a fucked up childhood. And I was a troubled teen. 是的，我有一个搞砸了童年。我是一个陷入困境的青少年。

Those are facts. 这些都是事实。

How I got there? That's a story told by many voices. 我该如何到达那里？这是告诉很多声音的故事。

It's not my job to blame anybody anymore, 这不是我的工作，不再责怪任何人，

I just need to accept the path I was given. 我只需要接受他们给我的路径。

   

This is, without a doubt, 这是毫无疑问，

My life... after death. 我的生活......死后。