Another shooting on the southeast side. This a drive-by, mid-day, 在东南边的另一个拍摄。这是一个驱动器通过，中旬的一天，

Outside of the bus stop, by Fuller and Franklin. Or near there. 公交车外停下，富勒和富兰克林。或接近那里。

Not far from the park. About a block from where the other shooting was last month. 不远处的公园。关于从何处等拍摄的最后一个月的块。

Or was it last week? 抑或是上周？

   

Shots were fired from an SUV heading northbound, Eastown, 射击是从越野车北行解雇， Eastown ，

The target a rival but they didn't hit the target this time. 目标对手，但是他们并没有命中目标这个时候。

They hit a kid we think had nothing to do with it. 他们打了一个孩子，我们觉得没有什么用它做。

   

And I travel backwards through time and space and I disintegrate, become invisible. 我出差向后穿越时间和空间，我瓦解，成为无形。

I want to see it where I couldn't when it happened. 我想看到它，我不能当它发生。

I want to see it all first hand this time. 我想看到这一切的第一手这个时候。

I want to know what it felt like. 我想知道这是什么感觉。

   

So I float behind police lines, reconstruct the scene in fragments of memories. 所以，我身后飘起警方线，重建现场的回忆片段。

I want to know what his mother looked like up close, I want to see her leaning over his body. 我想知道他的母亲长得很像零距离接触，我想看看她靠在他的身上。

So I float there, transcend time. I want to capture it accurately. 所以，我漂浮在那里，超越时间。我想准确地捕捉到它。

I want to know what the color of the blood was spilling out from the tarp onto the concrete. 我想知道是什么血的颜色是从TARP溅出到混凝土。

I want to write it all down so I can always remember. 我想这一切写下来，所以我总能记得。

If you could see it up close how could you ever forget how senseless death, how precious life. 如果你能看到它靠近你怎么能够忘记如何毫无意义的死亡，如何宝贵的生命。

I want to be there when the bullet hit. 我想在那里当子弹击中。

   

And the crowd poured out as the shots drowned into siren sounds, out of their houses now ，人群涌出的镜头淹没成汽笛的声音，他们的房子现在

And over front yards, all the way up to the place where the police tape ran to mark the crime 而在前院，一路攀升到地方警察带跑，以纪念罪

Scene. Everybody trying to catch a glimpse of what was happening, 场景。每个人都试图赶上了正在发生的事情的一瞥，

Of what was going on between the ambulance and all the cop cars. 救护车和所有的警车之间发生了什么事情。

Everybody gossiping, "Whose kid got hit? Where'd it hit him? And who could've fired it?" 大家闲聊， “谁的孩子腹背受敌？哪儿它击中了他呢，谁可能已经解雇了吗？ ”

Everybody wondering, "How did it happen again? And is he dead? These children. Our kids." 大家都知道， “它是如何再次发生呢，是他死了吗？这些孩子，我们的孩子。 ”

Everybody wondering how far they were from where the victims lived. 每个人都知道他们在多大程度上是从哪里灾民居住。

   

And I visit them, their houses. Inside my dream I visit them. 我去拜访他们，他们的房子。在我的梦想中，我拜访他们。

My spirit, soaring high and high up over King Park, leaves the crime scene, travels further back 我的精神，豪气干云又高起来了王朴，离开犯罪现场，旅行更靠后

Till far before the shooting, through their windows, to their living rooms. 截至目前开拍前，透过窗户，他们的客厅。

I see them younger this time, playing games and doing homework. 我看到他们年轻的这段时间，玩游戏和做功课。

All these marks of youth soon transformed coldly into stone for fights and stupid feuds. 青春的这些标志很快就转化成冷冷的石头战斗和愚蠢的争斗。

For ruins wrapped in gold. And cruelly I recall why I have come: To find a reason. But 对于废墟裹金。而残酷的，我记得我为什么来了：要找到一个理由。但

There cannot be a reason, not for death, not like this. Not like this. 不能有一个原因，而不是死亡，不是这样的。不喜欢这样。

   

Three days later they made funeral plans. The family. 三天后，他们做了葬礼的计划。这个家庭。

Three days later a mother had to bury her son. 三天后，一个母亲埋葬了她的儿子。

   

Not far away the shooter holed up in a hotel near to the highway with a friend and the gun. 不远处的射手龟缩在酒店附近与朋友和枪高速公路。

That same gun. He'd fled immediately but was identified by witnesses, his picture on TV. 同样的枪。他立刻会逃走，但被目击者认定，他的照片在电视上。

Only 20 years old, they called him "Grandpa." He was older than the others by a year, 年仅20岁，他们叫他“爷爷”。他年纪比别人了一年，

Maybe two. 也许两个。

   

And he was safe for awhile until somebody saw him there and notified the authorities 他是安全的一段时间，直到有人看见他在那里，并通知当局

Who surrounded the hotel, first arresting an accomplice while attempting to flee, 谁包围了酒店，首先抓获了帮凶，同时试图逃离，

Then chasing him up the staircase to the floor where he'd stayed. He closed the door hard 然后追着他上了楼梯，在那里他会留在地板上。他关上了门难

Behind him, locked himself in the room. 在他的身后，把自己关在房间里。

   

They could've kicked in the door but knew the gun was still with him, 他们可能已经踢了门，但知道枪还和他在一起，

One he'd already used and so they feared what he'd do. 一个他已经使用，因此他们担心他会做什么。

I floated up through the window of a room to the West. í上浮，通过一个房间西方的窗口。

I hovered out to the hallway, tried to listen in. ì徘徊出来到走廊，试图在听。

I heard them trying to reason, get him to open the door. 我听到他们试图原因，让他开门。

His uncle begging and pleading, half-collapsed to the floor. 他的叔叔乞讨和恳求，半昏倒在地。

He preached of hope and forgiveness, 他鼓吹希望和宽恕，

Said, "There is always a chance to rectify what you've taken, make your peace in the world." 说， “总有一个机会来纠正你所采取的，让你的世界和平。 ”

I thought to slip through the door, I could've entered the room, 我以为漏网之鱼门口，我可能已经进了房间，

I felt the burden of murder, it shook the earth to the core. 我觉得杀人的负担，它震撼了地球的核心。

Felt like the world was collapsing. Then we heard him speak, 感觉就像世界正在崩溃。然后，我们听到他说话，

"Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself? “我还可以进入天堂，如果我杀了自己？

Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself? 我还可以进入天堂，如果我杀了自己？

Can I ever be forgiven 'cause I killed that kid? 可我曾经被原谅，因为我杀了那小子？

It was an accident I swear it wasn't meant for him! 这是一个意外，我发誓这不是给他！

And if I turn it on me, if I even it out, can I still get in or will they send me to hell? 如果我把它给我，如果我连出来，我还可以得到或将他们送我去地狱？

Can I still get into heaven if I kill myself?" 我还可以进入天堂，如果我杀了自己？ “

I left the hotel behind, don't want to know how it ends. 我离开了酒店后面，不想知道结局。