I wish that I had known in that first minute we met, the unpayable debt that I owed you. 我希望我在我们见面的第一分钟，我欠你的债务无法偿还就知道。

'Cause you'd been abused by that bone that refused you, and you hired me to make up for that. 因为你会被滥用的骨头拒绝了你，你雇我来弥补这一点。

   

Walking in that room when you had tubes in your arms, those singing morphine alarms out of tune. 走在那个房间里的时候，你不得不在你的怀里管，那些唱歌吗啡报警格格不入。

They kept you sleeping and eating, and I didn't believe them when they called you a hurricane thunderclap. 他们让你睡觉，吃东西，我不相信他们，当他们叫你飓风霹雳。

   

When I was checking vitals I suggested a smile. You didn't talk for awhile, you were freezing. 当我检查生命体征提示我一个微笑。你没聊上一段时间，你被冻结。

You said you hated my tone, it made you feel so alone, and so you told me I ought to be leaving. 你说你讨厌我的语气，这让你很孤独的感觉，所以你告诉我，我应该离开。

   

But something kept me standing by that hospital bed, I should have quit but instead I took care of you. 但有些事让我站在了医院的病床上，我应该放弃，而是我把你照顾。

You made me sleep all uneven, and I didn't believe them when they told me that there was no saving you. 你让我睡不均衡的，我不相信他们的时候，他们告诉我，有没有为您节省。