[Verse:] [诗： ]

This is exactly what I wanted 这正是我想要的

All my fans love me 我所有的球迷爱我

Dad is proud of me 爸爸是我的骄傲

Momma cries for me 妈妈喊我

Cause she know there ain't sleep in my schedule 因为她知道有没有在我的日程安排睡

Having nightmares that I'm the black Heath Ledger 说完，我是黑色的希斯·莱杰的噩梦

Sleep when I'm dead 当我死了睡觉

These voices in my head 这些声音在我的脑海

Got me waking up at 4 just so I can write instead 让我醒来4 ，这样我可以写，而不是

And my friends come and ask me if it's worth it 和我的朋友来问我，如果它是值得的

I tell them that it better be, I did this shit on purpose 我告诉他们，这是更好的，我做了这一切，有目的的

The worst is being worthless 最糟糕的是被不值钱

Now a nigga priceless 现在，一个黑人无价

Bloomingdale's coat, I don't have to check the prices Bloomingdale的大衣，我没有检查价格

But I only go to feel a sense of control 但我只能去感觉操控感

Cause I get this shit for free if I wear promotional 如果我穿的宣传，因为我得到这个狗屎免费

And I'm not emotional 而且我不是情绪化

When I do my work 当我做我的工作

I get emotional when I order that dessert 我得到的情感，当我命令甜点

Cause she always ate dessert 因为她总是吃甜点

And I deserted her 我抛弃了她

But I refuse to compromise career for a girl 但我拒绝妥协的职业生涯的一个女孩

Cause this music and this writing and this acting is my soul 造成这种音乐，写这篇文章，这表演是我的灵魂

And if I let it go, there'd be no one left to know 如果我让他走了，还会有没有人留下来知道

Being happy is the goal, but greatness is my vision 快乐是我们的目标，但伟大是我的愿景

And all these girls are thinking they compete with my ambition 而所有这些女孩所思所想，他们与我竞争的野心

But baby I am different 但是亲爱的我不同

This shit is my life 这一切，是我的生命

And if you don't believe me, you can never be wife 如果你不相信我，你永远无法妻子

I'm walking in this darkness and I'm tryna find a light 我走在这黑暗和我tryna找到一个光

And I'd rather die than be average and chances are I might, because 我宁可死也不是平均水平，机会是我可能的，因为

   

[Singing:] [演唱： ]

Things are changing, my life's gone pecans 事情正在发生变化，我的人生走了山核桃

Thirteen cities in the last eight weekends 十三个城市在过去8周末

All I know is baby I'm so tired 我只知道，宝贝，我好累

Record on Monday, tape on Tuesday 周一，大盘在周二创纪录

I ain't slowing down I don't care what you say 我是不是放慢我不在乎你说什么

Fuck this health thing, Momma I'm alright 他妈的这个健康的事情，妈妈我没事