So I guess the table's turned 所以我想将表的转身

for the first time I can't find the words 第一次我找不到的话

to apologise for all the poor decisions and the lessons that I never learned. 道歉，所有的决策失误，而我从来没有学到的教训。

'cause I've got friends that have lost their father and they're much stronger than me “因为我有朋友已经失去了父亲，他们比我强多了

I know people who live their lives in the shadow that they're trying to be 我认识的人谁住他们的生活在阴影中，他们正在试图将

   

And I will try my best to find a smile 我会尽我所能，找到一个微笑

And I will close my eyes and say I'm not afraid 我会闭上眼睛，说我不害怕

   

And it's time that I was clear of all the negativity that I hold so dear 而且这一次，我很清楚所有的消极情绪，我十分珍视

I lost my sight for far too long to take my mind off all my fears 我失去了我的视线的时间太长了把我忘掉了一切的恐惧

but I found my way again 但我又发现我的方式

   

And I will try my best to find a smile 我会尽我所能，找到一个微笑

And I will close my eyes and say I'm not afraid 我会闭上眼睛，说我不害怕

   

We will try our best to find a smile 我们将尽最大努力找到一个微笑

and we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid 我们将关闭我们的眼睛，说我们不害怕

We will try our best to find a smile 我们将尽最大努力找到一个微笑

and we will close our eyes and say we're not afraid 我们将关闭我们的眼睛，说我们不害怕

this time 这次

   

I need to set aside my ways 我需要抛开我的方式

And figure out all the things I have to change. 并找出所有的事情，我必须改变。