I am seeing tunnel vision in a world thats dark and cold, 我看到隧道视野中的世界多数民众赞成在黑暗和寒冷，

I cannot believe how much I've changed since the days of old, 我简直不敢相信我多少，因为古时改变，

I know it's temporary but I need to focus straight, 我知道这是暂时的，但我需要专注直，

I cannot believe I lost control of my fate, 我简直不敢相信我失去了我的命运的控制权，

I need forgiveness from the people I truely care about, 我需要宽恕的人，我是真的在乎，

I need support behind my back to help me spit it out I am gonna win, 我需要支持在我背后帮我吐出来，我会赢，

I can't afford to blow this one, 我买不起吹这一块，

I hate myself sometimes, 我恨我自己，有时，

I love myself, 我爱自己，

I need this way of life because it holds me. 我需要这样的生活，因为它拥有我。

contradictions the way of life happiness is wealthyness is healthy 矛盾的一生的幸福的办法是wealthyness是健康的

now I've made it through those lies and deceit, 现在我已经通过这些谎言和欺骗成功了，

I think whats done is done and I can't complain anymore i am sure, 我觉得做什么做，我不能再抱怨我相信

now that I've found myself again it feels great I can't believe 现在，我已经发现自己再一次感觉好极了，我不能相信

I'd lost control of my fate. 我失去了控制我的命运。