Now I wake up around 4 or 5. 现在，我每天早上起来约4或5 。

Eat, shower, and get dressed in about an hour's time. 吃饭，沐浴，并在大约一个小时的时间内穿好衣服。

Take my vitamins, check my messages, and call around to some friends, 就拿我的维他命，检查我的邮件，并呼吁身边的一些朋友，

make plans for dinner and drinks sometime after 9. 谋划晚餐和饮料一段9之后。

Oh we're definitely going to call it in early tonight. 哦，我们肯定会叫它今晚早。

I need to dry out and take some time to clear my mind. 我要干出来，还需要一段时间来清除我的脑海里。

But before you know it here I am again, fucking 2 o'clock in the morning, 但在这里，你知道之前我再次他妈的在凌晨2点左右，

standing in a bar, with a drink in hand. 站在一间酒吧，在手的饮料。

   

How low can you go before you can't turn around? 你怎么能低去之前你不能转身？

   

Now seriously, this is my last and final time. 现在严重的是，这是我最后一次，也是最后一次。

Well I'm making some big, big changes in my life. 嗯，我正在做我生命中一些大的，大的变化。

No, you won't catch me down here again, waiting to score sweaty money palmed in my hand. 不，你不会赶我倒在这里，等待着成绩汗钱伪称在我手里。

What are you cutting this with anyway? 什么是你反正切呢？

'Cause I have got some really big plans. 因为我已经得到了一些真正的大计划。

And today's the day I'm putting them into action. 而今天的这一天，我把它们付诸行动。

But before you know it, here I am again, fucking 6 o'clock in the morning. 但是你知道它之前，我在这里再次，他妈的在早上6点。

Rolled up dollar bill in my hand. 卷起美元的钞票拿在手中。

   

How low can you go before you can't turn around? 你怎么能低去之前你不能转身？

   

I'm sick of feeling like I'm losing my mind. 我生病的感觉就像我失去了我的脑海。

Sick of doing the same things most nights after night. 生病做同样的事情大部分的夜晚后的夜晚。

Sick of self-loathing and self-absorbtion, 病态的自我厌恶和自我吸收，

self-destructive narcissism. 自我毁灭的自恋。

I'm sick to death of being constantly fucking sick of. 我生病的是不断他妈的有病死亡。

   

I don't know who I can trust. 我不知道是谁，我可以信任的人。

Thought there was us, but no, there is no one. 以为有美国，但没有，有没有人。