I never forgot the time I lost faith in this a lost journey of many years, my 我从来没有忘记的时候，我在这失去了信心多年失去的旅程，我

heart has been torn in twain but still I stand and here I shall remain, with a 心脏被撕裂两半，但我依然站在这里，我会依然存在，有

feeble mind and a sea of lies dragging me to the depths of false beliefs, I 软弱的心灵和谎言的海洋拖我的错误信念的深度，我

seek the answer, the search will consume me until I sleep and perhaps dream of 寻找答案，搜索会消耗我，直到我睡着，也许梦想

such a reality. shame lurks within my soul, in my tortured dreams, but I'm free 这样的现实。在我的灵魂潜伏的耻辱，我折磨的梦想，但我自由

from the shackles of ignorance, right now! I am free! I am drowning in 从无知的束缚，现在！我自由了！我淹没在

unhallowed waters, merely a hollow vessel of existence, merely a vessel of 污浊的水，存在的仅仅是一种中空容器中，仅仅是一个容器

existence. looking through faithless eyes, am I afraid to die? are you afraid 存在。翻翻移情别恋的眼睛，我是不怕死吗？你怕

to die? I will remember, when the skies are clear, I will remember, when my 死了？我会记得，当天空是明确的，我会记得，当我

death is near, will you remember, the faith I had in you? will you remember? 死期不远，你会记得，信仰我的吗？你还记得吗？

when my time has come. 当我的时代已经到来。