I'm staring out into that vacuum again 我凝视着成真空再

From the back porch of my mind 从我的脑海里的门廊

The only thing that's alive, I'm all there is 唯一令还活着，我都没有

And I start attacking my vodka 我开始攻击我的伏特加

Stab the ice with my straw 我草刺冰

My eyes have turned red as stoplights 我的眼睛已经变成了红色的红绿灯

You seem ready to walk 你似乎准备走

You know I'll call you eventually 你知道我最终会打电话给你

When I wanna talk, 'til then you're invisible 当我想讲， 直到那你就看不见

   

Cause there's this switch that gets hit 因为有这个开关，被击中

And it all stops making sense 而这一切都停止决策意识

And in the middle of drinks 而在饮料中产

Maybe the fifth or the sixth 也许在第五或第六

I'm completely alone at a table of friends 我完全独自的朋友表

I feel nothing for them 我觉得没有什么对他们

I feel nothing, nothing. 我觉得没什么，没什么。

   

Well I need a break from the city again 好吧，我又需要从城市休息

I think I'll ship myself back west 我想我会自己运回西

I've got a friend there she says, 我有一个朋友那里，她说，

"hey anytime" “哎随时”

Unless that offers expired 除非能提供过期

I have been less than frequent 我一直小于频繁

She's under no obligation 她没有义务

To indulge every whim 放纵的每一个奇思妙想

And I'm so ungrateful, I take 而且我这样忘恩负义，我拿

She gives and forgives and I keep forgetting it 她给和原谅，我总是忘记它

   

And each morning she wakes 每天早晨她醒来

With a dream to describe 带着梦想来形容

Something lovely that bloomed 一些可爱的绽放

In her beautiful mind 在她美丽的心灵

I say, "I'll trade you one 我说， “我会换你一

For two nightmares of mine, 因为我的两个噩梦，

I have somewhere I die, 我有什么地方我死了，

I have somewhere we all die" 我有什么地方，我们都死了“

   

I'm thinking of quitting drinking again 我想再次戒烟饮酒

I know I've said that a couple of times 我知道我已经说了好几次

And I'm always changing my mind 而我总是改变主意

Well I guess I am 嗯，我想我

But there's this burn in my stomach 但是有这个烧在我的肚子

And there's this pain in my side 还有的这种痛苦在我的身边

And when I kneel at the toilet 而当我跪在厕所

And the morning's clean light 而早上的清洁光

Pours in through the window 倒在通过窗口

Sometimes I pray I don't die 有时候，我祈祷，我不会死

I'm a goddamn hypocrite 我是一个该死的伪君子

   

But then night rolls around and it all starts making sense 但是晚上来临时，这一切都始于决策意识

There is no right way or wrong way, you just have to live 没有正确的方式还是走错了路，你就必须要住

And so I do what I do, and at least I exist 所以，我做我想做的，并且至少我的存在

What could mean more than this? 什么可能意味着超过这个？

What would mean more, mean more? 什么将意味着更多，意味着更多？