I've been finding reasons 我一直在找原因

To tell myself that I'm not really here or there much 要告诉自己，我不是真的在这里或那里多

I've been making scrapbooks 我一直在做的剪贴簿

Of all the places I would like to go when I'm home 所有的地方，我想，当我回家去

   

And I've got ways to disappear 和我有办法消失

And now I can't find my way out of here 现在我找不到我的方式离开这里

Am I really here? 我真的在这里吗？

   

I don't know where I've been lately 我不知道，我最近一直

All I see is myself fading 我看到的是我自己的衰落

I don't know who I've been lately 我不知道我一直在最近谁

All I see is this place fading 我看到的是这个地方的衰落

   

I've been playing dress up 我一直在玩装扮

Trying to find a sweater that makes sense, given the climate 试图找到一个毛衣是有道理的，因为气候

I've been wearing glasses 我一直戴眼镜

To let myself see the blurry mess, that I've yet to relate with 为了让自己看到模糊的一塌糊涂，那我还没有与相关

   

And I've got ways to disappear 和我有办法消失

And now I can't find my way out of here 现在我找不到我的方式离开这里

Am I really here? 我真的在这里吗？

   

I don't know where I've been lately 我不知道，我最近一直

All I see is myself fading 我看到的是我自己的衰落

I don't know who I've been lately 我不知道我一直在最近谁

All I see is this place fading 我看到的是这个地方的衰落

   

I just need to watch some TV 我只是需要看电视

To get a better sense of what I shouldn't be 为了获得更好的感觉是什么，我不应该是

I didn't use breadcrumbs and now I'm stuck in this place 我没有用面包屑，现在我被困在这个地方

I left my compass at home and now I can't find my way 我离开了我的罗盘在家里，现在我无法找到我的路

I just didn't, I just need, and now I can't find my way 我没有，我只是需要了，现在我找不到我的方式

   

I don't know where I've been lately 我不知道，我最近一直

Everything has changed vaguely 一切都变模糊

   

I don't know who I've been lately 我不知道我一直在最近谁

All I see is this place fading 我看到的是这个地方的衰落

I don't know where I've been lately 我不知道，我最近一直

All I see is myself fading 我看到的是我自己的衰落