[Seth] [赛斯]

Yo, 哟，

At all times now I hear the darkness calling, 在任何时候，现在我听到黑暗中呼唤，

Yeah its closer than it was and I just cant ignore it, 是的它更接近比它，我只是不能忽视它，

So this is paranoia, 因此，这是妄想，

where every fingers pointed, 在每一个手指指着，

where everything looks haunted, 这里的一切看起来闹鬼，

Yeah so this is madness for ya, 是啊，所以这是疯狂的你，

Its crazy something a man is born with, 其疯狂的事情一个人出生时，

or just some marijuana or the acid talkin, 或者只是一些大麻或酸说话，

Or the alcoholic in me, shit I wish I had the answers for em, 还是在我的酒鬼，狗屎我希望我的答案对他们，

But all I know is that it has its claws in, and I just cant avoid it, 但我知道的是，它有它的爪子，我都无法避开它，

Now every shadow is a tarpet boiling over I'm so close for my back is cornered, 现在每个影子是tarpet沸腾了，我如此接近我的背是走投无路，

And if I had a small wish, I wish I had afford it, 如果我有一个小小的心愿，我希望我有能力的话，

but now its too late, cause everything is just too damn distorted, 但现在为时已晚，造成的一切实在是太该死的扭曲，

Yeah, man I wish I knew what started all this, 是啊，男人，我希望我能知道开始了这一切，

I need some help and sure I cant afford it, 我需要一些帮助，相信我买不起它，

Nah fuck your help I need a lighter now to spark the joint, I'm fading away to the same place that Drapht was falling. 罗他妈的你的帮助，我现在需要一个打火机引发的关节，我渐行渐远到Drapht是落在同一个地方。

Seth is gone, death of storm, this the calm before it, 赛斯走了，死亡的风暴，这平静之前，

I'm just trying to summon the courage, to bite the bullet (do it) 我只是想鼓足勇气，硬着头皮（做）

The walls are talking, I swear to god this apartments haunted, 墙壁说话，我发誓这公寓闹鬼，

Could all this be paranormal? (Nah this is madness for you) 难道这一切是超自然现象？ （罗这是疯狂的你）

And so it goes without saying this is my last recording, 所以不用说这是我最后的录音，

Cause if you're hearing this now It means I must have done it, 因为如果你听到这现在这意味着我必须做的，

First off I need to tell you how much I'm sorry, 首先我要告诉你，我是多么的对不起，

I know that the news of my death was gruesome and hard to stomach, 我知道我去世的消息是可怕的，难以胃，

I'm sorry too for those who end up in the bathroom scrubbing up the mess, 对不起也为那些谁最终在浴室擦洗残局，

I guess I was clumsy, this shit was far too bloody, 我想我是笨拙的，这一切，太过血腥，

Plus the blade it was blunt and couldn't cut me properly, 再加上刀片是钝的，不能把我正确，

I was in such a hurry its close and I cant outrun it. 我是在这样一个匆忙的接近，我不能逃脱它。

   

Goodbye 再见

   

[360] [ 360 ]

Uh, 嗯，

Ever since a kid I felt this way, 自从我小时候这样的感觉，

the black sheep, I can never rid myself of hate. 害群之马，我永远无法摆脱讨厌我自己。

And some will say its a mental disease, 有的会说，它是一种精神疾病，

Well I just pray that I can make it to the end of the week, 嗯，我只是祈祷我可以使它的周末，

Its like I'll only find happiness when I'm dead or asleep, 它像我只找到了幸福，当我死了还是睡着了，

They say in time it'll get better for me, but it forever repeats 他们说，在一次会为我好，但它永远重复

Its like I'm on the search to find my inner peace, 这就像我在搜索找到我内心的平静，

And the fact I know its never there is killing me, 我知道其实它从来没有被笑死我了，

Cause ill be honest I'm trying to make it work, 引起病说实话我试图让它工作，

Its all that I can think about but it's likely to make it worse and it hurts. 所有我能想到的，但它可能使情况变得更糟，它伤害。

   

Am I positive, no, I just wanted to go, 我是不是正面的，没有，我只是想去，

Its like I'm trapped in my mind and I'm not letting go, 它像我被困在我的脑海，我不放手，

They try to help me but I wont let them touch me, 他们试图帮助我，但我不会让他们碰我，

Until you've been in my shoes don't ever judge me, 除非你一直在我的鞋永远不要对我做出判断，

The only thing that ever seems to excite me is the thought of leaving this life, 那似乎永远激励我的唯一的事情就是离开这个生活的思考，

It's the demon inside me, It screams to release and it needs to be leaving, 这是我内心的恶魔，它尖叫释放，并需要将其留下，

I make myself bleed just to see him. 我让自己流血只是为了看他。

Don't be scared it doesn't hurt while I bleed, 不要害怕，而我流血它不伤害，

I live in hell, if you go in search you'll find me, 我生活在地狱里，如果你去寻找，你会发现我，

I don't think this world and this earth's what I need, 我不认为这个世界，这个地球就是我所需要的，

and I don't think this place is for a person like me, 我不觉得这个地方是一个人跟我一样，

Is that really such a bad thing? 是真的有这样的好事呢？

And people always point fingers but really don't understand him, 而人们总是指指点点，但真的不理解他，

I need to chill I wanna leave here, serious I'm being real I don't wanna be here, 我需要冷静我想离开这里，认真，我是真实的，我不想在这里，

Period. 期。

   

Hey yo fuck it my life's hell I hate it, 嘿哟他妈的是我生命中的地狱我恨它，

99% of my life's dealt with anger, 99 ％是我生命中的处理愤怒，

See I just wanna get a shotty, go and end it properly, 看，我只想得到一个shotty ，去正确地结束它，

Doing everybody and myself a favour, 否则大家和我一个忙，

And they say that your life's what you make it, 他们说，你的生活是你自己创造，

I didn't ask for my own life, But I'll take it. 我没有问我自己的生活，但我会接受它。