Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. 硬砸我的指关节紧贴地面。

My head against the wall. 我的头撞墙。

But I did this to myself. 但我这样做是为了我自己。

Assume it's just not worth getting back up, 假设它只是不值得得到备份，

so I'll blame it on bad luck. 所以我将它归咎于运气不好。

And I'll shake responsibility, yeah. 我会推卸责任，是的。

   

I spent some time in a bad place at 18, 我花了一些时间在一个不好的地方，在18 ，

wishing I could see something through clear eyes. 希望我能看透清澈的眼睛的东西。

Do you ever wake up to realize 你有没有醒来实现

that your life is meaningless? 你的生活是没有意义的？

Does it give you strength or lead you to 它是否给你力量的人，或导致你

your grave at a young age? 你的坟墓在年轻的时候？

   

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. 硬砸我的指关节紧贴地面。

My head against the wall. 我的头撞墙。

But I did this to myself. 但我这样做是为了我自己。

Assume it's just not worth getting back up, 假设它只是不值得得到备份，

so I'll blame it on bad luck. 所以我将它归咎于运气不好。

And I'll shake responsibility, yeah. 我会推卸责任，是的。

   

It seems that when I ran away from my past 看来，当我跑到离我的过去

all my dignity, my faith, my pride got left back. 我所有的尊严，我的信仰，我的自尊心得到了左后卫。

And now I think it's time that I realize 现在我觉得是时候，我意识到

self pity's meaningless. 自怜的意思。

Though I'm 10 feet deep, 虽然我10英尺深，

I'll claw my way back out from in my grave. 我将我的爪回来的路上从我的坟墓。

   

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. 硬砸我的指关节紧贴地面。

My head against the wall. 我的头撞墙。

But I did this to myself. 但我这样做是为了我自己。

Assume it's just not worth getting back up, 假设它只是不值得得到备份，

So I'll blame it on bad luck. 所以我会责怪运气不好。

And I'll shake responsibility. 我会动摇责任。

And say a hard life did this to me. 说艰苦的生活这样对我。

   

Now I realize, I'd give anything I have 现在我意识到，我愿意付出一切我

to walk a day in my old shoes. 走了一天我的旧鞋子。

Wondering what my first smoke would be like, 想知道我的第一个烟雾会是什么样子，

my first fuck, my next fuck up. 我的第一个他妈的，我的下一个他妈的了。

{Or} the next band that would change my life { }或者下一波段会改变我的生活

and it changed my life 它改变了我的生活

and it changed my life. 它改变了我的生活。

   

Pound my knuckles hard against the floor. 硬砸我的指关节紧贴地面。

My head against the wall. 我的头撞墙。

But I did this to myself. 但我这样做是为了我自己。

Assume it's just not worth getting back up, 假设它只是不值得得到备份，

So I'll blame it on bad luck. 所以我会责怪运气不好。

And I'll shake responsibility. 我会动摇责任。

And say a hard life did this to me. 说艰苦的生活这样对我。